Dreaming...

<---> at 7:47 PM

Saturday, February 28, 2004

why is line sitting in her back yard acting as if the washing machine was never invented the world may never know.........

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well anywayz... woke up this morning n thot... hmm... i wanna go play guitar.. cuz like i haven't played guitar in sooo long... then as i gradually woke up completely i realize... man.......... my soccer stuff is still all dirty n muddy n yucky... *sigh*... so i get up change n junk n take all my soccer stuff outside for a hosing down... hahaha... fun... turn the garden hose up full blast n mess w/ the pressure w/ ur thumb... hahaha... blasted off all the cakey mud off my cleats n shin guards... so i got those all nice n clean in like no time... then... came the hard part... wut wuz i supposed to do w/ my muddy socks n jersey... hahaha... thot for a while n wuz like... well....... there is a lot of mud... and my dad doesn't allow us to wash only 1 thing at a time... and he's busy... n i dun wanna skrew up the machine.... so i took my socks n jersey outside n washed it all by hand... hahaha... got every last speck of mud off... so nice... took soooo long... hahaha... just sitting there scrubbing n rinsing... hahaha.. only source of water=garden hose... hahaha... so like yeah... soaping n everything.. acting as if i came from like the early 1800s where washing machines were non existant... heh... kept at it until everything wuz nice n clean n smelled good... hahaha.. then... hahaha... acting like there's no such thing as a dryer... hahaha... hung dry everything... yes... i'm weird... hahahaha... now... i can go play guitar!!! =D

<---> at 3:57 PM

Friday, February 27, 2004

happy day today.... soccer game.. fun fun fun... dude... their feild is like so way hecka muddy... so slippery... >.< couldn't see the lines... wut made me happy tho wuz i got to start... but the sad thing wuz... i didn't really know wut i wuz doing still... >.<... never really had a scrimmage b4... this wuz my first time playing game.. much less a real game of soccer... i fear headders... omg... did 2 stomach traps today... dude they hut... >.<... but its all cuz i have no ab muscles... not buff enough to take the blow... dude.. slipping is bad... cuz like... i wuz closest to the ball n like there wuzn't ne1 near me... n i missed it... O_o talk about feeling stupid... but i had like one or 2 good blocks so it wuz ok... yeah... i learned a lot about the game today... fun fun... it wuz worth it... but man wuz i muddy.... poor sally messed up her knee even more... so sad... but yeah... PROPS FOR JO!!!!... hecka good golie... she saved us so many time... >.< tho i guess i feel bad for failing her... i serously didn't really know wut i wuz doing.. i guarded ppl of the other team who were open.. n tried to attack the person w/ the ball if no one else wuz on them.. but like.. thats about it... owell... good experience... >.< very muddy.. talking to trice on the bus ride back... omg... something went under my right contact n it hecka hurt.. n my hands were kinda very muddy... n so i wuz scared to touch my contact.. so w/ some help from trice... i popped it out n she put it in her case.. hahaha... ran around half blind at school.. hahaha... got cleaned up.. like.. got all the mud off my legs.. changed... went to greehouse w/ trice, alison, n cato... yep... came back.. ate dinner... then lc... worship wuz good... but all i could hear wuz piano... occasionally some voices... mostly andrew dominated the singing tho... dude... just the time wuz sooooooooo low... >..< owell... small groups wuz intersting... hahaha... i think liz likes to feed us... hahaha... she always seems to bring food to small groups... hahaha... sitting in the lil kids desks... omg... i still fit in them... >.< craziness... well.. jeramiah managed to get himself in the seat... but then he had trouble getting out... hahaha... cordell on the other hand... could barely fit into the seat... n got stuck hahaha... n had lots of trouble getting out... hahaha... o yeah.. ppl kept messing w/ elaine... hahaha... reggie tales... hahaha... *sigh*... its gonna b so sad when liz goes off to college... no more cool small groups w/ her... that means i'm gonna get transplanted into a new small group next yr... awww... went back into the lc room.. very interesting rec... hahaha.. yay... go zesty lemons.. hahaha.. we win... =D.. hahaha.. fun fun fun.. then.. went outside w/ trice... dude... super hot in the lc room.. .hahaha... then went back in hoping to take over the piano... owell... hahaha.. yeah.. gonna mess around more w/ different things now... but yeah.. i still love guitar the best no matter what... well... newayz.. ppl were at the piano.. n so i saw daniel low talking to buddy.. n like i had a question cuz i tried to play in drop D tuning n it sounded nasty n i knew it had something to do wit the way i wuz forming my chords... hahaha.. so i had to go ask a professional guitarish person.. hahaha... so sad... i miss having lessons w/ ryan... cuz if i had lessons.. then i can ask all the questions i want... hahaha... i don't have to go hunt ppl down to ask them... hahah.. then... heh.. tried to go home.. but like... everything wuz in my mom's office n i took hecka long to find someone w/ a key so i can open it up to get all my stuff.. heh... came home... talking w/ hecka ppl.. hahah... luke wuz being evil again... hahaha... the first thing he sent me... i win.. hahah.. closed it all w/ just 2 clicks... second one... omg... that wuz weird... hahaha... but like it wuzn't that hard to navigate around... i like... know hecka lot of different key board shortcuts so like its all good... haha... so i still win... but like... it started to get annoying... so i yelled at him then ignored wutever he said... hahaha.. then he told me... omg... i'm very smart.. y didn't i think of those things.. heh... i'm pretty sad... owell.... heh.. nice convos w/ some ppl... weird convos w/ others... n like some very intersting ones...

Eniloracizaline: omg... ur crazy
Me ish shoopuf: ...
Me ish shoopuf: or am I sane?
Me ish shoopuf: and you're crazy.
Eniloracizaline: hmmm... good point...

