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Absolutely insane. That is how most would describe you. You aren't afraid to take risks, and enjoy putting yourself in strange situations. Most people hang out with you because of your hilarious sense of humour. You light up any bad situation, and can help all of your friends with their problems, except for your own. Because of this, you enjoy being around people like you. Many shut you out for your very weird, random personality, but honestly, you shouldn't care.

Most compatible with: Guitar, and another drumstick.


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You are attracted to obedience and warmth. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

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    Saturday, November 29, 2003

    ok today i woke up at like 7:15 n wuz like o shoot!i'm gonna b late if i don't rush... heh... i forgot to check wut color code we were supposed to wear for worship team today cuz usually there's a color coordination on how were supposed to dress in the worship team.. so i rush to my comp.. go online... check my e-mail... d/l the attachment... n then i find out... no color coordiation... so then i go wash up change ect... rush rush rush... heh.. got to church at 8 n wuz like... umm... where's everyone... hahaha... so everyone wuz running a lil late... hahaha... when we were practicing... alanfong wuz like yeah n we'll just go into our separate parts from here... i wuz like... umm... parts? heh... i can't harmonize or more correctly don't know how... heh... so i just sang everything the normal way... newayz... i found out how to sing "how do you say i love you" well.. we didn't sing it today... only alan sang it for offering... ok... newayz... pastor ken carlson spoke on the "uninvited guest" good message... ~thought to think about: am i a friend to the sinners and do i hang with them?~... ok.. neways.. then sunday school... umm... learning to use bible concordances... iono... after church i wuz like.. woah david's here!! hahaha.. very surprised to see him... iono y... neways.. yeah... got a call from emily jue cuz she needed to cancel out of her tutoring session thingy... so instead of staying the whole time like i thot i wuz gonna do i went home... dorinda drove today... o_O ... no comment... newayz... bcuz everyone is screaming about how bio lab is due tomorrow, i gotta go do it now... *sigh* n i thot i wuz done wit hw too... must rush rush rush... gonna go back to church at 3something... forgot... newayz... yeah... hahaha... #1 for analysis is easy sauce... hahaha... iono bout the rest tho... *sigh* okee... back to cramming my bio... grr... do we really have to type everything out??? someone should go e-mail miss chu n complain n request an extention... blahness... newayz... if ur wondering y i'm blogging now is cuz i might not come on again later... *hint hint* especially for those ppl who r gonna try to wait until i come on to bug me about bio lab...

    ~Unashamed Love- ten shekel shirt~

    You're calling me to lay aside the
    worries of my day
    To quiet down my busy mind
    and find a hiding place
    Worthy, You are worthy

    I open up my heart and let my
    spirit worship Yours
    I open up my mouth
    and let a song of praise come forth
    Worthy, You are worthy

    chorus
    Of a child-like faith
    And of my honest praise
    And of my unashamed love
    Of a holy life
    And of my sacrifice
    And of my unashamed love

    Friday, November 28, 2003

    ok newayz... today... woke up... went shopping... went to two uniform stores... bancroft somehow doesn't have black skorts... hmm... did everyone get their skort at dennis??? well... after bancroft we went all the way to dennis and found out they weren't opened... bummer... when am i gonna get a skort? *sigh* iono... hopefully b4 next sat otherwize i'll end up wearing the skirt again... o well... newayz after that... went shopping wit my sis at southland... we woulda gone to stoneridge but like... iono too many ccs ppl were there today... didn't wanna run into ne1.. well... we did run into em lam, stef lam, jameson n kenny today... after like iono.. super long shopping, no luck, went to old navy outlet... got some stuff for sum ppl.. then came home... guitar... either "unashamed love" is really easy to play, i'm using the wrong strum pattern, or i'm playing the song totally wrong... iono... practicing that song today... nice song... ok... practicing for a super long time until my fingers started hurting... heh... i need longer fingers so i don't have to strain... or... i need to get a guitar wit a skinnier neck... o well... i'll learn to live... then... stare at a lil hw... i think i finished wuts due monday... hahah... must double check... newayz... i forgot to get the music to parade set 2 from the trailer on wednesday... now i can't practice parade set 2... the one song i don't know at all for marching units... *sigh*... should learn to count like kathy... ok then... my sis wuz screaming about how her xanga background turned into just a bunch of snapfish stuff... so then she told me to go fix it... heh... do i really know that much... i'm not sure.. hahaha... could really fix it... so then she wanted me to change it... but never really found nething interesting enough... hahaha... david ended up fixing it up for her... very cool background now... go visit her xanga n see... o yes... n leave a comment for her... newayz... my sis thinks i'm so good at comp junk... cuz... heh... i guess i just kinda know a lil bit more comp junk than she does... iono... now she wants me to go take C++ prog next yr... iono if i should... someone help me decide... AP phys or C++... vote vote vote!!! which one should i do next yr? ok newayz... i doubt i have ne comp skills cuz my own evil comp keeps dying on me... stupid programs freeze up... n then i can't do nething... grr... had to restart my comp 3 times today... and on top of that... my comp thinks its so smart that it d/ls things on its own... that is w/o my permission... argh... evil evil evil... newayz... after i finally got back on n wuz able to stay on, david imed me n iono... he sounded mad... =s i didn't really do nethin either... but then it wuz resolved later so thats good... of course u can trust me david =D y doubt me?? well newayz... then... went off... took a shower... n now blogging...

    something i did while my sis wuz using the internet... i stole it off of david's blog a while ago...

    Name: caroline
    :backwards: enilorac
    :Does your name mean anything?: song of joy or brave & strong… one of those… i think it’s the first one…
    :Were you named after anyone?: nope… my mom wanted us to have unique names
    :Nickname(s): caroLINE, caro, line, c-line, enilorac, c-girl, carolina…(theres more..)
    :Screenname(s): …not telling…
    :Date of birth: i’m eight days younger than curt…
    :Current location: SLZ baby… tho sometimes i still kinda feel like an oakland person…
    :Height: no comment
    :Hair color: wuz black… chlorine highlighted n chlorine dyed brown
    :Eye color: dark brown
    :What do you look like: a child of God
    :Righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?: it depends… haha…. but i’m not completely ambidextrous… so it depends… righty for some things n lefty for others…

    :How old are you mentally?: umm… 2½ yrs old sounds good…
    :Describe yourself in 5 words: i live in my books
    :What are your best qualities: being crazy… i think
    :What are your worse qualities: lotsa stuff…

    Do You Have...
    :Any sisters: 1
    :Any brothers: 1
    :Any pets: goldfish? not mine…
    :A disease: eh?
    :A pager: no
    :A heroin needle: so… now this survey thinks ima drug addict? fun…

    Describe Your...
    :Personality: extrovert, spontaneous, impulsive, obsessive-compulsive(came off personality disorder n its kinda true)
    :Driving: i’m safe… just don’t ask me to change lanes…
    :Car or one you want: silver or deep green convertible… hahah… iono it just looks nice…
    :Room: i barely do nething in my room so i guess its fine… not complaining…
    :School: CCS past present n near future… hopefully nu’in’ more than that cuz i wanna go college…
    :Relationship with your parent(s): interesting...

    Do You...
    :Believe in yourself? funny… talk to mrs. carlson n she’ll tell u bout my self depreciating comments…
    :Believe in love at first sight?: sounds more like lust at first sight...
    :Consider yourself a good listener: i’m not a very audio learner… but it depends…
    :Consider yourself a good friend: *cough*

    :Save your e-mail or conversations: hahaha… anything that proves to b interesting i save it… daz a lot of stuff…
    :Pray: meals n whenever i feel like it cuz God’s always there ready to listen…
    :Like to make fun of people: depends… some ppl are really easy to make fun of…
    :Like to talk on the phone: the phone is evil… must stay away… i talk to ppl online…
    :Like to drive: yes.. fun fun
    :Eat chicken fingers with a fork: eh? the thot of chicken fingers isn’t very appetizing… don’t think i’ve ever eaten chicken fingers…
    :Dream in color: sure… its pretty vivid…
    :Type with your fingers on home row: umm… i think that’s the way i learned to type…
    :Sleep with a stuffed animal: yup =P

    What Was/Is or Are
    :Right next to you: lotsa stuff… my comp table is a mess…
    :On your mouse pad: i kinda don’t use my mouse pad nemore… too mafan… I just use my wristpad to serve multi purposes…
    :Your dream date: just hanging out somewhere where we could talk n have lotsa fun…
    :Your dream honeymoon spot: umm…. not sure bout that one yet…
    :Your dream husband/wife: someone who loves me for who i am despite my flaws
    :Your bedtime: hmmm...when i feel sleepy...and am done wit hw
    :Under your bed: stuff… yarn, canvas, needles n other stiching stuff…
    :Your bad time of the day: umm… iono…
    :Your worst fear(s): having someone who I thot wuz my friend say “i hate u” to my face…

    :The time?: 10:10 PM
    :The date?: 11/28/03
    :The best trick you ever played on someone?: forgot… heh… i’ve done some really weird stuff to ppl tho..
    :The weirdest food or drink that you like?: umm…
    :The hardest thing about growing up?: having to start acting my age…
    :The stupidest thing you've said?: i alwayz say stupid things cuz I talk b4 I think n then things end up not sounding right…
    :Craziest thing that's ever happened while with your friend(s)?: too many… heh…
    :The best feeling in the world?: someone cares that u actually exist....

