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Saturday, January 31, 2004
today... woke up... did stuff... played guitar... messed wit my comp... still trying to figure out wuts wrong wit it... >.< started saving my stuff onto a CD-RW... incase i want to give it to someone to fix it... iono tho... so newayz... then... went to stoneridge... formal dress shopping... hahaha... we were planning to surf the whole mall... but when we walked into macys... we stopped n looked at the dresses... n it wuz kinda on sale... n so we were just looking around... n then we found really nice ones... n so we tried on a whole bunch... n then found the ones that looked nice on us... modeled them for our mom... hahaha... hecka ppl were doing that too... hahaha... trying on the formal dresses n modeling it for their firends.... hahah... n then when they found out how reasonable the price wuz... they were all like... o man... i don't have enough money... but i wanna buy this sooo bad... newayz... yeah... so me n my sis ended up each getting a dress at macys... n then we stopped shopping instead of surfing the whole mall... heh... then... mmm.. came home.... nap... dinner... go on comp again... still trying to figure out wuts wrong... argh... then... my comp died n i had to restart... n then i went on... n i started complaining to david... as i always seem to do cuz he laughs at me... heh... then he told me to check if i had spyware/adware stuff... and so when i went to check... i showed him the results... >.< heh... scared him wit how much junk i had... dude... i dun even know how all this happened... stupid comp... newayz yeah... so he told me to d/l this scaning thing... n i do that... n results r horrifying... i have like a whole bunch of spyware/adware stuff thats like... severely dangerous for my comp... >.< no must fix the stupid problem.. but some don't even delete... >.< *runs around in circles trying to figure out wut to do*
Friday, January 30, 2004
lalalalalalala... bio final wuz soooo rediculous... hahaha... i went to sleep at like 3somthing... then... woke up at like iono... 7:30ish... heh... n then i went to school.. but like... i wuzn't exactly hyper... but then later when i wuzt taking my test... i wuz amusing myself... entertaining myself wit the test cuz it wuz so rediculous... hahaha... such crazy questions... someone whose parents both have brown hair so her hair is... a) dominant b) recessive c)incomplete dominance d)obviously fake... hahaha... i wuz sitting there reading questions like this in like... had an impulsive thot to purposely choose all the craziest ones... so i'm just like... sitting there going crazy.. laughing to myself... yes i know i'm not ok.. i have slight mental problems... ok mebe not slight... but yeah... i wuz gradually getting more n more hyper... hahaha... i wuz like... just sitting there... thinking these weird things to myself... wut would happen if i purposely picked the craziest answers and then she feeds it thru the scantron machine n like it makes noise the whole time it runs thru n it comes out n like.. ALL of my answers r wrong... woulda been so funny... n so yeah.. i sit there wit a stupid smile on my face... trying to not laugh at the idiot things going thru my head.. hahaha... o yes... n like iono... i stress over questions n i can't answer things unless i completely understand... so its like... iono every few minutes i whisper really loudly if i see her... "ooo!! miss chu miss chu!!! question!! question question question!!!" hahaha... if u've ever been in a class wit me where the teacher isn't super strict u know wut it sounds like... hahaha... so crazy... and like... iono after the 10th time i did that... i think she got annoyed wit me n wuz like.. "caroline... its not that hard!! ur making it harder than it actually is" ... >.< well... thats me alright... heh... i complicate everything... iono y... i'm just like that... hahaha... ok... so then i finish like really early... n then i look at it n wuz like... skrew double checking... i don't wanna second guess myself n change correct answers... so then i just turned it in... n like after i notice that jenna n angela r done.. i ask to relocate... heh... i relocate n then like as other ppl gradually finish... they all hang out in our corner... hahaha... andy got "introuble" for wearing my durag... hahaha... hecka crazy lookin... cuz he didn't even put it on rite... hahah... then... mmm.. hahaha... PILL made me move back... but like no matter where i go... my presence is just distracting cuz iono... i'm so crazy... so then she gets mad at me again... n like... i'm like... "ooo early dismissal early dismissal... yeah.. yeah... yeah yeah yeah..." n i like start bouncing on my chair like a crazy maniac... hahaha... i wuz soooo hyper... n then she wuz like... "no i can't cuz... well... i guess..." then she says to eveyone else in the class... "ok... all of u who r done can leave"... hahaha... skills!!! we got to leave... hahahahah... newayz... outside... i forgot how we started talking bout monkeys... n then like... jenna wuz like... "no lil monkeys jumping on the bed one fell off n bumped his head"... then angela wuz like... no... that don't sound rite... so i started jumping up n down like crazy n chanting the correct monkey jumping on the bed rhyme at super speed... hahahaha... so much laughing... amazing how we can act like this on a finals day... heh... lunch... jenna made this hecka nasty concoction... ugh... it wuz like.. beyond nasty... it wuz beyond barf... ewww... n this dude(iono his name)... not only drank some... but licked it... ewwwwwww....... heh.. he told me to write his will for him incase he died.. n he said... "if nething happens... everything goes to my dog" hahaha... hecka crazy... mandarin... omg... i'm like so lonerish in that class... >.< i almost fell asleep on my final... i like nodded off so many times... but finally i woke up n finished the test... then later... omg... i see angela trice jenna n kathy all crowding around my locker... i'm like... omg.. wut r u ppl doing to my locker?!?!?!?! omg... they like drew carpathia fred n the albino doll on a piece of binder paper n taped it to my locker... >.< they wouldn't let me take it off... ooo yeah.. n then.. pe sign ups... goooo soccer... >.< i see hecka lotsa ppl joining soccer tho... >.< i hope i make it... but like... iono how to play... >.< trice!!! teach me... quick... must make it!!! heh... newayz... later... go into rm 27... hahaha... my banging on piano skillz... o yeah... hahahaha... i stopped later.... n let the real piano ppl have fun wit their instrument.. hahaha... me n kathy were like amusing ourselves wit the drums... soo crazy... hahahaha... ok... after school... i came home... guitar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! finally get to play after a long time... yep... hahaha... guitar guitar is fun fun fun... yay!!!.. hahaha... played for like super super super long time.. i can't play the bridge to "better is one day" correct... heh.. ok... then dinner... cook pizza.. yum!! hahaha.. then come back on... hahahaha.. i'm like so hyper... so crazy... i wuz like telling my sis stuff that happened today in super speed n she wuz hecka laughing at me... hahaha
Wednesday, January 28, 2004
-___- zzzzzzzzz...... i'm tired... fell asleep in lotsa classes... >.< jenna n angela watching me sleep in math thru the window... >.< not good... i'm so skrewd... must keep stressing over finals until they're over... must get some sleep too... *sigh*... iono... somehow...
o yes... something thats been on my mind... ppl plz pray for Hung... he has lotsa pressures... the way u see him now is kind of only an act... cuz of his many reasons... yeah... i think he really needs prayer... iono... i don't think i'm allowed to elaborate... his secret... but yeah... pray for him...
o yes... something thats been on my mind... ppl plz pray for Hung... he has lotsa pressures... the way u see him now is kind of only an act... cuz of his many reasons... yeah... i think he really needs prayer... iono... i don't think i'm allowed to elaborate... his secret... but yeah... pray for him...