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GUITAR IS THE ULTIMATE COOLEST!!!!!
n now that i kinda understand how to play in drop D i should practice practice practice.. hehe...

<---> at 10:55 PM

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

*sigh*... so i wake up at 3 today to do an essay about billy the kid... fun... *voice drips wit sarcasm*.... newayz... so i don't finish until like 7 n then hafta get ready for school.. *sigh*... so tired... o yeah... i filled up my water bottle wit really warm water again.. =) feel so good.. hahah... newayz... so tired i fell asleep on the way to school... o_0 that just shows how tired i wuz... newayz... then... uhhh... history... blah... mandarin... quiz... hahaha... we all use our pictures to take our quiz... yay!!! hahaha... the english... hehe.. making up our own monologues for a person b4 they die.. hehe.. i did duncan... so we make it up n then hafta translate into shakesperean english... very interesting... fun fun... hahaha... i'm gonna try to memorize mine n act in front of the class well... that is if she gives us extra credit... hehe... i like mine... it sounds interesting... i just dunno how i should cut it off on each line... hmmm... owell... pre-calc... boring... *sigh*... started getting a headache... went to sleep... bio... dude its like always hecka hot in that room... headache got worse... hahaha... drew had a fan next to him... heh... then mrs carlson asked lisa to close the door n drew turn the fan on higher... hahaha... dude.. n he wuz wearing a fleece and beanie... duh he'd b hot... hahah.. but instead of taking those off he turns of the fan... hahah.. crazy... ok... then study hall... *sigh*... head hurt really badly so i went to the nurse to get tylenol... heh... this really cute lil girl wuz like... "a bee flew into my eye n stung me on the eye..." super cute... well... u see... i don't think she got stung cuz there didn't seem to be anything wrong wit either of her eyes... heh... then i went back to study hall.. hahaha... first messin wit jimmy... then... messin wit deborah.. hehe... curt wuz like.. u really are halucinating... hahah.. u probably see 15 jimmys over there n i'm turing into jimmy n there's a couple of jimmys behind u... heh... crazy.. then worship elective... davey taught us more about the sound board... interesting... then nothing much... then soccer!!! fun fun... >..<... *sigh*... newayz... the drills were fun tho... i think i might b playing defense... o dude.. we were practicing defense stuff n i wuz defending the goal against jenn... n.. O_O... we just like slammed into each other... heh... dangerousness... >.< i keep getting pushups for handballs... *sigh*... then when it wuz all over.. hahaha.. me n kari go do our daily "game" in the hallway... hehe.. fun fun fun... =P... i think i have more fun playing in my normal shoes in the halway cuz it doesn't hurt as much... *sigh* i think its the cleats... iono... heh... jimmy wuz being weird... he wuz like... even when i'm looking at u through only 1 eye u still look short... well duh... my height shouldn't change everytime u change the way u look at me... heh... i think me n jimmy mess wit each other too much n we always act "mean" to each other so much that jimmy says kathy can't believe that we're friends...
Me ish shoopuf: aren;t we friends
Eniloracizaline: of course
Eniloracizaline: y?
Me ish shoopuf: see!
Me ish shoopuf: kathy find it hard to believe that we are!
Me ish shoopuf: my goodness
Eniloracizaline: hahaha.. cuz we're a different type of friends
Me ish shoopuf: ...
Me ish shoopuf: yes
hahaha... yeah... if we weren't friends i don't think we'd mess wit each other half as much... heh... its cuz we're friends thats y every things all cool when we mess wit each other... evilness is all in fun =D... hahaha...
newayz... hw time...

<---> at 5:41 PM

Monday, February 23, 2004

tired... owell... yes...school... blah... highlight of today= soccer!!! fun... ankle... >.< should die... *sigh*... push past the pain... relive xc moments... the pain... *sigh*... but at least i finished my mile... *sigh*... but my time wuz very ugly... >.< but all in all soccer wuz fun today... hahah... i gotta stop sticking my arm out to trap the ball.. hahah.. >.< i'm scared to trap it w/ my chest tho... hehe... o yeah... we got our jerseys today... cool coolness... hehe... miss chao made us line up by height... hahaha... super easy for me... i'm like... i'm at the way end... i'm the last person... =) heh... newayz... yeah... i got #3... w/e unlike other ppl i didn't have much of a preference on number so i wuz like... ok sally wants #2 so i'll just trade w/ her... yeah... hehe... tho no one had #13... it woulda been cool to have that number... hmmm... w/e its ok... heh... ok... come home shower.. dinner... online.... heh... drew(andrew chan) suggested something interesting i might wanna try out... hahaha... tune the guitar to dadddd... then play tabs.. hehe... daz gonna sound weirdness... i should work on playing both chords n tab so i'll b more versitile... but then... iono... must find more time for guitar... yep... hehe... shhh... i'm gonna cut out of my hw time for guitar hehe... j/k... =P... owell... now time for hw... *sigh*...

<---> at 7:28 PM

Sunday, February 22, 2004

hehe... playing guitar for almost 2 hrs strait today... fun... =D hahaha... playin on the 17th fret is crazy-sauce... but coolness.. hehe...