    Favorite...
    :Number: hahah… very big #… too weird…
    :Color: Blue
    :Day: any day where i can just hang wit my friends n talk n fool around…
    :Months: no preference…
    :Song: dreams to dream- Linda Ronstadt
    :Movie: so far… freaky friday… one of my guitar inspirations too… hahaha…
    :Food: umm… not very picky…
    :Band: how many bands r left?? too many soloists…
    :Season: spring
    :Sport: sports r cool… but mainly basketball, swimming, xc, n i guess soccer n football…
    :Class: um…
    Teacher: mr. leong!!!! he’s the best!!!
    Drink: beer… hahah… go drunkies!!!(ask jenna)
    :Radio Station: star or disney depends…
    :Store: i’m a window shopper… i don’t care wut kinda store i go into…
    :Animal: dog
    :Flower: sunflower!! hahah so big n giant n always looking at the sun…
    :State: CA baby!!! can’t imagine living newhere else…

    Love + Relationships...
    :Do you have a bf/gf?: nope
    :Do you have a crush?: currently no…
    :How long have you liked him/her?: ...
    :Why do you like this person?: ...
    :How long was your longest relationship?: never had one..
    :How long was your shortest relationship?: never had one..
    :Who was your first love?: God
    :What do you miss about them?: He’s always there.. can’t miss him…

    The Past...
    :Last thing you heard: umm… that wuz kinda a while ago…
    :Last thing you saw: comp screen
    :Last thing you said: forgot… something to my sis…
    :Who is the last person you saw?: sis
    :Who is the last person you kissed?: like as in how?? heh i like to blow kisses…
    :Who is the last person you hugged?: does that include online hugging?
    :Who is the last person you fought with?: parents…
    :Who is the last person you were on the phone with?: i don’t talk on the phone..
    :What is the last TV show you saw?: errr… i barely watch tv…

    The Present...
    :What are you wearing?: clothes
    :What are you doing?: this...
    :Who are you talking to?: no one…
    :What song are you listening to?: nothing...
    :Where are you?: garage/family room
    :Who are you with?: my sis
    :How are you feeling?: depressed… many reasons…
    :Are you in a chatroom?: nope

    Tomorrow
    :What day is it tomorrow?: day afta thanksgiving
    :What are you going to do after this?: hw
    :How old will you be when you graduate?: 18 for high school… hopefully out of college by 22ish…
    :What do you want to be?: how bout a movie star =P yeah rite…
    :What is one of your dreams?: umm… weird stuff…
    :Where will you be in 25 years?: iono… hopefully somewhere good…


    Have You Ever...
    :Drank?: sure… hahaha… drunkies rule!!!(ask jenna)
    :Smoked?: umm… my pen?(yes i know i’m weird)
    :Stole?: yea
    :Done anything illegal?: " Thou shalt not donwload" heh… tho i haven’t been d/l for a while…
    :Wanted to die?: if I said yes?
    :Hit someone?: oooo i hit guyz all the time… i especially abuse jimmy law…


    Etc...
    :Do you write in cursive or print?: both
    :What piercings do you have?: none
    :Do you drive?: I know how to…
    :Do you have glasses: yep n contacts… go hard contacts!!! u don’t even feel them…

    Self-Evaluation...
    :What do you most like about your body?: umm… i can’t live wit out my eyes…
    :And least?: my height…
    :How many fillings do you have?: never had ne…
    :Do you think you're good looking?: ur funny… of course not…
    :Do other people often tell you that you're good looking?: course not… i wish…
    :Do you look like any celebrities?: no

    Fashion...
    :Do you wear a watch?: yes… i feel empty without it…
    :How many coats and jackets do you own?: umm… 6 or 7?
    :Favorite pants/skirt color?: black or dark blue…
    :Most expensive item of clothing?: my running shoes…
    :Most treasured?: er…
    :Describe your style in one word: mood
    How long does it take you get ready in the mornings: depends…

    Thursday, November 27, 2003

    something that just seemed to go wit my mood...

    "don't let me get me"- PiNk

    Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe
    somethin
    A day in the life of someone else?
    Cuz I'm a hazard to myself

    Don't let me get me
    I'm my own worst enemy
    Its bad when you annoy yourself
    So irritating
    Don't wanna be my friend no more
    I wanna be somebody else

    (thats only a part of it... but yeah...)

    today... woke up around 8:30ish... then went to the park n shot hoops wit my bro... did that for quite a while until the ball kinda got dirty... um... yeah i'll just leave it at that... it got kinda dirty... then cleaned up the ball n then came back home... started practicing guitar... practicing for sooo long... still don't seem ne better at it... i practiced for like iono 3-4 hrs strait... wuteva... then i got yelled at to go do my hw... mainly math... man i hate math... but yeah... doing math... woot... my sis finally finished all her college apps... that means i'll get my normal share of the online time.... heh... but then i couldn't do nethin about it cuz i didn't finish my math... then she had to do other stuff online so after i finished math i did history too... finished that... then... thanksgiving dinner.... yum yum... no turkey tho... but still good food... after dinner... more guitar... iono... my transitions suck n it never sounds right when i play... *sigh*... must keep working on it... ok then... cuz my sis wuz still not done wit the internet(she wuz kinda online all day)... i went to watch tv.. O.O woah... i'm actually watching tv... heh... watching chines soap opras... very... um... interesting... heh... then... finally i get to come on... check e-mail, blog, n now must look for stuff online...

    heh... something funny today... my dad "confiscated" my sis's heater... well its not exactly hers.. she just always uses it when she does hw cuz she always says her feet r cold... n my dad didn't exactly confiscate it... he just kinda ran off wit it... i just said that cuz my dad threatened to take the heater away from my sis so many times n all of a sudden today he just ran off with it... heh...

    wow... short post today....

    Wednesday, November 26, 2003

    *sigh*... ok.. today... woke up around 7:30ish... school... US history... took a quiz... and watching nelson strip his tennis ball naked... heh... quite amusing... then... mandarin.. >< no comment... i suck.. then english... poem thingy... interesting stuff... then heh... during passing period... heh... buddy n bobo had bottles of soda... lucky them n their mandarin party... then bobo wuz gonna start singing his annoying tune thingy... heh... n i wuz like nooooo shush!!! then later michael huang asks if bobo wuz my brother... haha... n i wuz like sure he is... michael:really?(dude he's so gullible).. me:of course... he's my bro in Christ =D... michael:...ok... hahah... he's such a gullible person... but he wuz like all weirded out when i said bro in Christ... i guess he's never heard ne1 at skool refer to another student at skool as that... heh...i'll b the first... newayz... then first aid... ugh... nasty video.. cuts scrapes bruises... um... fingers getting chopped off... ugh... yuckyness.. ok then pre-calc.. >< quiz... i suck in math... took forever to finish my quiz... its not hard... i just take forever... but i finished n thats all that matters... now i'm just hoping for a good grade... heh... ok then i went to my locker n guess what i find... heh... a cup...haha... must learn the cup game... newayz.. when i saw the cup first thing that comes to mind is.. trice... hahaha... then... later i see a paper fall to the floor n thinking i should return it to its owner i open it to see who it belongs to n i find its a note to me... guess who its from... heh... mr. fione... then i knew for sure trice had something to do wit it... heh... newayz... then bio... notebook checks... heh... hung only had one pg... heh... i'm so mean to him... but then its like he brings it upon himself... cuz like he's screaming about his one pg.. so at the end of class... he still only had one pg cuz he didn't take notes... so i wuz like... well hung... its ur fault cuz if u took notes today u would have 2 pgs instead of 1 ever thot of that??? heh... then johnny wuz like.. "ooo hung... u got told again..." heh... wutever... he doesn't do nething in class newayz... its his fault... he bothers johnny too much n its distracting... ooo but then wut wuz so funny wuz that when hung said "ur mother" to johnny... johnny's comeback wuz like.... "i love u"... n everytime hung tried to cap on johnny... johnny would b like... "don't make me say i love u again"... n then hung turned around n wuz like..."i love u too baby..." omg... so crazy... newayz... then singing in SALT... very interesting... miss dyer... said that it is a fact that all highschool girls are able to sing saprano... hahaha i wanna hear jenna sing saprano =D... heh... then hockey... >< evil shin splints... bothering me again... *sigh* we lost today so cordell n buddy don't wanna b on our team nemore... wuteva... newayz... afterskool... got "stalked" by buddy cuz he really wanted to hear me play... didn't really wanna play for him... cuz i know i suck like heck... *sigh* finally gave in... now he knows how much i suck at guitar... *sigh* i'm so horrible... i'm not worthy to b called a guitar player... i'm inferior to everyone else's professionallness... *sigh*... must go practice practice practice.... newayz... now that buddy has heard me play, he won't need to listen to me nemore... n probably won't wanna cuz i've defiled his sacred instrument... *sigh* newayz... ended up not having a lesson today cuz like ryan never showed up... so i got drafted by my mom to go stuff bulletins... such a long tedious job... well someone's gotta do it... ended up not leaving church(school) until like 7something... no comment on wut i did when i got home... *sniff* stare at my guitar and can't bring myself to practice at the moment... mebe tomorrow... rite now... i wanna do somthing physical like go crazy on a lead bag or go run a couple of miles or shoot some hoops... can't do any of them tho cuz i don't have a lead bag n its too dark to go running or shooting hoops... argh!!! i'm in such a depressed mode... too many reasons... i'll probably go shoot hoops tomorrow morning depending.... *sigh* blahness...