Monday, January 26, 2004
today... woke up... went to school... US history... did this really boring worksheet... then looking over the handouts wit johnny... heh... he did everything one sided... and his copier sorta ran out of ink.. so he kinda had to fill things in... so crazy... heh... then... trying to get rid of the stack of papers so i give them to other ppl in the group... man... ppl can b so hateful... wuts up wit that?! ok... mandarin... preparing for bio presentation... it wuz a good thing i had easy stuff... o yeah.. n studying for mandarin final... then english... didn’t do much... ppl doing vocab extra credit.. heh... frank is glaborous(balding)... heh.. o yeah... n his “forbidden stack” of vocab that he didn’t want miss chao to choose from cuz he didn’t know them... heh...then lunch... working in cafeteria... heh... the only time i really talk to sharon besides mebe a lil during math... heh... then... during math.. doing project... hahaha... one side looks hecka like a pre-schooler did it... and then the other side ben wrote it hecka like.. iono.. fancy ghetto tagging like-ish thingy... heh... we had to put “subtitles” cuz no one could read it... heh... then bio... >.< the time has come(the walrus said to talk of many things)... heh... actually.. yeah.. did the presentation today... some ppl were still confused!!!... argh... had to bring up my notes to help out ppl n like point to wut they should say actually this wuz mainly for luke... n he coulda asked me last nite... -__-’ o well... heh.. we were all talking super speed... cuz we were afraid we’d run out of time... n we kinda did in a way... heh... ppl stopped paying attention n listening cuz they couldn’t follow us... heh... i wuz ad-libbing too... heh... about the chromosome defect/mutationish thingy... yeah.. hahaha... it just sounded like it needed to be there so i just started talking... heh... then mmm... hahaha... ad-libbed an answer to miss chu’s question about the 2 different electron transport chains... heh... well... no one else said nething... so i had to fill in the silence n make our group look “smart” hopefully we did... heh... mebe not... >.< owell... ok then SALT... wut bothers me is that ppl looked at the paper where we sign up for SALT again next semester n then they pass it on.. i wuz the first person to sign it cuz no one else wanted to sign it... then at the end when it got passed back up.. then after seeing how many ppl re-signed up for SALT again next semester... then they sign up... thats like... *sigh*... nvm... wutever... ok.. then hockey... man... started running my laps super fast... then on the second lap my shin started hurting...>.< got in trouble wit miss lan.. n she banned me from playing.. n then i wuz like.. how bout i play goalie... heh... i kinda wuz planning to sneak into the game... but she kept looking at me.. n every time i looked like i wuz gonna go run after the ball she’d give me this look.. =\ couldn’t do nething.. ooo but i felt so accomplished cuz i blocked a couple of almost made in goals... yep... ‘cept there wuz this one... that gary hit... >.< went flying... tried to catch it but it skimmed only my pinky... >.< owwwww.... heh... kept “sucking”/”kissing”... iono how to describe wut i wuz doing... but yeah... kept pinky sorta in my mouth but not really... iono... more like kept kissing it... heh.. cuz it hurt... yeah... ok.. then after school.. went to PILL’s room to find out presentation grade.. couple seconds later buddy also walks in too... hahaha... we were just like smiling n bugging her... hahaha... it slowly got crazier n crazier... heh.. first we stand there until she tells us our grade... hahaha... cuz when we went there she wuz like... i haven’t graded it yet... hahaha... so then we find out a grade... but then we don’t like it... we want higher.. cuz we kinda thot we deserved a lil better... heh... so we start bugging her... n she’s like messing wit the powerschool grades stuff... hahaha.. n we’re just like watching her... n bugging her... n stuff like that... it wuz sooo funny cuz we kept on inching closer n closer to her... hahaha... started from the outside of her “territory” n slowly moved in... staring at her laptop screen... trying to get her to change the grades... after like... bugging her for like half an hour n succeeding in totally annoying her cuz powerschool wouldn’t work the way she wanted it to.. so she wuz already annoyed... n we wouldn’t shut up about our grades... heh... we r bad ppl... so bad... hahaha... then we finally got her to consider wut we were asking for cuz she wanted to know who did what... so she could also grade us according to our contributions... yeah... heh... when we heard that... me n buddy looked at each other n started laughing... haha... ppl in our group’ll know y... hahaha... ok.. then.. mmm... did some studying in the office... then.. went home.. guitar... haha... i finally figured out y “unashamed love” always sounded so weird when i played it... hahaha... i just noticed... (which is kinda very stupid of me)... it had “capo first fret” on the top right next to the title... hahahaha... so i go n i capo the first fret... woah... it sounds so much better... n a lot more normal... hahah... not so clashyish... ok... then studying.. sorta... messing wit the settigns on my comp... hmm... can’t change the icon pic... no fun... heh... then... mmm... did stuff.. went online... ask ppl bout “bio presentation accomplishments”... hahahaha... ok... must finish essay... >.< so skrewd...
Sunday, January 25, 2004
ok... today.. woke up.. went to church... pastor jim meyer spoke on how we should not choose sides right away in a conflict cuz it might eventually lead to bigger problems and also might cause a split in the church... then sunday school... illustrating prov 13:13... hahaha... picture of a guy rejecting the bible and then getting struck by lightning... heh... learned about which types of friends we should watch out for as christians... after church.. hung around talking... then.. went home... went online.. n hoping above all hopes that johnny would b on... thank goodness he wuz... man... we weren't able to contact him all yesterday while we were working on the project... n he never gave me his e-mail either... so it wuz like... argh!! where's johnny when u need him... newayz... so i im him n then ask him wut his e-mail is... then i find out he doesn't have microsoft word... another problem... but then i had to leave and buddy who wuzn't on at the moment also had the handouts so i couldn't send it to johnny rite away and johnny needed the handouts b4 2:00... argh soo many problems at once... so... i end up asking for his phone number so i can call him... so then i'm like calling buddy on the car get something figured out.. then calling johnny again to tell him whats going on... and then like around 2 something i call him again to make sure he got everything n wuz printing it... ok... went to sweet tomato for lunch... >.< how do ppl eat so much... hahaha... just the sight all that food wuz enough to make me kinda full... hahaha... n then like i dun over eat either cuz like iono... i just can't... so like... iono.. hahaha... i never seem to get my money's worth at buffets... cuz i'm weird like that... heh... ok... come home... guitar... then come online... e-mail miss chu... >.< i hope i make sense... but no one in the group wuz availible to proof my letter... *sigh* o well... k now must study bio for the presentation tomorrow... i hope everything goes ok... someone tell luke that he's doing: organic compounds, cellular respiration and glycolysis...
Saturday, January 24, 2004
today... woke up at like 6:30ish... man... so tired.... >.< got to logan high slightly late... not really... but ppl already got into the room... >.< start 3 hrs of pure fun... man... i can't sit still for that long... much less actually sit for that long... >.< kept fidgeting... heh... man... it became so stuffy in there it wuz nasty... n ppl kept sniffing n coughing.. n ewwww... *sigh*... newayz... i hate verbal n english n nething actually related there cuz i suck!!! man... i'm like reading it... n like i'm not sure wut happens but i start falling asleep n then i'm like o crap!!! but then the thing is... i get to math n then instantly i'm wide awake... i'd never thot that numbers would seem so welcoming... heh.. i'm so amazingly stupid tho... whenever i'm stuck i don't skip.. iono y!! something's wrong wit me... i'm just like stuck until i'm almost out of time.. then i freak out n then try to cram everything else.. *sigh*... then... after my extreme fun is over i go outside n wait for my dad to come... after like iono 5 min of nothing at all... i get bored n i flip thru my phone looking for someone to call.. hahaha... i end up settling for calling david... but he didn't pick up... then he calls me back later n asked if i called him... heh.. didn't say much... i wuz just like... o yeah... i only called u cuz i wuz bored... heh... then later he called again.. n i wuz soooooooooo tempted to go "WUZZZAAAAAPPPP!!!!" heh... 'cept i wuz in the car n my dad wuz driving... i don't think he would approve of me being that crazy over the phone... n plus... i might scare david... hahaha.. but newayz... i just settled for saying hey... hahahaha... but he still had to add... its david... well of course i know that... i programed his # into my phone so i would know if he's calling me... heh... newayz.. went home... ate lunch... went to buddy's house... "work" on bio stuff... heh.. in the begining i felt very useless... then i found a job for myself... or sorta did... heh... kept getting side tracked n stuff... talking... about a whole bunch of stuff... yeah... o yes... bobo finally understood y me n angela were laughing... heh... "crush" by mandy moore... its not just the song... its more like... imagine someone singing it to someone else... =P disturbing enough? hahahaha... me n angela keep singing... =D hahaha... mmmmm... ppl left... finally finished... gradually got more n more hyper... picking who should do what... talking nonsense... writing wit left hand... =D hahaha... dinner... lasonga(sp? heh... well as SOME PPL have noticed i can't spell)... newayz... yep... yum!!! good food.. then... heh... eat pound cake for dessert... yep.. hahaha... my quote... "calories r very 'fun'"... yep... thats wut i think... hahaha... o yes... n then me n angela were planning to feed buddy the pound cake... hahaha... cuz then... he took the whole plate n set it in front of me n angela... n i wuz like.. "if u take one n eat it then we might think about taking one"... hahahah.. key word is think... but then angela n i ended up sharing a piece... hahaha... but buddy never took one... yeah... so we were planning to feed it to him... ok then after dinner... started watching pirates... hahaha... CAPTAIN jack sparrow... hahahaha... "look its buddy" *points at tv screen*... hahaha... so crazy... i wuz sooo hyper... then i finally realized... ~seriously i wonder exactly how long it took me~... i realized that we were done... n didn't have to do nemore... so i called... but dorinda wuz on... but then when liz imed her... found out parents weren't even home... so called cell n told my dad to come... n then angela called... yeah... so then went home... n guitar for super super long time... i think i'm getting slightly better... iono... mebe its all in my head... >.< iono i kinda keep working on new songs... n not exactly perfecting the ones i already kinda learned... heh... k then...came online...