<---> at 5:23 PM

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very interesting... hehe... hug ne1? j/k... naw... i'm not that depressed nemore...
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<---> at 1:52 AM

Saturday, February 21, 2004

happy day today... no longer in depressed mode.... =) hehe... morning spent online.... tried to call kathy to see if she wuz gonna go to open house... heh... phone wuzn't on i guess... then... as i wuz ironing n puting on my uniform i remember notice i'm missing stuff n then remember wut happened... heh... shattered my chain n broke a button... >.< went to open house... had to go grab uniform pieces... then find out from mr. chew where we could practice... he said behind the busses on the inside area of the parking lot... i go back n try to tell ppl where we're supposed to practice... but iono... haha... >.< can't talk rite n don't think strait and my train of thot doesn't flow properly so i don't really get my message across n i end up saying... "behind the inside of the bus"... hahaha... yeah that makes no sense... n so kathy deborah n angela were all laughing at me... then kathy tells jimmy n makes fun of me even more... *sigh*.... so we go there put our instruments down n look for more ppl... we see liz n bug her if she's gonna play... hahaha... she goes change n we go back to the bus area jimmy starts randomly saying songs for us to practice... heh... cadence 1... the drum ppl's favorite song... yay!!! hahaha... n then we go back out n i go see if liz is done changing yet... so i go into the girls bathroom n i hear a noise comming from a stall so i choose a stall diagonally from the stall i know she's in n i wait... hahaha... so when liz opened the curtain the first thing she saw wuz me n she freaked out n wuz like "caroline!!!" n she closed the curtain again... hahaha... so funny... =P scarin liz... hehe... then... we go practice behind the bus area again... then elena comes n tells us the order that we're doing the songs.. hahaha... 2431C... yep... the performance wuz pretty good... >.< if u take out parade set 2.. heh... in the middle of performing guess who i see should be in uniform wit her drum and playing wit us but wuzn't... hahaha... n she wuz just standing there smiling at us... *sigh*... heh... put away cymbols n talk wit jimmy n kathy n then left.. home... *sigh*... no more ppl... yay!!! heh... play guitar... refuse to do hw... someone tell me how to properly play in drop D it sounds so weird.... then... did some stuff... tired... so i took a very nice long nap... heh... woke up... did stuff... online... checked e-mail... so happy... connection junior girl band debuts on April 4th... yay!!! playing bass.. hahaha... i've been fooling around a lot wit the bass i borrowed from david chew... hahahaha... iono if i'm playing it correctly but it works... cuz for most of the songs i just think of how i play it on the guitar n play it to that sorta beat... but w/e haha... i'll find out if i'm doing it correctly or not in a couple of weeks when we have a formal practice together... =D... guitar n bass r super coolest... =D

<---> at 10:20 PM

yay!! ice skatin.... fun fun fun... got to talk to alysia... hahaha... skating wit her... then we saw monty(iono how to spell it)... hahaha... he n i were skating n flapping our arms hahaha... fly!!!!!... then like after a while alysia would leave the ice... so most of the time i wuz wit angela... hahaha... trying to teach jenny how to skate... pretty funny... cuz like... she'd get it but then she'd be holding on to me n angela and so she'd start wobbling n almost falling... then like after she got the hang of it me n angela started draging her around... hahaha... when that got boring we went faster and then once i had a spontaneous idea so when angela let go of jenny's hand i made a quick swerve into the wall and jenny only had a couple of seconds to catch herself before she completely slammed into the wall... heh... i'm so bad... hahaha... so for the longest time jenny kept chasing me around the rink trying to catch me n go hurt me... =P its amazing what ppl can do when given a reason.... hahaha... so funny... she finally caught me n started punching me... then later i got away again... skating super speed away... hahaha... then she almost had me... n i made a quick swerve n she tried to follow me but then she fell... hahaha... then she started chasing me more.... hahaha... then we all "calmed down".... skating wit angela again... this time sneaking up behind chaiwat n bothering him... hahaha... got him a couple of times... he didn't fall tho... then... after that we decided we were gonna try to get david n push him... hahaha... "stalking" david for almost the rest of the time... dude that wuz fun... hahaha... so we skate n almost are able to push him n he skates away... dude... he skates too fast... hahaha... once i wuz soooo close... so so so close n he skated away... so then i tried to glide away but the my skates follow the stupid cuts n the ice n i lose my balance... that wuz sooo crazy... i wuz like... "dancing" around in circles trying to get my balance all the way until i got to the wall... hahah... davey wuz laughing at me sooo badly... but i didn't fall... so thats cool... hahaha... so newayz... later me n angela go "stalk" david again... hahah... so after a very long while of strategic planning wit angela we finally got him... i didn't really do much until he tried to skate away... hahaha... he lost his balance n fell... then... we skated around a couple more times trying to do it again... hahah... this time i think he saw us then fell as he tried to react n skate away... hahaha... more stalking... then... the third time... hahaha... he finally realized wut we were trying to do so he started skating away really fast when he saw us... hahaha... he didn't get very far n he fell... hahaha.... then... it wuz almost time to go... so angela n i were just skating around enjoying the last few moments... dude... when i took off my skates my shins were red cuz the skates didn't fit rite n the tounge kept cutting into my shins... o yeah... n i got a blister on my toe.... >.< o well... skatin wuz fun.... hahaha... bus ride... quote from wesley... "i love u candace" hahaha.... so crazy... he wuz just being weird... o yeah... i forgot... hahaha... wesley wuz trying to get ppl to hug him as they passed... so crazy... i think alysia hugged him n we got chaiwat to hug him... hahaha... wesley is so crazy... newayz... got to church... got off the bus n i see david's mom so i tell her that david isn't on that bus... n i start to walk off... but then she stops me n starts talking to me wondering wut happened on wednesday... *sigh*... newayz.. yeah... talking for a very long time... *sigh*... actually i did feel a lil better talking to her... then my mom came... n then she n my mom were talking for a very long time... so i wuz talking to david n nora... hahaha... so nora finds out more about PILL... hahah... we were the last ppl to leave... came home... ate dinner.... take pix for sis n her friends... hahaha.. all of them r so crazy... hahaha... niki didn't have a contacts case so i ended up giving her one of my extra ones... heh... i wonder how many i really have... i have soooo many n iono y... hahahah... then finally i come on... blog... well... blog in a lighter mood....