    ::tuesday::
    woke up… tired… heh… kinda fell back asleep… then woke up again at 7:30… heh.. rush rush rush to school… then US history… boring… mandarin… test tomorrow… it got posponed… >< iono it at all still… man… must find someone wit pinyin… heh… newayz… then english… umm… no comment… then lunch… wuz supposed to corn-roll my hair… too freakin hard… newayz… then.. pre-calc.. quiz tomorrow… dude… i’m like not wit it in that class… bio.. taking notes.. did a lil project-ish thingy to better understand the genetic engineering thing… o yes.. n sum ppl been complainin bout hung cussin too much… dude… its not gonna help if u just sit complain n ask to b moved or move him… its not gonna do nethin bout him cussin less… n he’s not gonna respect u… so newayz… I don’t deal wit cussers like him… using those empty useless words left n right… hahaha… he wuz like botherin me n johnny while we were doing the project… alwayz like.. wut the f—k is this… n wut the f—k r u doing… so i just calmly ask him if he knew wut he wuz doing… first he said yeah… so i told him to turn around… but he wuz like iono wut to do… n i wuz like… i thot u said u knew wut to do… his answer… “wut the f—k… h—l no…” aiya… ppl like him so annoying… so I wuz like… well if u dunno wut to do… then SHUT UP!!! heh… i dun think I wuz that loud… but newayz… the whole class heard me… n wuz like… ooooo caroline… heh… o well… that’s the only way ppl like him is gonna respect u… heh.. he’s not messin wit me netime soon… newayz… then study hall… then went to the orthopedic doctor… heh… it wuz weird… the first thing they did wuz x-ray my legs… O.o so scary… even tho the doctor said that nothing wuz really severe… she also said if I had kept running… it woulda developed into a stress fracture… even worse… then I super wouldn’t b able to run… but other than that… she just told me b careful cuz its starting to heal so i shouldn’t like go kill it by running too much… o well… its not xc nemore… i’ll just stop if it starts hurting… cuz I can… heh… went to drum n bells for like the last few minutes… i’m so skrewd cuz i super dunno parade set 2… mebe i’ll ask if I can bring a cassette home tomorrow so I can study it over the weekend… i’m not those type of ppl who can just learn by counting strait off… I gotta know how it goes wit the music otherwize i would hecka get lost… *sigh*… I better get it down over the weekend cuz the parade is like next sat… >< skrewd…

    ok newayz… I wore the bandana again today… stupid mr. rice… just going around looking for ppl to scream dress code violation at… mr. leong saw me… he didn’t care.. heh… just kinda told me to stop yelling… n later mr. chew saw me… he didn’t care either… so there… bandanas rn’t dress code violations… sheesh... sum teachers these days... have nothing better to do than to scream dress code violation at kids...

    Monday, November 24, 2003

    ok iono how much i'll b able to update my blog for a while cuz my sis has college apps so she's like alwayz on... *sigh*... i don't really feel like going back n blogging about previous days so i'll just continue with today... the only thing i'll say about last friday wuz that i almost had a heart attack when i found out that *ahem* reads my blog and my xanga... umm... its disturbing... yes... thats what i will say... newayz... onto my day...

    this morning... woke up realy early... got to school at a reasonable time... hahaha... US history... nelson wuz showing off his guitar pick that michelle branch threw at him at her concert... hahaha... doesn't he feel special... and on top of that he said that she stared strait at him for a whole line of her song desparate... hahaha... he's so obsessed with her its sooo funny... but newayz... michelle branch is cool... i like her songs... newayz... then mandarin... umm... wut to say... we have an oral tomorrow n i'm skrewed cuz many reasons(yes i know i speak mandarin... but wut happens if u scribbled down wut ur supposed to test on n can't read wut u scribbled... that would b me) aiya... wuts wrong wit me... newayz... then english... >< in class essay... can't write... then health... umm... talking about sudden illnesses... then wuz kinda talking to bobo about our study group thingy... poor guy... the last one didn't help him much... thats all i'm gonna say bout that... but then when i saw trice she wuz like ooo here... hahaha... she let me borrow her bandana... fun fun... i tied it onto my head i believe like the way those ppl in drumline did it... n so i wuz walking around like that... newayz... pre-calc... boring as usual... then bio... went over the test... *sigh*... i think sum ppl r mad at me... its not my fault... iono y i get the grade i get... and the fact is... i make things up when i'm not sure... but... i'll tell u one thing... God answers prayers... man... i wuz sooo freaked out on friday cuz i didn't know a whole bunch of stuff... i think we need to organize our study group thingy a lil more... newayz... yeah... i couldn't answer a single bio question on friday when ne1 asked me... it wuz either cuz i didn't know it or my brain wuz on overload cuz too much info... newayz.... yeah so i went into class.. ppl were asking me things n i wuz like... iono!!!!! so i wuz hecka freaking out n cramming like crazy... n then PILL wuz like ok put everything away lets take our test... >< then thats when when i started praying frantically... well.. it wuzn't like "God give me the answers" more like "God help me remember what i studied" n so... i went thru the test... made up things when i wuzn't sure... and obviously since extra credit doesn't hurt u... i did all of it... well yeah... today i got my test back... my grade... well... lets say its something i might or might not deserve... n obviously the ppl who r mad at me think i don't deserve my grade *sigh* *sniff* iono... i'm not smart thats for sure... o well newayz... back to the rest of my day.. well... when i left bio... i got stopped in the hallway by mr. rice... man... the dress code only says that we can't wear hats during class... didn't say nething about bandanas... but then grr.... he totally dissed the bandana that i wuz wearing... HE CALLED IT A DURAG!!!! man... its not a durag... its a bandana... does he even know wut a durag is??? so i told him it wuzn't a durag n tried to explain wut a real durag wuz... but he didn't let me n wuz like... quote:"heck yeah its a durag!" man... wuts wrong wit the way i wuz wearing it... i don't see nething wrong... n he wouldn't go away or leave me alone or let me go to my locker until i took off the bandana... IT WUZ A BANDANA FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!! N I WUZN'T EVEN IN A CLASS ROOM!!! if a teacher said something about taking it off in a classroom i woulda done it... i wouldn't have spent such a long time defending myself... i'm not that rebelious... its just that... I WUZN'T WEARING A DURAG!!! sheesh... he should go on the evil teacher list... grrr... so newayz... i ended up having to keep it off during SALT cuz... even tho miss choi said it looked nice she wuz kinda not sure if i wuz allowed to wear it during class... then... pe... hahah we had three guyz on our team today.... cordell cuz he promised us last week, buddy cuz cordell draged him along... n then gary cuz... iono... i think he just still wants to b on our team? iono... newayz... it wuz fun... at least we didn't get creamed... i need to learn how to aim... then we woulda scored more points... heh... ok then after that... went home... practice guitar... then hw... then cuz my sis went into the shower i got to go online for a while... haha... must do as much as possible b4 she comes back=P