Thursday, January 22, 2004
chinese new yrs today... hahaha... gung hei faat choi..... or in mandarin... gong xi fat cai.... =P.... okee... where's my lai see? hahaha... mmm... US history... review stuff... then study hall... mandarin... lesson... and... hehe... she gave us candy *_* heh... sugar high... so then... i didn't fall asleep in english... heh... lunch... hahaha... i wuz sooooooooooo tempted to go into mrs. lee's mandarin class to bai nian.... hahaha... i wonder wut her reaction would be... but then i didn't... she looked like she wuz teaching... so... no fun... heh... pre-calc... crap... test... that i only kinda knew the formulas for... so... >.< did bad... but she gave us candy... *__* hahaha... get high.... yep... hahaha... then bio... pre-test... man... i forgot bout those things... and i just came from a math test... i started it... but since it doesn't really count... i stopped really caring... hahaha... then the candy started getting to me.. so i started going crazy... hahaha... i became sooooooo hyper... hahaha... hyper hyperness the whole time... then... chapel... it wuz pretty good... but >.< too much candy for me today... n candy drys me out... n so... i can't hit my high notes when i'm dried out....>.< everything wuz fine... until i cracked... >.< very embarassing... bleh... ooo then we found out... that we can get out of drum n bells elective n be on the worship team elective... things are all good again... heh... ok.. then drum n bells... heh... we decided to have a feild trip to the auditorium... yep... watch the korean kids perform... very interesting... yep... mmm... then... after school... didn't go to practice... >.< must work on my essay.... then... went home... tired... fell asleep... heh... naps r good... very good... heh... woke up at like iono 9ish... *sigh*... start hw again... must focus now...
Wednesday, January 21, 2004
*sigh*... morning classes... very... blah... >.< fell alseep in mandarin... soo tired... then... lunch... went into the 4th period bio class their class is sooooo small... n very few ppl r actually doing work... heh... mr. rice wuz reacting immaturly to the fact that his adapter thingys didn't work wit bobo's laptop... n so i wuz like... ur not being a very good example to us mr. rice... n he wuz like... banging my head on this piece of junk that doesn't work is perfectly ok... then he wuz like its not like i'm telling u ppl to go drink or do drugs or have premarital sex... heh... at that word... andy wuz like... oo what?? what??? did someone say sex? heh... i finally see deletha's reaction... ummm... thats more than slightly over-reacting... i don't see anything wrong wit the word... as long as i make sure i don't think things when i hear it and i act mature... nothings wrong wit the word... cuz like... sex wuz created by God... so its perfectly alright... i have no idea wuts wrong wit deletha... "sheltering" herself this way is not gonna help... she's gonna have to deal wit it more maturly when she goes out into the real world... ok newayz... math... blah... bio... ummm... i felt very useless... wut were we doing besides bobo n buddy going over the slides.... heh... jenna n angela wuz messing wit my "punk bracelets"... iono wut they're called... hahaha... its very fun... but yeah.. i'm not punk... i just like to fool around... =P... newayz... then talking wut angela n luke about movies n crying n all that stuff... hahaha... luke cried in lion king n in air bud... hahaha... very interesting... i never cry in movies... its not real enough... wuts crazy tho is when i read... i get so into the book that i feel like i'm actually there... so if something sad happens hahaha... yeah... i feel like crying along wit everyone else in the book... heh... i'm weird like that... newayz... hahaha... be careful ppl.. not safe to borrow pens from luke.. he eats his pens!!! hahahaha... ok then... SALT... i have no idea wut wuz going on.. just singing... must learn "wonderful maker"... i don't know it well enough... then hockey... >.< more bruises... hahaha.... ppl keep asking me if i'm ok... n i always seem to say yes cuz iono wut else to say... am i supposed to say no? then wut? break down crying?.... slightly too weird for me... yeah... neways... ppl believe me cuz i fake it very well... heh... later when everyone seemed to b playing on our court i wuz trying to get the ball but then it rolled to my feet and like then a whole bunch of ppl were around me trying to get the ball >.< they did wack the ball... they wacked my ankle... >.< another bruise rite there... man... hockey is like... sooo dangerous... getting banged up hurts!!! but no one knows... cuz i fake it very well.. ok... then guitar!!! yay!!! fun fun... i think i'm getting the hang of just listening to songs n picking up strums... or picking up my guitar n figuring out wut strum to use on a song... and i'm noticing whether its a full strum or half strum or something like that... its sooo cool... hahaha.... i need to get over avoiding barring chords... heh... but it never comes out right... its... like... iono.. muffled... hmmm... owell... hahah... gotta work on different stuff such as hahaha... obviously remember to tune my guitar!!! =P... then... work on suff like... strumming louder on some parts of songs n softer on some instead of just same all the way thru... so it sounds like it builds up to the chorus and becomes louder then it kinda gets softer for che verses again... its pretty interesting.... then i gotta work on hammers n pulls... they're soo cool... but it takes so much consentration for me to get it right... hahaha... its cool tho.... then... must work on pick pattern.... must find out wut songs i can use it for... hmmm... iono... messed wit a whole bunch of songs... >.< some of the chords i have r wrong... heh... guitar is sooo cool cuz i learn so much and its sooo informal so its really cool cuz yeah... we can talk and play and stuff like that... heh... peter's odwalla juice... hahaha.. he told ryan if he liked jamba juice he'd like the odwalla stuff... hahaha... ryan wuz like... "it looks like grass".... heh... then he n peter were trying to pressure me into drinking some of the stuff also... =| i dun like odwalla stuff... it tastes... strange... heh.... then... mmm... went home... tried to do some hw... but kept falling alseep so i took a nap... i think i woke up at like 8somethin9ish... heh... i didn't wanna get up... but... *sigh*... must do hw... must learn "wonderful maker" by tomorrow...
Monday, January 19, 2004
today... woke up... found my mom clearing my table... >.< man... busted... too much junk.... heh... took over n cleaned up my stuff.... *sigh*... >.< too messy... got distracted.... heh... looking at my YBC yrbk... heh... omg... looking at the pix... some ppl look soooo young.. sooo cute... hahaha... trice jenna angela holly all look soooo cute... so young... hahaha... o yeah.. n bobo cordell aA buddy collin those ppl look hecka young too... hahaha.... buddy had alot more hair than he has now... and he wuz wearing glasses too... woah.... hahaha... looking at other pictures... other ppl... hahaha.... so different looking... so young looking... so cute... hahahah... i wuz going crazy.... hahaha... i finally calmed down n put it away wit the rest of my school yrbks... heh... man... i gotta finish hw... >.< nothing to say... hopefully i'll sleep at a decent time tonite... heh... i don't wanna go back n find out wut i got on my bio quiz... o yeah... ne1 check angela's e-mail?
Sunday, January 18, 2004
today... woke up at 8:30... hahaha... freak out rush around... got to church around 9ish... a lil late for orchestra practice... heh... this time i only had problems wit firm foundation cuz it chord changes really fast... heh... ok went to connection service... pastor steve spoke on service and using our talents for God... communion... things to think about... find out what my talents are and use them... iono... its hard for me cuz i usually think i'm bad at alot of things... i guess i could play guitar for chapel or lc... but iono... i'm scared... cuz... iono... i gotta learn to believe in myself a lil more... *sigh*... ok newayz... yeah... ok... after connection... went to play for orchestra... yep... this time... wuzn't so bad... i felt a lot more relaxed than the first time i played... i only had problems wit firm foundation cuz that wuz the hard one... the one which i transposed and used the capo on... but the real problem wuz it wuz soooo fast... couldn't chord change fast enough... gotta work on that... yep... how firm a foundation... played it all the way thru... yeps... soo accomplished... 'cept heh... when no one else wuz playing i didn't keep strumming like i kinda shoulda done... o well... but that wuz a pretty good song... heh... went to sunday school... hung around... hahaha... carl wuz like... ooo u got one of the old school capos... hahaha... andrew wuz like... i've never seen one of these b4... had a lesson on our role as children... something like that... went back to play for orchestra... step by step is wuz ok... i played that thru pretty well too.. heh... today actually wuzn't bad... i guess i'm kinda getting used to it... then again ppl can't really hear me... heh... iono... then... ummm... hung out wit monique for a while got lunch... then... went home... taking care of derek n bryce n samuel... walked to the park wit them... oo man... hahaha... so hard to run around wit dress shoes... heh... bryce has a very interesting imagination... heh... his imaginary creatures bouncy, duckie, sluggy n pinchie.. very interesting... heh... came home... took a super long time to get them to eat lunch... derek n bryce left cuz their mom came... and my dad took samuel to a different park... i stayed home... n stayed in my room cuz my sis had friends over for a project... heh... guitar for a while... did some hw... then heh... took nap... woke up cuz liz knocked on my door to ask me something... then... came out... watching liz wesley christine n my sis finish up their project... talking about stuff... hahah... wesley “getting in touch wit his feminine side”... heh... iono.. he just kept talking wit the rest of us like the rest of us... hahaha... christine n liz were accusing me of having a crush on someone... trying to find out who i like... heh.... christine wuz trying to get me to eat candy... hahaha... sugar is good for u!!! hahaha... dinner... hahaha... riddles... very interesting.... o yes... wesley dumped a whole package of pepper on his pizza... hahaha... then ate it... o man.. hahaha... first he wuz like... its good... then he wuz like... ooooo tooo spicy!!! hahaha... then ooo many wesley n his practical jokes idea... hahaha... hot chocolate... its not wut u think it is... hahaha... after dinner... waiting for everyone to get picked up... now its so quiet cuz everyone is gone.. heh... came online...