<---> at 12:12 AM

Sunday, February 15, 2004

today... good day... well.. started off really weird... cuz i had to play guitar for orchestra... so i brought my guitar... then i brought the bass cuz i needed to ask david n edwin some stuff about bass... so then i ended up bringing 2 guitars wit me... n ppl were askin... cuz dorinda wuz carying the bass... they were asking who played the bass n dorinda wuz like... caroline she plays both... n ppl were like o_O... heh... so i told them all that they didn't know these things... connection... learning about how couples should treat each other... then playing for orchestra... >.< didn't know the songs well enough... i played "o worship the king" the best i think... *sigh*... k then...sunday school learned about integrety... then... played more for orchestra... i needa work more on my finger picking... hahaha... i'm so rusty ever since i started playing chords n strumming... then... later... came home... n my dad wuz randomly like... lets go to san jose... n caroline can get her guitar... went to guitar center... dude its loud in there... i had no idea where to start... then i saw where the acoustic guitars were... woah.. it wuz sooo cool... cuz outside wuz soooo loud... n then u walk into the room of acoustic guitars n its like... so quiet in there... tried out a whole bunch of guitars... some of them were seriously out of tune... hahaha... the yamaha ones sounded nasty... then... lookin around... some were pretty nice sounding... others were kinda huge so it wuz hard to play... so like... then.. this cool lady who worked in the store wuz askin if we needed help... so we described to her wut we kinda were looking for... n she pulled out this really nice guitar... n told me to play on it... but i think she thinks they way i play A is weird... iono... i have my reasons for playing it the way i do... but yeah... it wuz super cool cuz it wuzn't as massive... n it sounded nice n it wuz a cutaway so i can play at higher frets also n it wuz a pretty black color n i could bar on this guitar... n a whole bunch of other things... sooo cool... ok.. then... got other stuff... o dude... hahaha... my massive guitar case... cuz the hard shell ones were all too big... n so i got a super padded soft shell one.. so blulky tho... hahaha... then... got cable n a strap... hahaha... sooo cool... ok.. then went to valley fair mall... hung out... then went home... playing wit my new guitar... sooooooo cooooooool... sooo super addicted to it...

isn't it so nice? hahaha... i love my new guitar... *pets guitar* "ooooo my precious... we likes new guitar.... yes precious" *petting guitar*... hahahaha... i'm crazy yes... ok... then came online later... so many weird convos wit ppl... o yes... n buddy is an animal that smells n licks andrew's hair... the end

<---> at 11:00 PM

Friday, February 13, 2004

so... thus starts another day of school... -__- *sigh*... boring boring boring... cafeteria... they ran out of things for me to do so i had to wipe fridge doors... =X ewww... pre-calc... hahaha... very interesting... i've turned my name very math-ish... hahaha... trying to figure out how math-a-fy the letter C, the letter A, n the letter R... sooo hard.... hahaha... so currently it says CAR(-)<--->... hahaha... (-) is supposed to b theda(how do u spell it?)... but iono how to insert the real theda in... hahaha... newayz...soccer... hmmm... i'm so rusty on my rolls... as elaine(miss chao) says... i go "thunk" too much... must stay curvey... hahaha.. i'm like rusty... can't roll or nethin nemore... gooo cartwheels... hahaha... easier than rolling... but won't help u at all if ur pushed... *sigh*... then... mmm.... ooo... we did this thing where we had to extend our arms n do circles... then move our fingers really fast... hahaha... did it for such a long time... yay!!! playing cymbols has helped me... hahaha... cuz like... occasionally i'd just hold my cymbols at arm's length away from me n just hold it there so that i can build my endurance so i can hold them for a longer time n not get tired... hahaha... neways... we were doing the lil fast fingers thing for a long time... n like gradually we saw chaiwat start doing it slower n slower... n his arms weren't even extended all the way nemore... hahaha... n he started to have a look of torture on his face... sooo funny... cuz like other ppl were still doing fine... hahaha... newayz... lotsa conditioning stuff today... yeah... i become sore again... heh... omg then later after soccer practice... i noticed the cross on my necklace wuz missing... hecka scary... searched all over... *whew*... dorinda found it back in the room... man... i shouldn't wear my necklace nemore... but like... it feels weird wit out a necklace... hahaha... my neck feels so empty... hmm... owell... i'll deal... came home... ooo fun fun... played around wit the bass i borrowed from david chew... hahaha... i have no idea how to play.... hmm... hahaha... i've not started lessons n i'm already formulating weird ideas... cuz iono... i wanna use the tab that i have for "not be shaken" but i don't think it works on a bass... so i'm gonna make it work on a bass... =P... hahah... yes... i'm crazy... then lc... iono... dunno wuts going on... *sigh*.... nvm.... newayz... something weird that happened... n i forgot exactly wut happened... i called terrance santa... n he gave jenna a dime... then jenna tried to get me to give her something... but i didn't so she chased me around trying to get my guitar picks that i had in my pocket... but then i took it out.. n she wuz still searching my pockets... heh... then i tried to get away but she had a grip on my sweatshirt... so not wanting to further streatch out my beloved xc sweatshirt... that i already foolishly got too big of a size of... i took it off.. but then jenna ran off wit it n wouldn't give it back... i didn't care until... *sigh*... she put it in her hat n put it on her head... then she said she wuz hot n starting to sweat... then... *sigh*... wut to say... my sweatshirt is white... ack... then... nothing much happened after i got my sweatshirt back... then went home... guitar for a lil while... then noticed my sis not on her comp... n she told me she'd take a short nap so i took over n later attempted to wake her up... didn't work... owelll... *sigh*... newayz... interesting convo wit someone... hahaha... interesting... one of my over used words... =P that someone is gonna start using =D... i'm so influential...