    Saturday, November 22, 2003

    ::saturday::
    hahaha today... ukiah!!! hahaha... woke up at six... freakin cold this morning.. then cuz the weather report said ukiah wuz gonna b cold n snowing i bundled up in hecka layers... heh... went to school... >< i wuz kinda late but didn't wanna rush my parents cuz i might get in trouble... ok... van ride wuz ok... me trice n tiff chen squished in the back seat of ryan's dad's van... hahaha... all nice n toasty warm under the blanket trice brought... played duces for a while... then... we were all tired so we went to sleep... hahaha... stoped at mcdonalds somewhere along the way for bruch =P hahaha... i'm sooo crazy... they didn't have a playplace so i amused myself at the lego table... hahaha=P so fun... made a lil birdie... n o yes a "wonderful tower of eyeballs" hahaha... then... talked wit trice n tiff a lil on the ride to ukiah high... there... hahaha... plastic bags to hold the runner's clothes so they don't have to take it off until its really time for them to start... hahaha... "i'm santa clause!!!" =P another one of my random comments that seem to come out b4 i think... hahaha... ok... i only said that cuz wut happened wuz benny told me to take the bag wit everyone's clothes back to the bleachers where we were staying... hahaha... the bag=gigantic garbage bag.. me- carying it wit one hand n the bag thrown over my shoulder... hahaha effect ---> me=santa clause... iono... it wuz crazy... then... during the race... i ran around wit christine taking pics of the ccs girls... couldn't travel to too many areas tho... cuz like u can't just cut accross different feilds... so i just kinda stayed in a general area n ran to the finish... hahaha... i made trice laugh!!! "go hott chick!!!" hahaha.. "i'm a buff chick!!!" hahaha... no i'm not... i'm a liar... hahahaha... that is such an oxy-moron... newayz... all the girls did really well in their race... heh... ok... then wuz wit trice...hahaha eat n get high off cheerios hahaha... oooo she can throw the cheerios into my mouth n i can catch it... hahaha... thats better than buddy!!! ^_~ hahaha... buddy throws too high or too low or too off... hahaha... ok then... ran around cheering for ppl... talking to trice n stuff at the same time... then... the guy race... hahaha... garbage bag for the clothes again... hahaha... what happened tho wuz like benny couldn't find the one wit our school's name on it so he stole a different school's bag... hahaha... then he saw a jacket on the ground n wuz like... wut the?! n so he threw it into the bag... then this guy from i think big lagoon comes up to him n asks... "did u just throw my jacket into that bag?" heh... tsk tsk benny... "can't take him newhere"... oooo then taking pictures... so many pictures of the guyz... sooo many cameras... hahaha.. then we see this guy from this school called "LW"(?) i think thats wut it wuz... hahaha... he took a picture of all us girls taking pics of the ccs guyz... hahaha so funny... newayz... ok... hahaha... screaming hott stuff to the guyz again... i wuz so tempted to say something *cough cough* when this certain *ahem* passed... hahaha... trice knows wut i'm talking about... but i didn't say nething... ooo... hahah... "kick some butt... kick ur butt!!!" hahaha... so many quotes today... ok... then ran to see the guyz finish.. hahaha... its no longer pick up the phone... hahahaha its... "HANG UP THE PHONE!!" hahaha... so crazy... then... we were looking at results for the different races... hahaha... "OMG... HE WUZ HERE!!! N WE MISSED HIM!!!!!!!!" hahaha guess who said that.... so funny... hahaha... cups wit faces on them... hahaha *ahem* took *ahem* amount witout taking ne *ahem*... hahahaha... iono... it just amuses me... then.. taking team pics... hahaha... chris seems to alwayz have the weirdest poses... then... left to come back to the BA for dinner... hahaha... slept sooo much on the ride back... >< tiff chen took a pic of me n trice while we were asleep... n... >< jameson wuz being evil n amusing himself by watching the three of us sleep... hahaha... n on the ride back... when we were actually awake... hahaha... i think ryan's dad wuz playing a cd... not sure... hahaha... it played "like a virgin" hahaha... so funny... i think trice my go n *ahem* just cuz i wuz so amused over it... went to sushi house... it wuz too full... so we went to this place called Kai's(or something like that...) hahaha... chris walked in wuz like... hey thats my cousin(refering to one of the waitresses there) hahaha... but then he wuz afraid to say nething cuz he wuz scared it might b the wrong person... turns out.. she wuz his cousin... but he called her the wrong name... haha... later tiff, branny, kari, n jenn were amusing themselves by watching the tea cups slide around on the table on sorta its own accord... thus meaning no one wuz moving it n it wuz sliding around... hahaha... yummy yummy food... o_O i can't believe i ate shishimi today... heh... n/c... newayz.. yeah... so much food... ppl who didn't finish their food n had to bring it home got called anorexic by benny... dude... but we had sooo much... hahaha... trice wuz decorating my box wit picts of the scary carpathia fred... hahaha.. o yeah... n then the ppl gave us candy... happy pill!!!(note that is a good pill... unlike the evil PILL) heh... ok... then hahaha... it was so funny... when we came... the place wuz like kinda empty... when we were in the restaraunt it wuz jam packed like a full house... then when we left it seemed kinda very empty again... heh... trice wuz like.. woah!!! lemme take a picture!!! hahaha... so facinated over that... then... we dropped off tiff n went back to school... talking to trice n waited wit her until her parents came... then left.... >< we were the last ones from xc at skool... everyone else left... ok... then came home... my sis wuz watching Oklahoma the musical... very intersting.... got hooked on watching it... hahah o_O i wuz actually watching tv... something i almost never do... heh... "ooooooooooooooklahoma!" hahah... iono... don't ask... hahaha... ok... then... waited(more like bug my sis... i think she's mad at me now >.<)until i got access to the internet... came on to imediately blog about my very interesting day...

    Friday, November 21, 2003

    ::yesterday::
    heh... i didn't blog cuz of many reasons yesterday... hahaha... i'm actually even blanking on wut happened... newayz... US history... mandarin... english... wut did i do during lunch??? i don't even know... o yeah... load ppt for chapel... heh... thats all... then pre-calc... i'm so serious it isn't hard... but like... iono... it just takes forever to graph... iono wuts wrong wit me... newayz... then bio... umm... heh.. pre-test... ziped thru the first page... then the second page i wuz like.. "ehhh... umm... duuuuuh..." n ended up falling asleep on it... heh.. i wuz that tired... newayz... then game n like i got hecka things wrong cuz... well... i wuz kinda asleep? newayz... then chapel... so cool... good message... hahaha... i liked the way mr. camburn portrayed king ahab... makes him look like a spoiled baby... not like he isn't already one... but i found that kinda amusing... then drum n bells... i gotta learn parade set 2... o my goodness... kathy knows it... or so i hear... hey kathy... is it wit all the crash chokes? man... i'm so skrewd... i still need the paper for everything but christmas on parade... hahaha that song is easy sauce... then i didn't go to afterschool marching units cuz had to cram hw b4 going to david's house for another study thing... is it just me... or is our study thingy getting less n less productive... iono... heh... actually... without the study group thingy... i probably would never study n stress over bio... hahaha... we study for like an hour n a lil bit.. then it just ends up as our fellowship time... hahaha... poking things out on the piano.. angela n buddy actually played chariots of fire... i only poked out the marching units version... then... went n "raided" david's room...hahaha... well not really... talking there for a while... hahaha shoot rubber bands at bobo... david... y do u have so many rubberbands? hahaha... newayz.. then buddy n i went to mess around on david's comp n everyone else followed... hahaha... guessing his password... *cough*... newayz... who should we interogate next buddy? (this is weird... i'm asking ppl questions but i'm supposedly writing a journal-ish thing... heh... iono...) newayz... then after david entered his pw... which turned out to b hecka easy(heh... i can relate the pw to *ahem*...) ok newayz... i left really soon after that but i heard a couple of weird things that happened after i left from angela... heh... then i came home... spaz about hw... then like at 11:30 i crashed n went to sleep...

    Tuesday, November 18, 2003

    ::wednesday::
    heh.. i wuz gonna blog earlier but got distracted... newayz.. today... went to sleep at 5:30... woke up again at like 7:30ish... heh.. 2 hours of sleep... fun... newayz... went to school... blahness... falling asleep in history... zoning out in mandarin... (i'm such a bad student!!! must focus on skool work!!!)... then english... umm... working on bless me ultima... very interesting book... then... first aid.... learning to use an AED machine... heh... shock ppl back to life... fun fun =P... heh... then precalc... tried to stay awake n learn something... failed misirably.. heh... fell asleep throughout the period... then.. bio... lab... man... them freshies don't choose wisely... hahaha... appointed me as their director... not good... n luke actually read the lab too... newayz... yeah.... it wuz like scream, yell, scream, yell, rush rush rush.... heh... very chaotic... then... SALT boring... listening to other ppl sing... happy day for me cuz i gotta do ppt(man that wuz soo sarcastic)... newayz... yes... nothing against ppt... i like choosing cool backgrounds to put up... its just that typing up the song takes forever... n then now we have to find other copywrite info... as if CCLI# wuzn't good enough... heh... i'm just lazy... thats cuz i don't have ne of the other info n must go look it up... *sigh*... then hockey... man... so unfair... 6 guyz against 4 girls n 1 guy... dude... n we didn't get ne type of handicap... ppl like buddy were still super agressive... n cordell wuz *ahem*... ewwness... newayz... i'm running around too much for someone who's shin... kathy is so cool cuz she playes both defense n offense... ok newayz... afterschool ran around talking wit kathy.. then GUITAR!!!! i love guitar soo much now... so fun... well its not like i didn't like guitar b4... its just that i fell in love wit it now... hahaha... reviewed a couple of songs... learned 3 new songs... well sorta... i just asked about the strum pattern... hahaha... i had the rite strum pattern but wrong timing... hahaha.... then like in the middle of the lesson... while we were talking about changing strings or snapping strings or something that had to do wit strings then i hear ryan say hi to someone n i turned around n >< buddy wuz trying to spy to hear me play... >< i'm sooo horrible at guitar tho... then afterthat... did some hw... then went home... umm... practice a lil more guitar... then dinner... then attempted hw... tired... naps r my friend... hahaha.. then elaine came over to help me on my evil essay... i suck so badly at writing... she wuz at my house from like iono 8 something till 11:30... heh... craziness... i got alot done tho... or more than wut i woulda accomplished on my own... heh... then when she left... stared at essay a lil more... came on to blog but kinda got distracted... heh... so yeah... hw n now blog... now back to hw... boooo this is a retarded time to go back to hw... must sleep...