ok... newayz... christine told this riddle... about how there is a farmer, a dog, a mom, a dad, 2 brothers, n 2 sisters... they all need to get across this river... but only 2 can get across on the boat at a time.... and there always needs to be an adult(farmer, mom, dad) rowing the boat... no one can be left alone wit the dog 'cept the farmer cuz the dog'll kill everyone but the farmer... the sisters can't be left alone wit the dad cuz he'd kill them... n the brothers can't be left alone wit the mom cuz she'd kill them... how do they all get across?
hahaha... wesley's answer... mom tells dog... sic 'em all!!! hahaha... n u carry all their bones across on the boat.... hahaha... sooo crazy...
newayz... the answer to the riddle is 13 steps long... or thats wut christine says... someone like to figure it out??? hahahaha
ok... newayz... christine told this riddle... about how there is a farmer, a dog, a mom, a dad, 2 brothers, n 2 sisters... they all need to get across this river... but only 2 can get across on the boat at a time.... and there always needs to be an adult(farmer, mom, dad) rowing the boat... no one can be left alone wit the dog 'cept the farmer cuz the dog'll kill everyone but the farmer... the sisters can't be left alone wit the dad cuz he'd kill them... n the brothers can't be left alone wit the mom cuz she'd kill them... how do they all get across?
hahaha... wesley's answer... mom tells dog... sic 'em all!!! hahaha... n u carry all their bones across on the boat.... hahaha... sooo crazy...
newayz... the answer to the riddle is 13 steps long... or thats wut christine says... someone like to figure it out??? hahahaha
Saturday, January 17, 2004
haha... woke up hecka late today... woke up... then wuz like ooo shoot... gotta go to bobo's house... went there kinda late... then.. iono... we always seem to never b able to start right when we first all get together... ok... newayz... kinda just fooled around for a while... hahaha... doing work and listening to my sis's cd that i just so happened to have in my cd case... so... we came across the mandy moore song "crush"... hecka funny cuz the whole time angela n i kept singing along wit the songs on the cd and everytime bobo came in to check up on what we were doing he would hear us singing get this disturbed look on his face and then leave... heh... so when we heard this song... we were like... wouldn't it b soooooo funny if the next guy that came in they found us singing "oooo i've gota crush on u... a crush on u..." and looking at them... hahahah... woulda been such a crazy sight... hahaha... well... actually... that wuz kinda just a random thot... but yea... right after we said that bobo came in... hahaha... me n angela started busting up laughing n couldn't stop... sooo crazy.. then... we had to use my backgrounds cd so then we had to take out the cd we were listening to... sux... became too quiet... heh... singing random songs wit angela... then... brought the laptop over to bobo's room... tried to do a video of packman... heh... didn't really work... we kinda all were fooling around heh... soo bad... then i realized we weren't really getting nething done so i went to go finish writing up the outline for chapt 5... kept disappearing... heh.. working in the other room... doing that for a long time... then... heh... one of our attempts at the demo clips... hahaha... ooo yeah i fit bobo's hoody... hahaha... i wuz wearing his hoody n his beanie hahah... be the thug atom!!! hecka funny... i wuz hecka weird looking just gotta complete the look wit a blingbling? hahah... iono... that would b more ghetto than thug... thug is cool... hahaha... "jumpin" buddy... who wuz the other atom... hahaha... the mamoth wuz the electron... hecka funny... that wuz a really crazy video... hahah... i gotta get bobo to send me the pic that he took... heh... ok... then... did some more stuff... minimally fooled around... we started to get more n more serious as the time kept going... heh... then... angela had to go... n then luke had to go... so it wuz only me jenna buddy david n bobo left... did more stuff... ate dinner... pizza.. yum... hahaha... jenna picks like everything off her pizza... and bobo eats nething... hahaha... hecka funny... ooo yes... quote from bobo... hahah... bobo's mom wuz like is this the girl's side n the boy's side cuz we kinda sat on opposite ends of the table... n then bobo wuz like "actually i'm kinda in the middle"... hahaha.... soooooooo crazy.... newayz... umm yeah... finished dinner... did some more stuff... stressed more n more... did more stuff.. jenna left.... then it wuz just me n the guyz... worked more on the typing... everyone wuz tired... heh... man... then iono wut i did... skrew... i lost a whole bunch of the files... i felt sooo bad... i wanted to cry.. but then... i don't want to cry in front of ppl... makes me feel... iono... vulnerable... but yeah... i wuz mentally killing myself... i felt soooo bad... cuz we worked hecka hard on it... i wuz sooo scared cuz i know i lost a lot of stuff but didn't know how much... pretty stupid of me... i kinda backed off... let the guyz deal.... *sigh*... i'm sorry... i feel so bad... then like we just decided to call it quits for today... cuz we still didn't get a lot done n so we decided to do it later... kinda messed around n my mood sorta lightened up... i think i wuz scaring bobo... *sigh* sorry man... cuz iono... he tried to say something... but i guess i made it sound like it wuzn't helping... iono... i just felt really bad... but newayz... went online n stuff... the guyz going on different sns n warning each other... so crazy... i started blogging... hahaha... then stopped and the last part of my blog as you can see in the other post bobo did that... hahaha... he wuz typing crazy stuff... hahaha... i guess its been kinda establish that raded G is for guys and rated g is for girls... hahaha... sooo crazy... ok... then... finally we all came home... *sigh*... home sweet home...
Wednesday, January 14, 2004
wake up at 3 again... >.< but i finished at like 5... mebe i shouldn't have slept... there wuz a whole bunch of other stuff i could have done... but iono... i wuz tired... n freezing... man... its hecka cold in the garage/study room... no heater... hahaha... stole a blanket wraped it around myself n pulled my mouse n keyboard underneath the blanket... hahah... well i wuz a lil warmer... hahaha... newayz... yeah... stupid me... so tired so i went back to sleep... heh... woke up late... >.< skrew... heh... once again... run around school wit a headache... this time worse than yesterday... hahaha... no one knows... i hide it wit my smile n craziness... tho sometimes lack of sleep makes me more hyper... ok newayz... US history... all our witnesses got stumped on cross examination... n henry argued wit the atorney that wuz cross examining him... heh... some of our witness statements could have been better.... but nooooooooooooo.... stupid jameson... i spent soooooooooo long on it.... i had suuuuupppppppeeeeeeerrr good points... but nooooooooo he cut it all out... grrrrr..... slightly ticked me off... then mandarin... o man... skrew skrew skrew...gotta study... super study.... cuz mrs ge wants me to test the other ppl's oral... man... i dun even know it myself.... *sigh*... i feel as if i'm letting mrs. ge down... cuz i'm being such a slacking student.... but at least i can proudly say i don't cheat like the rest of the ppl on my table... but still... *sigh*... ok then english... >.< timed write... i hate timed writes... i suck at timed writes... i suck at writing... skrew skrew skrew.... ok... then wuz doing bio stuff during lunch but got stumped on protien pathway... hahaha... busted into mrs. lee's mandarin class... heh... no one knew it... stayed there for the rest of the time newayz... heh... then... ummm... pre-calc... not paying attention as always... i'm sooo bad... wuts wrong wit me.... bio... "working" on debate... hahahah... i came up wit this really crazy point randomly... pretty ironic wut my point wuz considering wut side i'm on for history trial... hahaha... johnny kept pointing that out to me... n i kept telling him to shut up n hurting him... heh... well.. i figure if we rn't exactly being graded as a group... drew'll figure out wut he wants to say on his own... ok... SALT... did bio stuff... talked wit bed a lil... bout stuff... heh... she gave me more of that cool lotion of hers... very amusing... =P... i'm easily amused... especially by the lotion... ok.. then during pe study hall... yep... i wuz doing my bio.... but then i forgot wut happened n then miss lan told us to go run laps... n i wuz like oooo... hahaha... ran... then my shin started to hurt... n miss lan made me stop... heh... she wuz adding more laps... n then i would try to run off but she'd call me back n make me sit down... hahaha... then... went back into the room... hahaha... i wuz sooooo hyper... i started scaring venus... cuz... i forgot wut she asked... but then i started listing things that caused my headache today... hahaha.... first 4 wuz cuz stress... next 2 were projects... next 6 were pill related stuff... the next 3 were again stress... hahaha.. then kathy asked if i wuz ok.. wuz like.. yeah... i took some tylenol... heh... she wuz like.. u sure it wuz tylenol? hahaha... i wuz like... "no... i took some E" heh... then all of a sudden i wuz just like... not hyper nemore... n i worked more on bio stuff.. heh.. okee... afterschool... guitar!!! yay!! heh... i haven't been practing... i feel bad cuz i can't show him something new i can do... hahah... i have an interesting capo... that takes forever to put on... but it works... ooo yes... n i feel so accomplished cuz i transposed my music almost all correctly... yay!! hahah... messed wit different songs... things i gotta practice... transition, consistant strumming, n pick pattern... its cool... well... i only know one rite now... but then ryan said its ok to b slightly random cuz ppl can't always tell... yep... hahaha... ok.. then worked on more bio... heh... i'm so stupid... i forgot so much of unit one... so i went to go bother buddy n i think i seriously confused him... heh... sorry buddy... heh... did more bio... went home... bio... i think i just might skrew all the rest of my hw n focus on bio tonite... but then thats like kinda bad... hmmm... iono...