<---> at 11:47 PM

Thursday, February 12, 2004

*sigh*... another day of skool... >.< evilness... history n mandarin... boring... engish... heh... macbeth is very interesting... english so far is pretty cool... lunch... mrs. carlson showed me this thing about how taking ap classes r good... >.< *sigh*... iono... iono... iono... i couldn't bring myself to do it while i still had the chance... n now... i think its too late... =\ *sigh*... iono... next yr.. ap calc... iono if i should take nemore... *sigh*... no one realizes how much i fear ap classes... *sigh*... they won't understand... newayz... then pre-calc... skrew... had a test... *sigh*... no comment there... then went to middle school chapel... interesting... how... imature they can b... over the phrase "i love u" heh... tho... half the time its like abused by older ppl... iono how much it really means... then... practice for shakespere contest... someone wuz like... over exagerating nervousness... getting like... kinda very annoying... i mean like... kinda very annoying... shakespere contest... pretty good... everyone did really well... hahaha... me... kissin the air... comming up n all my hair wuz in my face... very O_o ... yeah...hahaha... then... mm... after school they announced the winners of shakespere contest... good job chrisg dorinda n christine... ok... then marching units practice... didn't do nething... me n angela were like... iono messin around on the piano... n yes... singing... hahaha... sooo many disney songs... =P fun fun... "a whole new world" pretty song... its very nice... hahaha... newayz.... yeah... chariots of fire is like... kinda getting boring... cuz like the guyz r too into it... and like... yeah... playing it on the piano n stuff... u hear it too much... iono... mebe its just me... newayz... yeah.... marching units might go to marine world to perform... cool cool... after words... grrr... for ppl who wanna know... i am taller than 4'9" ok ppl?!?!?!! if u were wondering... grrrrr.... ok... came home... crashed.. took a nap... =D naps r good... now... currently stealing sis's comp... must get off when she comes back...

<---> at 9:53 PM

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

yay-ness skip history test first period... go to shakespere meeting... went all the way until 3rd period... mm... boring? then... lunch... had to do my history test... craaaaaaapppppp.... can't write essays... its like... mr. leong world history test all over again... 'cept harder... heh... then pre-calc... wend to class wit only half my hw finished... came out of class wit my hw finished n finding out she's posponing it till tomorrow... yay!! bio... wrote cool bubbly letters for title... 'cept took up too much space... gotta redo... newayz... stupid robert wuz like... ooo who did that... n wuz like... caroline can u do our title for us... i wuz like... how bout no... n he wouldn't shut up bout it till i told him it wuz his problem that he had har in his group... stupid guy.... newayz... then bible... *sigh*... boring... kim's mind wandered... brent wuz asleep... deborah kinda fell asleep... n i kept fidgeting... soooo boring!!!! *sigh*... then soccer... yay!! and boo!!! tryouts rn't done... n i'm like on injury... bad game... *sigh*... newayz... so i wuz sentenced by miss chao to doing pushups n crunches till i can't do them nemore... >.< so sore... *sigh*... did 100 each... then i wuz like... ack... soreness!!! so i stopped... also cuz joanne wuz like u shouldn't do nemore... cuz then it'll pressure me to feel like i need to do more... hahaha... so i didn't... at 3:15... i left... guitar!! yeah!!! so i wuz sitting there tuning my guitar n preparing to practice n talking to buddy... then later... playing songs wit ryan... learning a new strum for a 3/4 timing song... very interesting... hahaha... cuz i wuz listening to him n i almost had the strum down n then he switched strums n i wuz like... O.O wut just happened... n like... he had to figure out wut he wuz doing too... hahaha... so later we were just messin wit songs... hahaha... benny came in n told me to play on his guitar cuz he said it would b easier to play on than my wide neck weird guitar... hahaha... i tried different things n wuz soooo facinated about how much i could do wit a skinnier neck guitar... hahaha... i wuz like... WOAH!!! I CAN BAR!!! hahaha... i felt sooo accomplished... n then later andrew n kari came in... n they were doing something... then later... they invited us to play wit them... so then i gave benny back his guitar n i took my own out again... hahaha... 5 guitars playing at once!!! yay!!! fun jam session... =P heh... but i didn't keep up the whole time... some of them i did tho... i felt so accomplished... sooo fun... so cool... then later we kept asking mr. rice to play things for us... first he kept playing country songs... n stuff... heh... benny wuz like... ur desecrating my guitar... cuz he wuz playing this cowboyish song... hahaha... iono wut he wuz doing... then benny kept encouraging him to play something cooler... n so i wuz like... mr. rice!! play ur punk music!!! yeah!!! hahaha... sooo cool... n he wuz like... the secret to play punk is bar every thing... >.< i'll work on that after i get new guitar... hahaha... oo yeah n i learned wut drop D tuning is... very interesting... i think andrew chan asked me wut that wuz b4 n i didn't know... hahaha... mr. rice likes to play in drop D i think all he did wuz tune the low E string to D... very interesting... *sigh*... got carried away.. hahaha... didn't leave rm 9 till 5 something... n i usually leave at 4:30 hahaha... but... *sigh*... so much fun... *sniff*... so sad... today wuz my last guitar lesson wit ryan... now after this... i'll have nothing to look forward to during the week until friday... n its not like i'm always positive i can go either... *sigh*... wednesdays used to be one of the highlights of my week cuz then i could learn sooo much about such a cool instrument... owell... hahaha... i have ryans # cuz he gave it to me long time ago... he said i can randomly call him up and arrage a time to go play together... hahaha... *sigh*... i feel like there's still so much to learn tho...