    i'm sooo tired recently iono y.... blah... get up late again... rush to get to school... luckily this time wuzn't late... US history... heh... we have this project to put president james k polk on trial... heh... i'm one of the prosecution attorneys... newayz... wutever... mandarin.... grr.... evil ppl... turned the heater up to 90degrees... man it wuz sooo hot in there.... n because it wuz so hot n the door wuz closed... -__- got a super big headache that wouldn't go away... argh!!! evil ppl in that class... then engish... discussion on bless me ultima... interesting book... heh... lotsa spanish... i wanna learn spanish... hahaha... i wanna learn a whole bunch of languages... heh... i probably wouldn't get around to learning it tho... then lunch... heh... tired... me michelle n christina were sleeping on the bench... ahh... nice warm spot ^_^... hahaha... then... pre-calc... that class pisses me off... argh!!! took me forever to do the retarded hw.. then i found out after class that i wuz doing it the complicated way... argh!!! n i coulda finished my hw during that class too... if only i wuz doing it the easy way... blah... then bio.... um... wut happened in lecture... wuzn't paying complete attention... ok... after that then leo's meeting... i'm not sure if i'm gonna go to opperation good neighbor cuz benny said there might be room for me to go cheer ppl at ukaiah... yay =)... then... drum n bells... practicing cymbols... i don't like counting... blah... then later afterschool... playing wit flags wit trice.. hahaha... i don't remember the middle chunk of chariots of fire... i just remember the begining n the end... *sigh* good memories in flags... its just been too long... hahaha... at least i remember mulan!!! fun fun song... then back to practicing... ooo we watched a clip from drumline.... I WANNA WATCH DRUMLINE!!! hahaha... sooo cool... when we started seeing cymbols do different moves, trice wuz like... oooo i can sooo se caroline doing that... heh... i'm inspired to put visual movements when i play cymbols now... hahaha... i wonder what kathy will say... =) make her do some interesting moves too... hahaha... then i wuz going crazy while i wuz practicing but quickly sobered up when the whole drum and bell played together... omg... i don't know ne part of parade set 2... not even 1... well... besides the first crash in the begining... omg omg omg... i'm sooo skrewd... so sad... i have to start being like kathy n "look" at my music at home... heh... more like go home n memorize it... blah blahness... ok... then.... went home... guitar... i think i'm getting the hang of "draw me close"... ok... then.... stare at hw... dude... tired... went to sleep for a while... felt sooo gooood... then my dad woke me up for dinner.... ate dinner.... did a lil bit of hw... came on to blog.... now must resume hw... boooo... i hate hw.... booooo hw... booo skool.... -_-'

    Monday, November 17, 2003

    blah... sooo tired... cramming hw really late last nite... yes... i know i had a whole weekend... but newayz... i had minimal sleep during the weekend so... i overslept this morning... i got up at like 8 something n wuz like... OMG!!! yeah... i wuz sooo scared that my mom would leave me at home... man rush sooo bad.... >< still late to skool tho... aiya... newayz... US history... umm... not sure wut happened... take notes? heh... i wuz finishing up my retarted pre-calc hw... then mandarin.. umm... learning the lesson.. but i kinda zoned out... so bad... um... then english... blah... tried to work on my essay... didn't accomplish much of nething.. health... had a rescue an unconscious choking victim test... hahaha... scott checks the victim's mouth too much... then pre-calc... booooo... i hate math sooo much... its not like its hard... just tedious... sucks sucks sucks... all i do is math hw or sleep during that class... WILL SOMEONE TELL ME HOW GRAPHING FUNCTIONS IS RELEVANT TO LIFE?!?!?! i see not point in the math we r doing rite now... useful math stopped long time ago... newayz... i'm not the only one complaining... then... bio... um... watched a short video... something i completely zoned out on... then lecture... hahah.. n passing notes wit angela... then passed note to bobo... yes.. he's kinda very far... oo yeah... n then passed a note up to buddy n jenna... n passed notes wit david.. hahaha... i can't throw... well newayz... lecture wuz over early so we had a demo... hahaha... as alwayz... i volunteer... hahaha... cuz i volunteered luke volunteered... n angela wuz like ok i'll volunteer too... hahaha... then like a lot of the other ppl she just called on them... hahaha... luke wuz a green button... angela wuz a purple button... n i wuz a marshmellow... hahaha.. so weird stuff... hahaha... luke had to hold sar's hand... ^_~... ok... neways after class... ppl who volunteered got candy... hahaha... yummy... i wuz ok during SALT... then pe... ooooo man.... SUGAR HIGH!!! hahaha... i wuz going sooo crazy... yeah... kinda transfered into hockey... cuz... yeah... iono... my sis is still yelling at me for switching out... my mom is kinda on my sis's side... iono... i dun wanna switch... it wuz pretty fun today.. shins didn't really hurt... cuz like... barely running... its not a long enough distance for me to feel the effect... n i haven't been running in such a long time already... heh... the insoles in my shoe kept moving... that wuz annoying... but wutever... haha.... our goalie's name wuz mr. cone... =P ... hockey is fun fun... shh... better than kick boxing... heh... newayz... after pe... talking wit kathy n trice... hahaha... i have no comment... i'm sooo innocent... but trice is currently glaring at me 0=D hehe... me n my onion ring.... nice bright n shiney... sooo innocent... hahaha... sooo funny... then like all of a sudden i had a sugar crash... hahaha... i stopped being hyper... it wuz weird... heh... then... went to my mom's office to do hw... got distracted... went to the book fair... hahaha... books.. *_* ... i'm gonna start going crazy like the summer... hahaha... i'm addicted to reading... well... kinda... it depends on the book... but usually u can get me absorbed into an interesting book quite easily... newayz... hung around ther for a while... then... went home... heh... guitar for a really long time again... i'm sick of "glory honor power" then... went on my comp... started ppt... then... tired... took a nap... hahaha... i'm always tired recently... newayz... then woke up... did hw... ppt... went on... looking for stuff... comp froze... blahness.. well it didn't freeze... that would b easy to manage... but only certain programs froze.. that wuz annoying... couldn't even shut it down or restart it properly... blah... then... did a lil more hw... n then... come on... talk to ppl... heh... bug benny about letting me go to ukaiah... i wanna go cheer... =} hahahah.... cheering is fun fun... then... come n blog.... -__- hw time now...

    Sunday, November 16, 2003

    ... sooo tired... woke up at like 9... had to quickly get ready for church... heh... ended up being late newayz... o well... ok... david chew spoke on something about micracles... then sunday school.... learning about making your own acronyms for certain sections of the bible... then... like when the lesson wuz almost over... omg... >.< my cell rang!!! that wuz sooo embarassing... cuz like usually no one ever calls me so i always forget to either turn it off or turn it to vibrate... heh... when it started ringing all the guyz were like... "oooo caroline... so bad... didn't turn off ur phone.." aiya... well... i called back later... it turns out emily jue called me to tell me that she couldn't make it to tutoring... so like my time after sunday school ended up being free... so i wuz able to talk my friends... heh... iono y we were thinking n talking about wut we were talking about... its such a scary thot... ok... later... waited for my bro to come out of choir practice... waited for my sis to be done wit orchestra practice... went home... tried to do hw... played guitar for a really long time cuz i couldn't go on cuz my sis wuz talking to someone on the home phone.... grr... dial-up... i guess it has its good and bads... o well... newayz... i still can play only 1 song... n i'm getting sick of that song... man... i suck at the other ones... my timing is off for "draw me close" n i still suck at "i give thanks" n like... iono... i think my timing n transitions r off for "my Lord my God" n like... i can't figure out strumming patterns that worked for other songs that i wanted to learn to play... heh... man i hecka sucked... neways... later... i stopped... my sis wuz still on the phone wit the same person talking about who knows what... so i wuz like i dun wanna do hw.. i took a short nap cuz i wuz tired... heh.... n then... i woke up like 10min later... ate candy to get on a sugar high so i could get at least some hw done... heh... then did a lil bit more hw... my sis finally got off the phone so i came on n wuz finally able to blog....