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i really need some sleep... hahaha... i asked mrs carlson wut would happen if one stopped sleeping altogether... hahaha... she wuz like... well... first you would act a little drunk and then after a while you'll start having fainting spells just like pass out n fall asleep n wake up again later... something like that... iono... heh... i don't want that to happen to me... must sleep... hahaha... i wanna like hibernate for a couple months... hey its winter... hahaha.. hibernate like n animal... yep... o well i wish...
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i really need some sleep... hahaha... i asked mrs carlson wut would happen if one stopped sleeping altogether... hahaha... she wuz like... well... first you would act a little drunk and then after a while you'll start having fainting spells just like pass out n fall asleep n wake up again later... something like that... iono... heh... i don't want that to happen to me... must sleep... hahaha... i wanna like hibernate for a couple months... hey its winter... hahaha.. hibernate like n animal... yep... o well i wish...
Tuesday, January 13, 2004
(sing to any random tune that pleases you)
iiiii am juuuuuuussssttt sliiiiighhhtttly...
ooooo soooooooo sliiiiiggghhhttttly...
deeeeeEEEEEEEeeeeeeemmmeeeennnnnNNNNnnttted...
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*sigh*... woke up at like 3.... cuz i went to sleep at like 11... i wuz seriously sooo stressed out yesteday... i couldn’t work... couldn’t think... seriously couldn’t focus... so i had a lot of different... disturbing away messages... so yeah... i kinda just gave up n went to sleep... newayz... umm... worked on my history witness paper all morning... so hard... had to think up questions and find the answers that would fit what i wanted to prove... n link everything together so that it would make sense... *sigh*... took me forever... then... around 6 i wuz ready to print but then the stupid computer said that my printer wuzn’t hooked up... so i had to re-wire my printer to a different usb port... *sigh*... then... >.< stupid stupid me... i didn’t save and i tried to print... this time... microsoft word decided that it didn’t want to work for me... after a long time of wasting time... finally restarted my comp... hoping beyond all hopes that i didn’t lose nething... but unfortunately i did... it raised my stress level up severely... gave up trying to look... prayed cuz my stress level wuz sky high by this time... then did my work again.. it didn’t take as long this time... ok... finally everything decided to listen... so i got it all printed out n went to school... US history... some ppl almost gave me a heart attack... or pushed me over the boarderline of serious psychoticness... *sigh*... newayz... manarin n english... bleh... lunch.. tried to do stuff... but iono... kinda gave up... pre-calc... didn’t pay attention again... not good... then... umm.. bio... lab... very chaotic... cuz no one read it... heh... n so no one really knew wut to do... o well... then... free-period... >.< got back pSAT scores... >.< must study... i did worse than the real SAT I n daz like hecka pathetic... newayz... hahaha... talking wit christy in the hall about how really insane i’ve become over the last few days cuz of stress... then mrs carlson tells me that she wishes me a long life n told me to b prosperous... but she added that i shouldn’t get behind the wheel of a car when i’m at this level of insanity... hahaha... i wuz soooo hyper... n i think i kinda made deborah hyper tooo... we were going crazy n laughing like 2 crazed maniacs that probably belong in an institution... hahaha... ok newayz... then drum n bells... >.< must learn my music... afterschool.. hahaha... challenging jimmy to a very stupid game... hahaha... n i won!!! yep.. hahaha.. o yeah... making jimmy copy that drumline guy.. bang the bass n shake ur butt... hahaha...really crazy... cuz jimmy wuz timing it so he could do it in exact synchornization... oooo hahaha ...then later he wuz sitting on the table indian style wit his bass in front of him... then elena sugested that we mark time.. hahaha... marching wit wur butt? hahaha... jimmy wuz like rocking from side to side... it wuz weird... ok... practiced chariots of fire soooo much... >.< no skills.... my arm started hurting after a while... holding the high-hat position for so long... heh... too weak... newayz.... left early to go do hw... cuz... well... just cuz... too much... too stressed... came home... hw... *sigh*... i haven’t touched my guitar since sunday during orchestra n i have a lesson tomorrow... i want to show ryan that i’ve been practicing... n i’m actually advancing so his time teaching me isn’t going to waste... *sigh*... iono... i’ve got to stop thinking bout things... stop being so stressed... good verses to think about.... John 14:18,27
iiiii am juuuuuuussssttt sliiiiighhhtttly...
ooooo soooooooo sliiiiiggghhhttttly...
deeeeeEEEEEEEeeeeeeemmmeeeennnnnNNNNnnttted...
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*sigh*... woke up at like 3.... cuz i went to sleep at like 11... i wuz seriously sooo stressed out yesteday... i couldn’t work... couldn’t think... seriously couldn’t focus... so i had a lot of different... disturbing away messages... so yeah... i kinda just gave up n went to sleep... newayz... umm... worked on my history witness paper all morning... so hard... had to think up questions and find the answers that would fit what i wanted to prove... n link everything together so that it would make sense... *sigh*... took me forever... then... around 6 i wuz ready to print but then the stupid computer said that my printer wuzn’t hooked up... so i had to re-wire my printer to a different usb port... *sigh*... then... >.< stupid stupid me... i didn’t save and i tried to print... this time... microsoft word decided that it didn’t want to work for me... after a long time of wasting time... finally restarted my comp... hoping beyond all hopes that i didn’t lose nething... but unfortunately i did... it raised my stress level up severely... gave up trying to look... prayed cuz my stress level wuz sky high by this time... then did my work again.. it didn’t take as long this time... ok... finally everything decided to listen... so i got it all printed out n went to school... US history... some ppl almost gave me a heart attack... or pushed me over the boarderline of serious psychoticness... *sigh*... newayz... manarin n english... bleh... lunch.. tried to do stuff... but iono... kinda gave up... pre-calc... didn’t pay attention again... not good... then... umm.. bio... lab... very chaotic... cuz no one read it... heh... n so no one really knew wut to do... o well... then... free-period... >.< got back pSAT scores... >.< must study... i did worse than the real SAT I n daz like hecka pathetic... newayz... hahaha... talking wit christy in the hall about how really insane i’ve become over the last few days cuz of stress... then mrs carlson tells me that she wishes me a long life n told me to b prosperous... but she added that i shouldn’t get behind the wheel of a car when i’m at this level of insanity... hahaha... i wuz soooo hyper... n i think i kinda made deborah hyper tooo... we were going crazy n laughing like 2 crazed maniacs that probably belong in an institution... hahaha... ok newayz... then drum n bells... >.< must learn my music... afterschool.. hahaha... challenging jimmy to a very stupid game... hahaha... n i won!!! yep.. hahaha.. o yeah... making jimmy copy that drumline guy.. bang the bass n shake ur butt... hahaha...really crazy... cuz jimmy wuz timing it so he could do it in exact synchornization... oooo hahaha ...then later he wuz sitting on the table indian style wit his bass in front of him... then elena sugested that we mark time.. hahaha... marching wit wur butt? hahaha... jimmy wuz like rocking from side to side... it wuz weird... ok... practiced chariots of fire soooo much... >.< no skills.... my arm started hurting after a while... holding the high-hat position for so long... heh... too weak... newayz.... left early to go do hw... cuz... well... just cuz... too much... too stressed... came home... hw... *sigh*... i haven’t touched my guitar since sunday during orchestra n i have a lesson tomorrow... i want to show ryan that i’ve been practicing... n i’m actually advancing so his time teaching me isn’t going to waste... *sigh*... iono... i’ve got to stop thinking bout things... stop being so stressed... good verses to think about.... John 14:18,27
Monday, January 12, 2004
bio... i don't remember a thing... but i got binary fission right!!! yay!!! i live!!!! there is no more price on my head... ok.. then... umm... SALT... *sigh* not paying attention cuz other group wuz practicing... hahaha... i wuz totally absorbed into wut i wuz doing until kim threw a piece of candy at me... heh... then hockey... fun... >.< acually when i wuz running my warm up laps my ankle started hurting a lil... then during the game i kept getting banged up by the ball... >.< currently have bruises all over my leg... hahaha... like near the end of class everyone poured into our game... then wut happened wuz that someone wacked the ball really far... i ran to go get it then me, kathy, david, bobo, collin, buddy, n cordell switched courts n i hit the ball towards the goal then collin pushed buddy aside n moved the goal n i made it in... yay!!! after school... hw... -__- i feel soooo stressed i'm ready to scream... tooo much... tooo much... too much... *sigh*... but ppl who see me just think that i'm crazy... more like i'm extra crazy cuz of stress... *sigh*
Sunday, January 11, 2004
hmmm... today... woke up at around 8somethign-9ish... then ummm... went to watch my brother belt test... very interesting... yea... board breaking n all... very interesting... ppl gettin medals n trophies.... yep... interesting... hahahaha... thats all i say... i'm not very descriptive.. but yah... newayz... then... went to church... too late for first hour... so i waited to go to second hour... >.< forgot something for someone again... newayz... mmmm... ooo yeah... auntie becky's sooo nice... she got me capo and a guitar book.... the capo is very interesting... but then... its kinda hard to put on... hahaha... must work on how fast i put it on n take it off.. yep... so i don't take too long when i really perform... yeah... cuz its not the clippy kind but it works... soooo coool... yep... okeee... umm... sunday school... frank lowe wuz talking bout the power of the tongue... again... interesting... hahahah... i'm like over using this word... hahaha... he told us about how he once cussed at this prostitute cuz she fought back when he tried to arrest her... then... hahaha... frank n his famous sidetracking... he started talkin bout estacy and raves and vapor inhalers hahahaha... very interesting... ppl at raves stare at light sticks cuz it looks cool... i guess thats where they get all those moves wit the lightsticks... yep... ookee... then... umm... later hahaha... almost forgot my bible in sunday school cuz i remembered to bring my guitar but kinda left my bible on the chair... tooo smart... yep... k then.. orchestra... i can actually play these songs... just not fast enough... n gotta learn how to get my capo on n off really fast... yep... then... auntie becky gave everyone music to christmas songs n i didn't get any so i had to go stand next to the piano n read of this other person's music... n i seriously didn't know wut i wuz doing cuz i didn't know how the song went... sooo lost... hahahaha... gooooo random strumming... but then the piano person didn't know where he wuz either... sooo i'm not the only one... heh... okee... now.. yay!!! i can practice wit a capo and i can practice reading tabs wit my new book and i can practice picking... yep... sooo much to learn n practice... yep... hahahaha... comming home from church i wuz going crazy cuz...ummm... many reasons... hahaha... i started flipping thru the guitar book that auntie becky gave me... hahaha... all christmas songs... i started singing them rather loud n off n flat n screamy on purpose... hahaha... i wuz sooo hyper... iono... certain things just make me very hyper... n theres nothing ne1 can do about it until i calm down.. hahaha... sooo crazy... oooo... hahaha... singing things screamy rock style.... yep.. very interesting... hahaha... a new style to sing worship songs... iono... crazy ideas... hahahaha... i needa calm down n go finish hw... hahahaha... sooo much to do... iono i gotta stop getting distracted... hahaha... might not come back on... heh... >.< *chants to self* "focus caroline focus... focus caroline focus... focus caroline focus........"