<---> at 8:26 PM

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

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<---> at 11:04 PM

hmm... today... got the real version of my monologue from miss wong... heh... memorizing that... math... not paying attention once again... finished some of the hw... bio... stopped caring... took notes n did math hw n pretended that i knew wut wuz going on... heh... drama "skills"... i fake it very well... =P... newayz... then did the shakespere test of my monologue... lalala... fun... hahaha... finished rite on time... >.< hopefully it wuz legible... heh... i have a tendancy to write very small n illegible when i write as fast as i can... well... actually... depends... i don't always write small... hmm... owell... ok... study hall... lil bit more math... then... worship team elective... umm... *sigh*... nvm... the only good thing or more like the only exciting thing is learning how to work the AV equipment... but unfortunately... >.< stuck wit more ppt duty... man... takes forever... *sigh*... *forces a smile*... must do wit cheerful attitude... ppt is important... then soccer... *sigh*.... *sigh*... *sigh*... well... tryouts rn't even over... n i think i'm kinda slightly already on injury... so... i'll go to pe... n... mmm... not go to after school practice tomorrow... well... that means i get to go to guitar lesson... hmm... should i cancel lessons indefinately wit ryan? iono... ok... must focus hw again...

<---> at 8:58 PM

Monday, February 09, 2004

*sigh*... another week of school... another week of me being stupid... another week of having a weird sleeping schedule... y? iono... i'm weird... yeah... woke up at 3 finished hw... couldn't sleep... >.< played guitar for bout an hour...(i told u i wuz crazy) went to sleep... woke up... school... memorizing lines for shakespere contest... one problem in my acting...>.< can't kiss... dunno how especially kissing the air... daz like just weird... can't do it w/o cracking up n laughing cuz its so weird... mm... then cafeteria work... *sigh* sharon has health all this quarter so i'm gonna have to work alone... =\ so sad... math... crap... found out there wuz a quiz... yes... i'm incredibly smart... not really... *sigh*... well... i guess it wuzn't that hard... and i finished it... wuteva... then bio... sooooo boring... i wuz studying for bible and falling asleep at the same time... not paying attention at all... bible... quiz n lecture... soccer... *sigh*... don't wanna talk about it here... all i'm gonna say about that is i'm starting to feel incredibly stupid for wanting to be in soccer.... if u wanna know y ask me...

<---> at 11:43 PM

Sunday, February 08, 2004

finally able to blog again... iono when the next time'll b tho... newayz...

::fri::
asvab... eww... heh... knowing some stuff cuz i've heard of it b4 but forgetting wut it did exactly... >.< yeah... i'm "smart" like that... 5th period lunch... =X jenna's weird concoctions... nasty stuff... man... john luke n bobo ate some... soooo nasty... don't even ask wut wuz in it... lc... mm.. very interesting... worship wuz good... then the not so late show wit mark dang... =P heh.. andrew "playing" piano... then... later... banging on piano... hmm... mebe i should go teach myself how to play guitar chords on piano... i do have most of the stuff to learn... hmm... iono mebe later...
ooo yes... quote of the day... "and i'll stay home"...

::sat::
went early to school to get my hair corn rowed by joan... went faster than she anticipated... but then she didn't do my whole head either... heh... jeremy came hecka early... cuz.. iono... he came at like 2:15... he looked so bored so i ran around n found a ball n we started shooting hoops... then more guyz came so me joan n angela let the guyz play wit the ball... parade... >.< my arm wuz soooooo sore... chariots twice in a row... *sigh*... high hats hurt... then.. mmm... heh.. bus ride to public market wuz very interesting... jeremy went thru sooo much trouble so he could hear... heh... dinner... they gave me soooo much food... n so yeah... i did eat a lot... but got accused of being annorexic cuz when i wuz full it looked like i only ate a fourth of my food... >.< heh... later soo hyper... o yeah... hahaha... listening to ppl mess wit carmen on the phone... very interesting... then... while we were waiting for rides to come... jimmy wuz calling random ppl's phones n being such a retard.. sooo crazy!!!

::today::
pastor steve spoke about the marriage matrix... very iono... interesting? then i'm not exactly sure wut we were talking about during suday school.. started talking bout a sluggard then i think something about not being too boastful about things like not being prideful n stop doing things... after church orchestra practice...>..< i guess i just gotta go transpose n use a capo... *sigh*... newayz... highlight of my day today... david chew asked me n sally if we were interested in joining the new band that he was starting n he said he needed me to play bass so he said that he would get edwin to teach me... yay!!! n he wuz gonna get someone to teach sally drums... drums r cool... but yeah... iono... i'll stick wit guitar-ness thank you.. =D i'll dream about learning drums later after i've gotten good enough at guitar-ness stuff to sound decent n be able to play n serve God wit it... yes...

<---> at 3:45 PM

Thursday, February 05, 2004

hahaha... sooo funny... hope my comp gets fixed soon... >.< using every change i get to go on... heh... my sis isn't home so she let me use her comp again... so mebe i'll actually get to blog... but then probably won't be able to talk to most ppl... owell...