    Saturday, November 15, 2003

    ::Saturday::
    fun day today... woke up at eight... cuz my parents made me... heh... then... went shoping at michaels... more yarn!!! now i can make interesting stuff like a scarf... iono.. hahaha.. i still need needles so i can finish off my fuzzy scarf... hahaha... looks more like a scandalous boa... hahaha... then... came home... played guitar... ate lunch... played more guitar... cleaned up the house a lil cuz elaine said that she wuz gonna come over... worked on my essay... -__- i suck at writing... newayz... heh... then... my cell.. which stupidly had reception but didn't ring... said i just got a new voice message... turns out elaine couldn't make it... then i wuz supposed to call her n arrange a time to go to her house... but then... iono... i didn't think there wuz much time... so then... i ended up doing a lil more hw... more guitar... went online... wuz "talking" to buddy... heh... why do i have to think of the convo topics??? heh... thats probably y we end up talking about very weird things... cuz i seem to have to come up wit something interesting to talk about... hahaha... then i looked at the time n wuz like... omg... do i have gift wrap??? hahaha... michelle's party wuz like in 2 hrs... so i ran around the house... n then... ended up settling wit wrapping wit a cellophane bag... hahahah... then when i wuz almost done i realized i forgot to put in the card... heh... so i had to unwrap n put in the card n wrap it back up... then... ahhh!! time to go!!! went to pick up deborah... drove to michelle's house... wow... nice house... n sooo many ppl... hahaha... everyone wuz like all over the place n then like all the ccs/formerccs ppl were all clumped in one area... hahaha... ate dinner... watching guyz play video games... then... after everyone wuz done eating we started playing this karioke thingy... heh.... i went first.... singing Michelle Branch's song All You Wanted... hahahaha... good song... heh... i knew it but like its sooo scary cuz soo many ppl r listening... so i wuz singing hecka soft n the dumb thing said i wuz lousy... so finally i made myself sing louder n i started getting points... heh... i like that song... well newayz... blah... i failed the song cuz i didn't sing loud enough in the begining... heh... that wuz fun tho... then other ppl sang... heh... we were failing songs... o well... then... we just fooled around... hahaha... oo... michelle kept running away when we sang happy birthday to her... hahaha... n then... like when it wuz time to cut the cake... carmen, jen, deb, christina, n... kim or karina... i forgot... hahaha... they carried michelle downstairs... all the way to where the cake wuz... so crazy... hahaha... n so after cake cutting session... all the ccs ppl plus newt ran back to the garage n we started doing the karioke thing again... hahaha.. this time cuz we all sang n like no1 else wuz there we were singing hecka loud... hahaha... singing things like "Adicted" n "How You Remind me" at the top of our lungs... hahaha.. not really... but we were singing pretty loud... n then nelson... hahahaha... he sang madonna's song "Like a Virgin"... omg... hahaha... he sang hecka high!!! hahaha... it wuz sooo funny... man... we shoulda recorded it... hahaha.. i coulda like called neiman's cell or something... hahahaha... record it in voice mail... hahahaha... newayz...yeah... it sounded sooo funny n he passed the song!!! hahaha cuz he did perfect pitch even tho it wuz a girl song n it wuz super high... hahahaha... that wuz soooo funny... but later more ppl started to come into the garage so the singing gradually died off... hahaha... neiman shoulda sang...=P hahaha... he can use his split personality(the one he's taking to the formal btw... hahaha cuz if u dun already know... he's dating himself) to sing... hahahah... he shoulda sang something... then... we played this weird game where u threw 2 quarters n if both came out heads u had to put on these different accessories n then open a package... heh... it wuz pretty crazy... n then... yeah.. umm... i kinda ended up "winning" but like it wuz more the work of the other girl who wuz opening the package longer... heh... wutever tho... hahaha.. then cameo went back to her house to get ddr n while we were waiting we played zoo... hahahaha... sooo crazy... neiman n his chicken... hahahaha... that wuz a really weird way to do chicken... hahaha this other dude wuz spiderman... that wuz cool... then... hahaha. cuz we had no nose-picker the punishment wuz to write your name in the air wit ur butt... hahaha... that wuz super crazy... neiman!!!! u didn't write ur real name!!! all u wrote wuz a N-E-I stopped n decied to write nemo instead... newayz... later... watchin ppl ddr... hahaha... the ddr pads kept slipping so ppl gave up, pluged in controlers n practice fast fingers instead of fast feet... hahaha... then... everything started dying down cuz ppl started leaving... haha... didn't leave michelle's house until like around 11... hahaha... deborah drove me home... hahaha... come into house... n immediately blog... hahaha... must keep the interesting memories b4 they die... hahaha...

    Friday, November 14, 2003

    today... woke up n wuz like o crap! my hw!!! heh... no comment.... i'm just getting worse n worse every day... man... gotta get my act together for school... well... newayz... did a lil hw... scrambled to get to school... blah... US history... umm... presidents quiz... ANAMAINIACS SONG!!! heh... yeah i'm weird like that... thats the only way i know the presidents... then... mandarin... yay!!! 100% on oral... blah... very low on written...-__- ... then english... umm poems... then first aid... we were learning unconcious choking... ugh... i'm scarred for life... ryan n his makingout/kissing/frenchinghismankin... ugh!!! so sick... newayz... then pre-calc... blah... then bio... ummm... wuzn't paying attention much.... but =/ sorry angela... i got her kinda in trouble... i'm sooo bad... all i did wuz show her the answer to the blank on the notes that PILL didn't lecture on... ok... then SALT... bible studying... then heh... 1st day of cardio kickboxing... umm... not wut i imagined... yeah... cuz like i had to do other stuff cuz i couldn't do jumping jacks... n yeah... she gave me high #s of stuff... blah... heh... slim came into the room n said that there wuz one last spot in hockey n ne1 could join if they wanted... n i wuz like oooo switch me!!! n then elaine gave me this look... >< she's gonna thow me... n she's gonna tell my sensei to throw me... n anna threw me today... heh... o yes... *ahem* person is dangerous... deborah is very smart... i am like unaware... n argh!!! got a couple of layers of skin shaved off my wrist cuz we were doing wrist escapes... n yes i know wut i wuz doing... n i wuz doing it right... cuz i learned it b4 in judo... but newayz... this *ahem* person... kinda doesn't know how to grab... i escape but she hangs on still by her nails.. blah...
    then i started bleeding like really badly... argh... i soked up a whole band-aid b4 the bleeding wuz controled... -__- ... then... went home... umm... didn't do much... hahaha... deciding whether to put glow-in-the-dark beads in my hair or not... ended up not doing it... whatever... then... lc... >< i wuz prepared to sing all the songs the way i usually always sing it... then i come in... n i find out that all the songs have been change to a lower key.. man... sooo many problems wit that #1 i have trouble singing low... #2 i'm not sure wut note to start on nemore... #3 iono... both of the above emphasised?... heh... newayz... worship wuz ok... minor details here n there... i never started a song on the correct note... n then... i would stop n listen to how buddy wuz singing it... ^_^ thx buddy for singing loud!!! newayz... rest of lc... watched left behind II: tribulation force... nicolae carpathia is very freaky n desturbing... heh... then.. afterwards... trice drew this scary pic of fred... o_O... then... cleaned up wit betty... drying the pans... n betty drove me home... came home... went online... talking wit buddy... =/.... well newayz... yes... now i'm blogging.... *sigh* i don't think ne1 would want me to sing wit them for song leadin nemore... i suck at singing...-_-'

    Thursday, November 13, 2003

    ::today::
    ok... because i went to sleep sooo early last nite... i had to wake up at like 4 in the morning to finish off everything... because i wuz reading the book i wuz writing my essayS on online... i had to go on again to read n find the different parts that i thot wuz useful to my essay... well... yeah i had a book... but my sis kinda wuz using it... cuz she kinda wuz up too... umm yeah... then... at like 5... guess who became un-away n who came on... hahaha... andrew became unaway n trice came online... hahahaha... both on for hw reasons... heh... this is sad... wut has ccs life become... we get a 5 day weekend n students r still waking up super early aftewards to finish off the last remains of their hw... heh... i kinda had to stop at 7:40 even tho i wuzn't done... o man wuz i skrewd skrewd skrewd... rushed around... got to school... US history... hahahaha... payed minimal attention... hahaha... i wuz memorizing the anamaniacs presidents song... then mand... o man... test today... oral... n i didn't even look at my mandarin book... heh... i get to take it tomorrow... its all good... just gotta memorize... no biggie... heh... i hope... then english... working on my essay... heh... talking wit stacy too... can't focus w/o a keyboard n a computer... i'm pathetic... then lunch... hahaha... i went to sleep n i told christina that if andrew ever came to the table, to wake me up cuz i didn't wanna get poked... heh... i wuz like almost completely zonked out n then i hear christina say "andrew" n i was like... O_O "AAAHHHH!! WHAT FOREALZ?!" heh... christina wuz laughing sooo badly at me... o my goodness.... i'm sooo paranoid... heh... i managed to go back to sleep... heh... then pre-calc... umm... yeah... i hate my test grade... but i actually wuz paying attention today... i hate pre-calc... blah... then bio... hahaha... i went back to my old seat... i don't think she noticed... she mighta tho... heh... i hope she doesn't take off class conduct pts... argh... i hate class conduct grades... >.< PILL is still my spiritual mentor... JENNA!!! UR MOM WUZ SUPPOSED TO CHANGE MY SPIRITUAL MENTOR!!!! Y HASN'T SHE?!?!?! *ahem* this is one of the few times that i am soooo glad i have dial up... heh... she wants to call home... blah to her... i'm gonna still try to switch... newayz... then chapel... very interesting... hahaha... he stole anita's shoe!!! heh... he broke a cd too... then fire drill... omg...its hecka loud... then drum n bell... heh... i wuz fooling around on the bells n elena wuz tellin me to watch my tripples... heh... can't play bells... hahaha.. we must learn trepak!!! i don't like christmas on parade... blah... but then its easy... n only has one chrash choke... hahahaha... late practicing wit kathy CRASH CHOKE!!! hahaha... isn't that sooo fun??? then... afterwards trice asks me if i'm going to the winter social for sure.... when i said yes... she kinda got this look in her eyes... n then she went to discuss something with kathy n angela... turns out... they're plotting to set me up wit this guy that they currently call Mr. Fione... aiya... iono wuts going on... ok... then... went home... hw... guitar... blog... now hw.. -_-'