Saturday, January 10, 2004
okee... today... woke up... did some stuff... then... attempted to help dorinda put music onto the ppt slideshow she wuz making for the xc party... ooo man... i figured some out but it didn't work the way i wanted it to.. sooo... went online... asked ppl... then attempted it on her comp.... i haaaaaaattttteeeeeee her comp... it wuz such laggerfulness... very annoying... drove me crazy.. couldn't do nething... everything took like at least a minute to respond... crazy... soooo... she burned the ppt onto a CD-RW drive n made me work on puting in the music on my comp... man... drove my comp crazy... i had to restart it like iono at least twice... heh... soooo frustrating... certain things i have no patience for... well... i'd have patience for this.... if only it'd work... things that take a long time i'd patiently do it... but things that don't work and end up taking a long time make me frustrated.. hahahaha... sooo close to attempting to rip out my hair like one of those crazed frustrated mad scientists on the cartoons... hahahaha... newayz... yeah.. gave up... packed up the real cd wit the ppt n the cd wit the song dorinda wanted to use for the show.... heh... such a cool song... newayz... went there... got kari's dad to set up everything so i didn't hafta worry about it... okee... hung out wit trice n kathy... just fooling around... man... i really should think b4 i say things... nothing i say seems to come out right... hahaha... trice screamed for me during the slide show... ok... then later i saw cordell wit a video camera... hahaha... they were watching the skit they did for neiman at cordell's b-day party... interesting... i didn't understand it... hahaha... neiman kept saying that it wuz rated G for guys... but what he failed to realize is that girls start wit the letter g also.... k went home... did some stuff... went online... sending ppl pictures of themselves.. hahaha... i really gotta do hw... n bio stuff... *sigh**shakes head sadly thinking about bio*
Friday, January 09, 2004
today... woke up... went to school... worked on history trial thingy.. hahaha... we had coin toss to see who gets zachary taylor... heh... then... mandarin... bleh... english.. skrewd... forgot about vocab quiz... lunch... i realized my sis told the cafeteria that i would b taking over her job so then i had to go work.. *sigh*... losing some of my free lunch periods... newayz... then... ummm... pre-calc.. did some hw... bio... *cough**ahem* no comment... if u wanna know... ask me... cuz... cuz... *sigh*... not safe to say here... newayz... then SALT... man that class is like.. pissin me off... argh!!!! who grades on performace in chapel?!?!?! thats like... soooo subjective... n like the stupid teachers think that if u dun get graded u'll goof off during chapel.. who wants to goof off during chapel n make a fool of themselves infront of the whole student body???... man... i don't think we should b graded on our chapel performace... they think that by grading us that we'd perform better.. its not about performance... n its not about putting on a show for the student body... its about the heart attitude of worship... worship leaders in chapel rn't supposed to think about looking good for the grade or the student body... its all about the audience of ONE... n thats GOD... i don't like the fact that the teachers have taken worshiping God and then put a standard on it and graded us for it.. argh!!! sooo annoying... n then a whole bunch of other stupid stuff... argh!!! annoying annoying annoying... ok then pe... umm... study hall... boring... then... afterschool... ummm... tried to do a lil on the bio project.... sooo tired tho... decided to give up n take a nap =P hahaha... then... umm... went home... played guitar for the longest time... i think i can play all the songs... 'cept for the ones that ryan told me to use a capo on... heh.. still can't bar... still practicing... hmm... must either get or borrow a capo... iono... newayz... then... umm... hahaha... being random... started a crocheting project... i wonder how long this project's gonna take me... heh.. i think my mom is slightly annoyed tho... cuz she kinda wanted me to do this other project... n like... i haven't finished it... *sigh*... owell... ok then... umm... teach my sis how to do sum ppt stuff... went online... then... e-mailed PILL... n then attempted to blog long time ago.. but then kept getting deleted... so yeah... here i am bloggin...
Thursday, January 08, 2004
today... >.< wuzn't plannin to come to school... no i'm not being bad... n no i'm not sick like some ppl think... crazy big headache... blah... then... around iono 11sum'n' i realize... oooo shoot i got a math test today... skrew... i freak out cuz like my math teacher doesn't let us make up ne tests or nethin... >.< bad bad bad... so... i call up my mom... she come drives me to school... skrew... then i realize... we were allowed to write a note card of the formulas n i forgot to do that... skrew... add to my headache... skrew... i think i probably failed... skrew skrew skrew.... bio... hahaha... johnny licked the mushroom... hahaha... cuz i told him to... hahaha...>=D i'm just like that... then... i told hung to eat the leaf... hahaha... i think he bit it... i'm not sure tho... hahaha... such "obedient" sophomores... hahaha... make me feel so powerful... heh... then chapel... the speaker wuz really hard to follow... how do u take notes??? newayz... drum n bells... need to buffen up my arms... it hurts holding high-hat position for so long... i'm to weak.. no skills... ookee... then afta-school... practice... i think... for a lil while... oooo hahahah... new music... then... JIMMY'S WISH CAME TRUE!!!!! heh... yup... ever since he started playing bass he's been always wanting to wack to cymbol like a gong... hahahah... n then in our new song... there wuz this part that told me to hold it out for the bass so i asked elena about it... n then jimmy got sooo excited... he wuz like "forealz?? really? really? really?" hahaha... he had sooo much fun... kept on wanting to only practice that part... then later... i forgot wut happened but then... trice n angela wuz tellin miss choi to cover her picture n miss choi said that she has matured n she wuz now grown up then... heh... here i come wit another one of my random phrases that i don't think about b4 it comes out... i wuz like... well.. ur never supposed to grow up mentally... haha... now that i actually think about wut i said... thats not wut i meant... hahaha... i meant your supposed to retain some of your youth... you're supposed to always remain a child at heart... that is the secret to staying young n feeling young... yup... okee.. came home... *sigh*... hw makes me depressed... neway... i need to practice guitar... yup... cuz... sooo scary... miss choi is starting to ask me when i'm gonna b able to start playing for chapel... question to ask myself... am i ready? heh... i still suck at playing any chord that requires barring... hmm... iono... so many mebes to think about rite now... newayz... hw...