today... hahah... 3rd day in a row this week that i've brought my guitar to school... newayz... mm... blah until engish... then went to the library to watch ppl do lions club speech contest... henry's speech wuz interesting heh... the way he presented his speech and himself wuz so "in your face" that sometimes i had to keep myself from laughing... yes i know... i'm a bad audience... >.< newayz... mmm... then... lunch... heh... went into the mandarin room... mrs. lee wuz like... are u here to study or r u here to talk, if u r here to talk get out.... but then i wuz like... ooo mrs lee did u get a haircut? hahaha... n then all of a sudden her whole expression n attitude changed towards me... hahaha... she wuz like.. yes... n started to model her hair for me... n then all i did wuz told mrs. lee to model her haircut for my mom n then i left... hahaha... michelle wuz like... iono high on something today... hahaha... she bent a fork n kept stealing food from scott's plate n flinging it at him... yeah... craziness... then... mmm.. pre-calc... >.< miss ho wrote cry on my paper in chinese... cuz... *cough*... bad me... then bio... convinced her to let us re-sit wherever we want... hmmm... ended up on a weird row.. cuz... yeah... newayz... at least i'm wit sally... i don't really talk to her... but hey... i always find someone to talk to wherever i go... heh... o yeah... n i sit behind sar now... n like... he kinda blocks half my view of the marker board... so i'm like constantly shifting from side to side until i like... end up in the isle so i can see... >.< ... o yeah... n lisa kept singing... heh... so funny... n like when PILL wuzn't looking i sang one song for her too... heh... chapel... o man... miss lan has a hecka good voice... n she's hecka good at guitar... she has become one of my role models... sooo cool... so professional... so yeah... worship wuz really good... then message about prejudice... n then after chapel... >.< auditions... my first time playing where ppl can actually hear me... cuz during orchestra i'm not plugged into nething so no one can hear me so its not like it matters... newayz... yeah... very nervous... ooo yeah... kari got a .38mm pick too... hahaha... sooo cool cuz we were comparing picks n it wuz exactly the same... =P hahaha... newayz... singing audition wuzn't too bad... or at least i dun think so... mebe it wuz bad... i think i had the strongest voice... n i notice... well... i knew this already... but yeah... i wuz singing high... n iono... wuz alison singing an octive lower? or wuz i singing at the wrong key? i'm scared now... crap... but then i believe i wuz following carl... then later... i wuz playing guitar... >.< bad game... #1 i think i'm too used to my wide neck guitar now... #2 the songs i played i wuzn't very strong at... #3 i kept skrewing up every once in a while on a chord change or in the middle of my strum... the good thing wuz that they had tubs play wit me also so when i got lost i listened to him n then jumped back in... *sigh*... *screams*... that wuz... very... ack... then after skool... kathy forgot her music too... omg... we were just like... well... i kinda know it... heh... i think we were doing it correct yet kinda making it up together... marching... >.< its very hard to move from second row to first row in the middle of a wheel turn... >.< n i keep messing up when i'm supposed to go up to the front n michael keeps waving his stick when i'm supposed to be up there...>.< man... oo yeah... getting my hair corn rowed on sat b4 the parade... yay!!! fun... hahaha... adds to crazy ghetto-ness... gotta remember to bring both bandana n durag... probably only wear the bandana... hahaha... trice... when do u want me to give it back... hahahaha... ok... then... came home... practice a lil guitar... >.< i gotta practice more and like attempt to perfect it as much as possible if i'm really gonna play for nething... o yes... n must start thinking about getting a real guitar... hmm... iono... ok... then... since my sis has leo's meeting... yep... i get to go on her comp again... but once she comes home... off i go again...

<---> at 6:29 PM

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

*yawns*... naps r good... sisters who wake u up r not... hahaha... j/k... i love my sis... haha... i didn't think i'd even be on for like hecka long... n like... iono... hahaha... she woke me up to say i could use her comp... so yeah... i get to blog... n stuff... *sigh*... yeah... my comp is being fixed... the person fixing it says that it might either b a hard drive problem or a virus... >.< doesn't sound good... blah... hahaha... well david... i guess that might b the end of my complaining to u about my comp problems hahaha...

newayz... today... yeah... classes... blah... yay!! i aced my first english quiz... o yeah.... hahahah... easy sauce... then lunch... hahaha... listening to michelle n christina think of ways to embarass each other on valentines day... hahaha... teaching michelle a pickup line... sooo crazy... cuz she wuz supposed to use a pickup line n ask for a guy's phone #... hahaha... i wuz like... y not do both at once? hahaha... sooo funny... cuz like she kept practicing n kept cracking up... hahaha... she did it do kevin tom n totally freaked him out... hahaha... did it to william... n hewuz like.. huh? ur crazy... hahaha... did it to jimmy... hahaha... his response... ur weird... did it to curt... hahaha... so cute... he wuz like... of course... siren drill thingy... hahaha... smiling a crazy smile at angela(the kind where its like totally forced n is like showing all the teeth)... n like... andy wuz looking from angela to me... n back again... so he started smiling that kind of smile too... hahaha... so i smiled at him too... n then... it just became crazy... hahaha... it turned into one of those... iono how to discribe it here... hahaha... angela knows... sooo crazy... then a whole bunch of ppl bug me about y i'm not going to marching units... owell... i have my many stupid reasons... heh... then... math... boring... then bio... finished up the video lecture... changed seats... >.< where's angela supposed to sit?? i'm gonna purposely bug her until she lets us re-sit wherever we want... cuz currently... angela has no where to sit n no one to sit wit... k then... bible... new leadership class... very... iono... different... we're back into a class type settingish thing... yes... so different from SALT which wuz very informal... o well... then soccer... i suck... ack... juggling... very weird... never got past 4... dribbling inside 1 lap... wuz >.< hard... not that bad... but yeah... kinda very hard... i suck... dribbling 1 lap outside wuz crazy sause hard... how in the world do u do that??? then... stretches... then... 20 push ups n 50 crunches on the grass... soo muddy... >.< ack... then... mm... got my guitar... went to see if ryan wuz there... i guess he's sick... practiced... *sigh*... audition for worship team tomorrow... >.< i'm so bad at guitar... >.< hopefully i don't skrew up too bad... heh... then... mm... later... angela n trice came in... heh.. messin around... then trice left... n i wuz practicing n angela wuz singing along... yep... then later... i stopped n we were just talking... heh... for very very long time... hahaha... then i looked at the clock in it wuz 5:00 n i wuz like... O.O heh... yeah... i wuz like... o man... igg... heh... went home attempted to do hw... but ended up just like... iono... nodding off... then my mom told me to go to sleep... hahaha... so i did... n yea... then dorinda woke me up so i came here... yep... iono how often i'm gonna blog until my comp gets fixed... yea...