    ::yesterday::
    ok... what happened... i woke up at like 10 heh... sleeping in is good... then... hw... cook lunch... back to hw... then... physical therapist appointment... umm yeah... i still dun really know wuts wrong wit my legs... heh... but i learned new ways to treat it... heh...n new ways to tape... came home... eat dinner... prepare to go to bobo's house for study group... heh... each time it just gets more n more disorganized... everyone wuz hyper hyper hyper... hahahahaha... we got minimal studying done... then bobo, jenna, angela, n buddy were studying for english... iono wut planet david wuz on... hahaha... i studied a lil more wit out them... but gave up... heh... then we all went upstairs n angela wuz working on her computer hw... then later went home... heh... i actually had sinus/algergies/ididn'tknowifiwuzgettinsick the whole day... (thats y i wuz kinda sniffing @ bobo's house... heh... he thot i wuz cryin..) but then yeah.. so i wuz supposed to finish off the rest of my hw (i know we had a 5 day weekend... i suck) but due to the fact that my sinuses hurt n i had a dull headache i just took 2 tylenols n went to sleep... hahaha... vapor rub is very good...

    Tuesday, November 11, 2003

    hahaha... i got this song off of sesame street long time ago..... hahaha it just popped into my head cuz i went driving today....

    lets go driving in an automobile
    lets take a ride in the car
    listen to the engine go vroom vroom vroom
    as we travel near n far...

    vroom vroom vroom vroom vroom vroom vroom vroom
    vroom vroom vroom vroom vroom vroom vroom
    vroom vroom vroom vroom vroom vroom vroom vroom
    vroom vroom vroom vroom vroom vroom

    lets go driving in an automobile
    lets take a ride in the car
    listen to the horn go beep beep beep
    as we travel near n far

    beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep
    beep beep beep beep beep beep beep
    beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep
    beep beep beep beep beep beep beep

    hahaha... iono... i'm just being weird... hahaha..

    today... woke up at like 7 wuz supposed to iron my parade uniform but became lazy... so i didn't... heh... my sash wuz wrinkled... ok... then... i woulda gotten to school earlier... but like my mom kept going back into the house for last minute instructions to my sis n bro who were staying at home... ok... parade... it wuz ok... dude... the cymbols started cutting into my hands like after the first 5 minutes i wuz there... it wuz pretty pathetic.... hahaha... i skrewed up so many times... but shh... no one knows... cuz i wuz the only cymbol there.. hahaha... gotta stop skrewin up cuz kathy is gonna join me next parade... then afterwards... wanted to change into normal clothes so i wuz changing... turns out the bus left so me, angela, n liz walked to greenhouse... hahaha... went to jack in the box... marching untis ppl were still there so it wuz all good... hahaha... angela had to leave so i hung out wit liz for a lil while eating lunch... then... went home... went online... messed wit a lil javascript-ish stuff... then... talking for a lil while... then YAY!! I GOT TO GO DRIVING!! hen it started out ok... then O_O he made me go on the freeway.... man... making that left turn onto the freeway ramp at marina blvd is DANGEROUS!! then freeway.. o man... very nerve wracking... heh... went to cosco to pump gas... hahaha... first time i've ever done that... it wuzn't that bad... then... backing up alongside the curb... i suck... then FREEWAY AGAIN!! O_O ... o man... changing lanes is sooo scary... i can't seem to keep the car strait while turing around to look behind me for cars... man... kept changing lanes over n over again on the freeway... sooo nerve wracking i thot i wuz gonna have a heart attack.. heh... not good if ur the driver.. O_o i missed crashing into other cars by very little soo many times... that wuz very desturbing... then... when it wuz all over.. i got to drive home... that wuz the best part... except for the one left turn that i forgot to signal then forgot to turn... o_O that wuz weird... then i totally skrewed up a 3 pt turn... heh.... but... yay!!! i got my certificate... hahaha i can get my licence now... that is if i feel like i'm not gonna fail... hahaha... probably got to practice more... dude driving at night is sooo scary... everything is sooo dark.. n the lights r sooo bright... can't see properly... iono... *sigh*... i'm such a bad driver... whatever... ok then came home... ate dinner... came on to blog about my freaky driving experience... must do hw now... argh!!! elaine is crazy crazy crazy... give us 4 essays to do this weekend.... hahaha... its a good think i got to kick n choke her yesterday... hahahah j/k... judo is so fun...especially if ur english teacher goes... then u have an excuse for attacking... hahahaha... newayz... yes hw... -_-'

    Monday, November 10, 2003

    ~undying love-mark altrogge~

    grace grace to all who love the Lord Jesus Christ
    with an undying love
    grace grace to all who love the Lord Jesus Christ
    with an undying love

    give me an undying love for You
    Lord won't You set my heart aflame
    with a passion for Your Name

    give me an undying love for You
    Lord won't you take me to the cross
    i count it all as loss
    please burn away the dross
    so that nothing else remains
    but an undying love for You
    an undying love

    today... woke up... did hw... then wuz confused... so i went online to ask ppl questions... then hahaha... then got distracted... wuz talking online... then... went to go cook lunch... then practiced a lil guitar... more hw... hahah... then hahaha...i actually went shopping today... hahaha... i almost never go shopping... we went to marina square... walking back n forth btwn the different stores... hahaha... looking for the perfect red t-shirts for christmas program... hahaha... i hope that the ones we got were ok... hahah... then... went to judo... heh... elaine wuz there... haha... she tied a brown belt... n this other guy tied a purple belt... but then when we lined up... O_O heh.. i wuz somehow highest rank... i wuz like wut?! heh... we were practicing... arm bars n throws n blocks... -_-... samuel wuz being evil... punched me right in the mouth really hard... -_- newayz... elaine drove me n my siblings back home... ate dinner... kinda did a retarded thing for data for bio lab... heh... iono... cuz like iono wut to put for data... so heh... if it wuzn't required i hope she gives me extra credit ^_^... heh... i'm such an over-achiever in bio... =P i am sooo happy with the grade i got in that class... heh... parade tomorrow... gonna b there super early cuz my mom has to work... o well... i'll just hang out... mebe some hw... heh... does ne1 wanna come early to keep me company??? =D hahahah....

    Sunday, November 09, 2003

    oo yeah... hehe... alysia said that one of her cv friends who runs xc wuz supposed to come introduce himself to me =D hahaha.... no one came up to me yesterday... awww.... n alysia said he wuz cute too =P heh... missed out on a chance to meet a cute guy... hahaha... but i did see that hott varsity guy... but i wuzn't crazy enough to go find him later... hahaha... iono... newayz... hahaha... hey alysia is he availible??? hahaha... newayz... incase ne1 is wondering.... no i'm not desperate... n i'm not looking for a b/f... i'm just messing around... just being crazy rite now cuz iono... i'm just being silly... =D

    today... went to church... pastor steve's message wuz good... then... sunday school... still learning ways to study the bible... today... learned about using things like acronyms to remember stuff... or like using the acronym SPECS to see passages more clearly...
    S=sins i need to forsake
    P=promises i can claim
    E=examples i should follow
    C=commands i must obey
    S=stumbling blocks i should avoid
    ... i guess this is good if u read a passage and think its meaningless but then re-look at it using SPECS and find something applicable... ok... then... after church... nothing much... wuz stuck at church until like 2 something cuz my mom, my sis, and my bro all had some kinda practice... after that... came home... practice guitar... then iono... i wuz tired so i took a nap... then like at 4 went back to church for christmas program practice... heh... i'm not singing in choir nemore... i get to DANCE!!! =D hahaha... very interesting experience... heh... i'm sooo uncoordinated... ~step slide cross over step slide cross over step slide~... >.< i messed up sooo many times trying to do that... hahaha... it wuz kinda funny tho... came home... umm... did stuff... came online... talkin to ppl.. trying to juice up my blog... eheh... iono... it looks weird now... but newayz... hahah GUITAR IS SUPER COOL!!! ok... then blogging...