Wednesday, January 07, 2004
@_@ ... heh... i'm going a lil crazy frum lack of sleep... mebe i shoulda stayed up n not tried to get the lil hour of sleep... heh... i woulda been a lot more awake if i did... hahaha... i read david's away message b4 i got off n i wuz tempted to stay up n call him at 6:45 n scream... "DAVID WAKE UP!!!" but i didn't... cuz... iono... tired.... up all nite stressin ova democracy... ok... go to school... umm... don't remember wut we did... blah... madarin... fell asleep... *sigh*... i've broken my resolution... heh... newayz... then english... o man.. thats the class where i started to hecka freak out... cuz i wuz up first today to say my speech... n like i just kinda followed the teacher's outlinish thing that she kinda walked me thru n so... it wuz kinda just slapped together to match the outline... so.. yeah.. i didn't know if it made any sense or not... o man.. so nerve wracking... but then... i found out i passed wit a decent grade considering the circumstances.... lunch... crammed math... sooo cold... snuck into mrs. lee's class.... everyone wuz consentrating on something so i continued my math... siren drill... doing math... then during math... yay!!! i finished.. hahaha... then bio... heh... find out we now hafta do a lesson hahaha... i'm like... i wanna do unit 1... n then all of a sudden a johnny decides to go crazy n then he wuz like i wanna b in unit one too!!! *cough* outsider!!! *cough*... heh... he's the only one not really part of the "group"... owell... we can just give a bad report on him... but thats mean... needa find something for him to do n force him to do it... heh... ok newayz... SALT... then.. hockey... yay!! we won again... hahaha... hockey is always interesting... but iono y har wuz on our team.. he calls everyone a ball hog but he skrews everything up cuz he think he's so good... bleh.. kinda annoying... owell ignoring is good... then... guitar!!! yay!!! now i understand how to play the songs... not freakin out as badly nemore.. hahaha... ryan didn't like the key that the songs were being played in either so he suggested i "cheat" n use a capo... hahaha... btwn now n whenever i hafta play for orchestra i need to either get myself one or borrow one from someone... hmmm... iono... iono when i'm playing yet... but... it'll b interesting... hahaha... its a lot easier if i use a capo... cuz i don't have to play a whole bunch of barring chords... heh... i know i know.... i still need to practice them... i'm almost there... different positions r very interesting... n then i make it work in an impossible position so i can't exactly put the rest of my fingers down to form the real chord.. it wuz crazy... guitar is very fun... okee... then... waited to go home... stared at some bio... gave up... sooo tired... heh.. went to the car... crashed n went to sleep.. hahaha... got home... showered... dinner... n hw... n of course online... but i have my reasons... not completely fooling around... hahaha... -__- hw now...
Tuesday, January 06, 2004
*sigh*... school... i'm so tired... newayz... US history... got some interviewing done... k then mandarin... i wuz actually focused today.. =P... i know a new yrs resolution... actually focus an earn a really good grade in mandarin... yes... in otherwords... must not slack so i can get a super good mandarin SAT II score... heh... *sigh* i wish... i hope i can keep this resolution... probably won't... so sad... neways... umm... english... more speeches... pre-calc... totally not paying attention... doing hw... then... ummm... bio... boring... just note taking... hahahah... hung actually took notes today... oooo... during classwork time... hahaha... hung wuz sooo confused... so i gave him my notes n explained to him... n johnny wuz askin me y i wuz helpin hung of all ppl... heh... he wuz like... "i thot u didn't like hung" heh... then... randomly cuz it wuz the first thing that came to my mind i wuz like... "nooooo... i pity the fool..." heh... sooo mean... i know... hahahaha... at least hung didn't hear... tho he wouldn't do nethin bout it cuz usually he knows i'm just joking or messin... heh... ok.. study hall... using bed's "magical" note card... hahaha... only magical cuz it helped me understand my math hw... hahahaha... ok... then drum n bells... need to buffen my arms!! =P heh... cymbals get really heavy after a while... n holding high-hats position so the snare can play on me is very tiring... it starts to hurt... heh... then.. after school went to go talk to elaine about my essay... took forever... i totally suck at writing... my essay went round in circles on a topic that wuzn't exactly on topic... how stupid is that... newayz... yeah... she helped me alot... now i'm skrewd cuz i have the speech tomorrow n i gotta re-write my whole speech... *sigh*... newayz... then ran n joined the last 15 min of marching units... heh... i didn't think i would take that long getting help on my essay... i guess i'm more stupid than i thot... o well... newayz... it wuz ok... then... during a lil break... heh... showed angela n kathy my durag... heh... jesse walked by when it wuz actually on my head n he wuz like... "lookin fresh" heh... luckily i pulled it off b4 trice kathy n angela dragged me somewhere wit lots n lotsa ppl... yep.. heh... i wuz soooo tempted to wear my durag n walk a ghetto into mr. rice's room to show him wut a real durag wuz... heh... okee... come home... n stress over different hws... heh.. that would b me... always stressin...
Monday, January 05, 2004
*sigh*... once again school has started.... okee... US history... "work on trial"... heh... kinda did... ended up talkin most of the time bout non history stuff... then... mandarin... write composition... english... what to do when you freeze up in a time write... hahaha... someone tell me... nothing seems to work... i freeze up either way on a time write... *sigh*... so pathetic... newayz... pre-calc.. umm... boring... then bio... heh... buddy n his stress relief ball... very nice.... hahaha... then.. SALT... umm... creating new groups for new semester.... then... hockey... hockey is always interesting... yay!!! we won... i made one goal... heh... now i feel so accomplished... hahaha.... ookee... then... went to go talk to elaine about my democracy paper... man... i seriously don't know what i'm talking about... *sigh*... must do something to my speech b4 wednesday so i won't sound incredibly stupid when i present my speech... okee... did a lil hw.. helped my mom do some stuff... then... went home... practiced guitar... then... hw... must research bio... and get teammates to research w/o annoying them...
Sunday, January 04, 2004
::sunday::
*sigh*... kids these days have too much energy... took them forever to go to sleep... heh... ok... woke up.... then... parents came back.... went to breakfast w/ my uncle.... umm... uncle left to the airport... dropped off nice n nephew... hahaha... then rush to church... oooo man i thot i wuz late... but then my sunday school class always starts hecka late... hahaha... yeah... made it in time for second hour.... sooo strange... i felt sooo casual today... hahaha... even tho other ppl do dress more casual than i do... but still... hahaha... iono... i seem to always dress up for church... okee... learning about diligence... topical study in the book of proverbs... interesting stuff... after that... talking wit ppl... heh... is sooo weird how... alex cut off his "fangs" they're missing... now he looks... very young... hahahaha... newayz.... sitting on the rail talking to alysia n eric about a whole bunch of stuff... then all of a sudden when i wuzn't paying attention, mrs. gee tried to push me off the rail... soo scary.. hahaha... cept... i had one foot hooked on one of the lower rails... so my fall woulda been slower.. but still hahaha... dangerous... hahahaha... neways... then... went to orchestra practice just to pick up my music cuz... heh.. my guitar wuz kinda at home... okee.. went home... looking at the music... *sigh*... this is sad... once again, iono half the songs in the packet... but this time... iono half the chords too... must go learn more chords n super practice... *sigh*... then i wuz plunking some of the songs out on the keyboard cuz heh... needed to figure out how it goes... but then... it wuz kinda wierd... so i gave up... ok.. neways... enough of that... i'm starting to sound annoying even to myself... must stop complaining... neways... once again back to my essay... but then... my mom said i wuz probably so tired that i wouldn't b able to do nething productive so she chased me off to sleep... she woke me up again around umm... 10ish... not really nemore refreshed than when i started... back to my essay... i seriously need to get this done n get some sleep... must not b too late tomorrow... heh... *sigh*...
*sigh*... kids these days have too much energy... took them forever to go to sleep... heh... ok... woke up.... then... parents came back.... went to breakfast w/ my uncle.... umm... uncle left to the airport... dropped off nice n nephew... hahaha... then rush to church... oooo man i thot i wuz late... but then my sunday school class always starts hecka late... hahaha... yeah... made it in time for second hour.... sooo strange... i felt sooo casual today... hahaha... even tho other ppl do dress more casual than i do... but still... hahaha... iono... i seem to always dress up for church... okee... learning about diligence... topical study in the book of proverbs... interesting stuff... after that... talking wit ppl... heh... is sooo weird how... alex cut off his "fangs" they're missing... now he looks... very young... hahahaha... newayz.... sitting on the rail talking to alysia n eric about a whole bunch of stuff... then all of a sudden when i wuzn't paying attention, mrs. gee tried to push me off the rail... soo scary.. hahaha... cept... i had one foot hooked on one of the lower rails... so my fall woulda been slower.. but still hahaha... dangerous... hahahaha... neways... then... went to orchestra practice just to pick up my music cuz... heh.. my guitar wuz kinda at home... okee.. went home... looking at the music... *sigh*... this is sad... once again, iono half the songs in the packet... but this time... iono half the chords too... must go learn more chords n super practice... *sigh*... then i wuz plunking some of the songs out on the keyboard cuz heh... needed to figure out how it goes... but then... it wuz kinda wierd... so i gave up... ok.. neways... enough of that... i'm starting to sound annoying even to myself... must stop complaining... neways... once again back to my essay... but then... my mom said i wuz probably so tired that i wouldn't b able to do nething productive so she chased me off to sleep... she woke me up again around umm... 10ish... not really nemore refreshed than when i started... back to my essay... i seriously need to get this done n get some sleep... must not b too late tomorrow... heh... *sigh*...