<---> at 10:59 PM

Tuesday, February 03, 2004

today is like first day of skool all over again... >.< new classes.. new teachers... ect ect.. blah... i like.. should start trying again... ack... the highlight of this mornin wuz like when i found out we're reading macbeth for brit lit... yay!!! i'm excited cuz i acted a monologue for lady macbeth last yr for shakespere contest n i really wanna know wut else happens in the book... heh... later went to mom's office to get lunch... >.< opened the fridge n an avalanche of odwalla drinks come rushing down... ewwwwwwww..... yeah... i dun like odwalla stuff... bleh... ok... then... couldn't find the ppl i usually hang wit during lunch... i wonder where they went... heh... >.< slightly lonerish feeling... ate lunch then went into the mandarin 2 rm... i'm not sure if she noticed it wuz there or not... but since i didn't bother her class she didn't say nething... heh... ppl kept turning around to stare at me tho... i actually did my math hw... which wuz find 10 of ur best hws for open house... crap... hahaha... shoulda did more hw... took me a long time... hahaha... i'm like.. not smart like that... o well... all the hws that i actually did were like really good newayz... so yeah... found my 10 100% papers n just like sat there listening to mrs. lee lecture... yeah... soooo boring... no one participates in class... n others r like in their own world... n henry... wut the heck man... called a dorm... "du mu" someone tell me wut in the world that is... i didn't even understand wut he wuz trying to say in cantonese... man.... then... pre-calc.. found out such wonderful news... hahaha... my final pulled my grade from a C to an A- yay!!! how cool is that... hahahaha... got skills man... hahaha... ok then bio... no comment on my final grade... ppl keep getting pissed at me.... ack... i wanna like... get a 0 on one of my tests and show it to everyone n ask them if they're happy now... ack... ok... newayz... video lecture... man... i took soooo much notes n like.. i look around... ppl don't seem to b paying much attention... somethings wrong somewhere... i think its me... and so... *sigh*... nvm... don't wanna go into details about wut i really think here cuz iono who reads my blog... i'll tell those who wanna know that r my close friends... blah... too personal to say exactly wut i think here... ok... then study hall... boring... couldn't concentrate on math... man... i need to do hw... >.< *sigh* -__- neways... then worship team... find out that we need to audition now... *sigh*... wut am i gonna do... *another whole bunch of things run thru my mind that i don't wanna write here*... ok... then i got andrew alcid to play be glorified for me... yay... now i've picked up another song i can practice... ok... drum n bell... >..< and like... ack... kathy seems to b coming in at a different time from me... but then i'm scared she's correct... but then... it can't b... cuz its supposed to fit... and... iono... ack... must listen to my music n learn it by myself at home b4 saturday... ok... come home... practice guitar for while... then hw... currently being distracted by many things... *sigh* must resume hw... -__-

<---> at 8:06 PM

Monday, February 02, 2004

today... went to school... bro had spelling bee thingy... n me n my sis had this appt at greenhouse... yeah... so like... when me n my sis were walking to greenhouse... its like... pouring rain... n like we're not even half way to greenhouse and we're like soaking wet... >.< rain=evil!!! yes... actually... regular rain is ok... rain mixed wit wind is evil... yes... all wet wet wet.... later went back to school... i had actually brought my guitar wit me intending to practice... but there wuzn't ne good place i could hide n practice n i didn't wanna drag my guitar thru the crazy rain... so i wuz just like suck in my mom's office... went online... very boring... no one to really talk to or nething... but yeah... its hard using aim express cuz the window doesn't flash when ppl im u... newayz... tried to do something to my blog... but it din't work... >.< newayz... mm... later... got to go home... change into dry clothes... yay!!! hahaha... tired... took a nap... =) naps r good... specially cuz i'm not gonna get sleep again cuz i hafta go to school tomorrow... >..< mebe its just me... >.< iono... newayz... yeah... then later... went to judo... fun fun... >.< but i'm extremely out of shape... >..< messed up soo badly... ok... then elaine came n drove us home... n then... did some stuff wit comp... trying to remove some junk from my comp... burning cds so i can remove songs from my comp... yeah... then later... went online... got more get rid of spyware stuff from david.... >.< yeah... iono... somethings wrong... something's weird... *sigh*... evil evil evil evil evil evil... ok... yeah... now i can't use a whole bunch of stuff.. n i can't do half the things i used to b able to do... >.<... must get comp fixed... >.< soon...

<---> at 10:49 PM

::sudnday::
went to church... service... pastor steve spoke on somthing on the extent of couples men n women n stuff like that... o yes... watch short clips of ppl's weddings... there wuz... david&gretta chew... duane&finley lee... dell&selina louie... jason&christine law... hahaha... this one wuz interesting... cuz i think they dropped the ring hahaha... n they were on a balcony n it coulda dropped off the edge... then suday school... something about scorners n simple ppl... how we are supposed to avoid being like them... then after church... yay!!! cookie from jenna... then >.< found out there wuz orchestra practice n i didn't bring my guitar... >.< went to practice to find out how the songs sounded like... >..< somethings wrong... o yeah... my new name is mike from mosters inc. cuz like... yeah... dorinda's sick... n she keeps coughing all over the place... and cuz i don't sleep enough i'm scared my immune system is down... ack... newayz... yeah... she coughs n like she doesn't always cover her mouth... or... she coughs n uses her hand to cover her mouth then she uses her hand to touch things!!! n so... being the crazy person that i am i go on a mass lysol rampage n like... lysol everything she touches that i need to use... yes... i know i'm crazy... i'm like... using lysol n making sure i "kill all possible germs" b4 i use it... *sigh*.... hopefully i don't get sick... must stay away from dorinda... heh... must listen to tracy...hahah... poke dorinda wit a stick from afar... =P

<---> at 12:34 AM