::saturday::
woke up... stress over essay... *sigh*... stupid lions club speech... blah... ooo yes... something interesting i discovered while my bro wuz watching pokemon advanced.... hahahaha... the new girl... umm... mae's(iono how to spell her name) mom... hahaha... she has the same name as me... cuz like... i walked past where my bro wuz watching tv when her family wuz introducing themselves n then all of a sudden i heard... "and i'm caroline"... i wuz like... ooo dude... thats weird... hahaha... neways... worked on the speech until around 6 or 7ish... left to go to SF to visit my uncle at the hotel... wuz doing my essay on his laptop while my bro watched TV n my parents were talkin to my uncle... then my nice n nephew came over... then it kinda became impossible to even think... heh.... after a while gave up... then noticed they were watching... who framed rodger rabbit...*sigh*... memories... hahaha... then... watched holes... very interesting.... umm... yeah thats all i'll say... hahaha.... then...after the movie wuz over... we all "went to sleep"...
woke up... stress over essay... *sigh*... stupid lions club speech... blah... ooo yes... something interesting i discovered while my bro wuz watching pokemon advanced.... hahahaha... the new girl... umm... mae's(iono how to spell her name) mom... hahaha... she has the same name as me... cuz like... i walked past where my bro wuz watching tv when her family wuz introducing themselves n then all of a sudden i heard... "and i'm caroline"... i wuz like... ooo dude... thats weird... hahaha... neways... worked on the speech until around 6 or 7ish... left to go to SF to visit my uncle at the hotel... wuz doing my essay on his laptop while my bro watched TV n my parents were talkin to my uncle... then my nice n nephew came over... then it kinda became impossible to even think... heh.... after a while gave up... then noticed they were watching... who framed rodger rabbit...*sigh*... memories... hahaha... then... watched holes... very interesting.... umm... yeah thats all i'll say... hahaha.... then...after the movie wuz over... we all "went to sleep"...
Saturday, January 03, 2004
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Friday, January 02, 2004
hmm... today.. started out very... umm... blah-ish... woke up... *sigh*... democracy... its driving me nuts!!! i suck at writing essays n speeches n stuff.. argh!!! so... yes... attempting to write but not getting very far... took a break from the evil evil paper... went to play guitar... must learn more songs b4 i get sick of the ones i can currently “play” heh.... well.. not exactly get sick of it.... but yeah... iono how to explain... ok... returned to essay... argh... i’m so pathetic... *sigh* if i don’t complete a page by tomorrow morning i’m going to cry.... but then thats not gonna get me newhere... argh!!! i hate this.... y!!! ok... enough screaming... newayz... went online... took another break... yup... d/l something cool... i feel so accomplished... yup... hahahaha... now i can clone aim... soo cool... hahaha... then... dorinda had to go back on... *sigh*... she’s been on almost all day... o well... heh... she went crazy cuz she thot wut i had wuz sooo cool... so she d/led it too... hahaha... n she wuz lining all the buddy lists up across her comp screen... hahaha... she’s so crazy... then ppl started IMing me... or... more like her...cuz she wanted to open my b/l too... heh... so crazy... *sigh* ok.... back to my essay...
Thursday, January 01, 2004
okee... hahaha... last nite... had a "new yrs party" chatroom that wuz actually called snowflakes... hahaha... dennis wuz going crazy... haha... newayz... i didn't go to sleep until 2... woke up today at like 10... did hw... then... at like 1:30 or almost 2... went to michelle's house... hahaha... only michelle, deborah, n jenn were in pjs... hahah... everyone else kinda wore normal clothes... hahaha... disney movies marathon!!! fun fun... first pirates of the carribean... gooooo jack sparrow!!! *ahem* i mean CAPTAIN jack sparrow... hahaha... the coolest.... tho.... umm... iono y some ppl think he's hott... cuz that he is not... he's just funny... n a really cool character... ok.. then we watched freaky friday.... gooooo guitar!!!! sooo cool... hahaha.. i have the chords to some of their songs... but its like so hard.... hahaha... i wuz looking at them play... oo i understand y i can't play on some of the frets that they do now.. hahaha... cuz they have electric guitars... yup... so you can reach higher frets cuz... how do i explain this... iono... nvm... hahaha... so cool... wanna learn their songs... but then... i dun got electric guitar n i don't have a distortion pedal so it won't sound the same... *sigh*.... such cool guitarness in that movie... hahaha... i watched it b4... so this time i mostly focused on guitar guitar guitar... hahaha... cuz when i first saw the movie i didn't start guitar yet so i didn't understand... hahaha... o wut i thot wuz funny wuz the fact that the english subtitles for wut the mom wuz saying didn't translate correctly enough... hahaha... wut she said wuz a lot funnier than wut they translated... ok.. newayz... then after freaky friday... started on bambi... but then no one wuz paying attention... hahaha... so we started cooking dinner... fun... heh.. but jimmy.. who had tried to take out the bambi video... got the video stuck!!! hahaha... it wuz stuck in the machine... n wouldn't come out... hahaha... we were all like oooo jimmy broke the vcr!!! heh... neways... back to preparting for dinner... the frozen chicken that no one knew how to thaw enough to cut... hahaha... then i wuz like run it under water... well they did... but didn't attempt to separate it... so it kinda stayed frozen... hahaha.... finally wored.. they got it all cut up then we started seasoning it... but no one wanted to touch it... so i wuz teaching jimmy how to get all the flavor on all of the chicken cuz he wuz just piling it on top of each other... n like... all the seasoning stayed in one area... hahaha.. then cooking the chicken... hahaha... jimmy has no skills... he cooks it uneavenly... part of one peice of chicken is all cooked 'cept the other part of the chicken wuz still very pink colored... heh... finally it wuz taking too long cuz some peices were like over cooked n others weren't done yet so kevin took over... wow he's such a good cook... hahaha... when he did it everything wuz completely cooked in no time... hahaha... ok... so for dinner... we had... um... corn, pasta, clam chowder, chicken, n salad.... yummy!!! hahaha... o yes... while we were cooking... we tried to watch aladdin but then the tracking wuz really bad... then we were gonna watch lil mermaid but didn't... then umm... we watched lion king... during dinner... then after dinner... hahaha... played games... jimmy newton kevin n jenn were playing janga... hahaha... very interesting... then... when they got bored of that... i played jimmy guess who... hahaha... first it wuz really boring... then we just started random guessin... then... i started losing so then curt played jimmy... hahaha.... jimmy kept on picking anita!!! so curt would only guess a lil n then scream u have anita!!! hahaha... neway after all that craziness wuz over.. went to look for another game to play... hahaha... jimmy wuz like... lets learn to b old ppl... hahaha bingo!!! so we were playing bingo... aww... i wanted a card that had I-32 on it o well... haha... deborah wuz playing only one card... newt n i were each playing 2 cards... n hahaha... "greedy" jenn wuz playing 3 cards... jimmy wuz reading out the thingys... hahaha... obviously jenn won... hahahaha... good job... =P congrats jenn =D okee... hahaha... during this whole time... michelle kept feeding us... hahaha... so much food!!! so much candy n so much ice cream!! hahaha.... then... ooo yes...watched pocahantas... well.. the begining... then... iono... it started getting jumpy... haha... another video wit impossible tracking... aww.. n i wanted to listen to colors of the wind... i like that song... sounds so nice... newayz... so then... cuz we couldn't really watch nemore... we all just ran off... hahaha... deborah wuz playing around wit michelle's cousin... hahaha... racing up n down the stairs... then bed wuz tired... so then... she wanted to race me... hahaha... running around.. but since she's so unpredictable... i always end up losing... heh... no skills... ooo the funny thing wuz.. neiman wuz like... oo hey jimmy, i'll race u up the stairs... hahaha... then he wuz like ready set go!!! i wuz like... ooo i gotta watch this... hahaha.. jimmy went charging up the stairs n neiman wuz just standing at the bottom laughing... hahaha... so crazy... okee... then... umm... sum ppl starte watching swat... but then like rite after i sat down n started watching a lil... had to leave... heh... deborah drove me n jimmy home... well.. he mom did... newayz... yeah.. i sat btwn deborah n jimmy... hahaha... only problem wuz that whenever jimmy made a crazy comment i couldn't hit him... cuz i wuzn't in the right position to... so i settled wit jabbing him wit my elbow.. heh... that wuzn't fun tho... i got dropped off first... hahaha... jimmy wuz sooo lost... he's like... o yeah... u live near school... u must live near christy... heh... i live very far from christy so he wuz like... then ur in... oakland? o man.. thats sad... hahaha... then he wuz like... wait... but u can bike to skool(he knows this cuz dorinda n i used to bike to school as our warm up b4 an xc race)... hahaha... took him forever to figure out wut city we were in... newayz... yeah... came home... everyone wuz asleep... so went on to blog about my interesting day!! yup such a memorable new yr!! so fun!!! yay!!! ooo yes... n must get better at guitar!!! play like the freaky friday ppl!!! yay!!!!