    Saturday, November 08, 2003

    ::today::
    hahaha... dorinda woke me up at like 7:50 n wuz like... when r we supposed to get there?... n i wuz like oo crap! benny said first race started at 9 so i think we're supposed to get there at like 8... but then my sis wuz like nu-uh... first race starts at 10... heh... didn't leave the house until like 8:20ish... hahaha... then trice calls me n asked where i wuz... heh... i wuz on my way... when we got there... i wuz talking to trice n kathy... then trice kathy n i ran around bundled in trice's blanket... hahaha... actually we ran to the parking lot n we were trying to decide how we would bother jimmy law... hahaha we kept going back n forth until pastor steve told us to go into a car cuz we were not only in the cold but we were wasting energy... hahaha... we finally settled into auntie becky's van... hahaha... then we were like... who in the other van has a cell... hahaha... the only # we had wuz david's but his poor cell that we had the # to sadly didn't know how to swim so it died... heh... so newayz... we were like... who else has a phone... n then we were like ok... lets go get neiman's # hahaha... sooo crazy... then... races... it wuz ok... hahaha... during my race... i wuzn't dying but my shins were starting to hurt... then while i wuz running by the bleachers... i hear buddy say... "neiman i can't hear u!!" n then i hear neiman scream GO HOTT STUFF! hahah... soo funny.. that wuz like the only highlite of my race... everything else wuz like blah... then during varsity races... we all started going crazy... but grr.. that evil annoying trumpet guy wuz there again... heh... i think neiman wanted to kill him... newayz... hahaha... we were going crazy calling ppl in the varsity races hott stuff.... hahaha... i saw a hott cv guy... but i found out how old he is... so... o well.. hahaha.. but i still think he's hott.. =p hahaha... then got driven back to skool... heh... jimmy just tags along.. so we all end up squishing in the van... hahaha bailey had to sit on the floor... cuz the thing wuz... my parents were supposed to pick my sis n i at hayward high n i wuz supposed to ask if we could take jimmy to bart... but like since that didn't happen... yeah... we ended up squishing... heh.. after we get to skool jimmy ends up getting a ride from jenn to the bart sation... so i didn't have to drive him... then... came home... did stuff... practice guitar... stared at hw but didn't do nethin... practice more guitar... then... posted for yesterday.... more guitar... (i'm kinda addicted can't u tell? i just can't play complete songs)... then came back on... blogging n talking to ppl...

    ::yesterday::
    woke up... US history... umm... doing my english vocab art hw... mandarin... still doing the vocab art hw... heh... i'm sooo bad... then english... hahah... I FINISHED IT!!! so... turned in the hw... n then had vocab test... which i didn't study for at all cuz *ahem* forgot to print out the definitions... blah... newayz... then health... >_< CPR test!! heh... o well i got 100% for that... its all good... then... pre-calc... i went to sleep again... so bored... so tired... stopped caring... then bio... heh... jenna wuz running around saying she wuz gonna fail the bio quiz n wuz asking other ppl if they were gonna fail the bio quiz... then she asked me... n i wuz like... "wut.... bio... quiz...?" then she told me... "u r gonna fail ur bio quiz"... so... go into class... turn in hw... then johnny wuz like... oo look its the bio quiz... i wuz like forrealz??? but wuz like wutever... it better b easy.. so i walk back to my seat to stare blankly at my stupid notes... then she made us put away all our notes n take the quiz... since nothing wuz going in my brain newayz i didn't care... the first few questions were like freakin easy so i wuz just like... lalalala.. until i got to short answer... then i wuz like... O CRAP! heh... i hecka made things up... or so i thot... hahaha... i finished off my quiz n wuz like... skrew that... n turned it in... then after class... PILL wuz grading bobo's paper n when she said his score he wuz like super happy... then i asked about my score... i'm happy... but newayz... heh.. must defeat her seating chart... must switch wit johnny... DAVID!! MOVE BACK TO UR OLD SEAT!!! hahah... we're soo bad... ok... then SALT... i really gotta start bringing my binder to SALT... revive cool songs that we used to sing but don't sing nemore... heh.. then... xc... didn't do much.. we were waiting for dorinda... but apparently she wuzn't there... miss dyer did 2 short sections from her play... then we just ended up talking... then after skool... i wuz in my mom's office... heh... i went online n wuz like looking up stuff n trying to learn html... hahaha... i think i understand more now... but i'm still kinda not sure... hahah... gotta play around wit it a lil more... then came home... practice guitar.. fun fun fun... ok... then... i wuz doing other stuff n like around 5 my parents were like... no u can't go to lc... blah... it wuzn't my fault tho... so i went online n wuz like telling ppl who i told i wuz comming to lc that i probably couldn't go... heh... then later i kinda bugged my parents n they finally gave in so i wuz able to go...so... i called up trice n she said she would meet me at lc in like 20 min.... so i go to lc... n then... andrew(a) wuz like ITS ALL UR FAULT PATRICE ISN'T COMMING!! i wuz like... yeah she is... heh... so i wuz talking to him n wondering how i would strategic sit so trice would b able to easily spot me n the seat i saved for her when she came in...n so andrew pulls up another chair next to the emply one next to him... n he wuz like... sit here.... n then during worship... heh... ever few minutes me n andrew would turn around looking for trice... n the one time we didn't turn around she came... hahah.. n then like for let the walls fall down... the didn't move the transparency... n like i couldn't see... n andrew told me to stand in front of him... n i did for a while but iono... then i had a bright idea... hahah stand on the chair!!! so i didn't have to stand infront of andrew... soo..trice n i stood on our chairs for the whole song... sooo funny... but we got down afterwards tho... hahaha... >.< being trained by andrew to b a ninja... hahaha.. him n his ninja reflexes... heh... him n buddy n their double teaming.. makes me paranoid... then... later jenna n trice were playin piano n wuz watching them cuz i can't play... hahah... jenna wuz asking me if the cool stuff she wuz doin made me wanna learn piano... hahaha... i think i'll just stick wit guitar for now... seems easier... guitar is fun fun fun... sooo cool.. hahaha... i'm sooo addicted to guitar... i practice even tho i don't have time to... heh... if that even makes sense... newayz... after that went home... went to sleep cuz xc the next day....

    Thursday, November 06, 2003

    today... US history... man.. i think tommy turned in my hw wit his desturbing little comments on them... o well... i hope mr. choy doesn't see it... or at least he can recognize that it isn't my handwriting... newayz... after that.. mandarin... hahaha... i wuzn't paying attention again... blah... wut is wrong wit me... i must b catching senior-itis b4 my senior yr O_o.. i'm a bad girl... ok... english... working on gramar -_- we haven't done that in a while... i feel very stupid... -_-... neways... then lunch... hahaha... singing different anamaniacs songs with christina... sooo funny... then we were saying how well ppl could learn history science geography and math with the songs.... then we were saying how ppl would start singing it in their brain during the SAT IIs n like start bobing their head or bounce in their seat or sway side to side while taking the test... hahaha... it wuz soooo funny!!! then pre-calc... i forgot the equations for the last pg!!!! dude... sooo bad... i failed... blah.... n like i took the maximum time too... blah... then i wuz late for bio... sooo pissed off at myself... not really paying attention to PILL explain lab... cuz i came in half way... blah... but then... when lab started.. i decided to forget about math... hahaha... it wuz kinda fun... hahah... me jenna angela buddy david n luke separated ourselves into 2 groups of 3 n we were like... bobo... we already have enough ppl... go find ur own group... hahaha.. all of us including byron ended up being just one giant blob of a group... hahaha... stumpy funnels... newayz... the stuff stank... n like afterwards i kept smelling it... blek... hahah... at the end when the bell rang... we were all like ok bobo... clean it up... hahaha... but then i'm gonna help him on write up so it wuz fair trade off... well kinda... then chapel... hahah... sharon's dad spoke on s*x things on s*x hahah... fill in your own vowels... hahahaha... really interesting message... then xc... blah... no access to tape... cuz like slim's room wuz locked up... n lester kinda didn't have his keys... so benny made me a timer... hahaha... n i kinda didn't know wut i wuz doing as some ppl could tell... eheh... so embarassing... grr... neiman is soo evil... he keeps comming to me to ask y i'm not running and then he says that my injury isn't nething... >=| i should go break one of his legs oneday then he will know how it feels to wanna run but can't cuz it hurts!!! blah to him... but then breaking his leg is kinda extreme... hmm... mebe i'll ask michelle what she will let me do to him... ok neways...afterwards... marching units... looking for a skirt cuz that wuz the only uniform part i wuz missing... asside from black buttons... mebe i shoulda stocked up... cuz i break buttons... but yeah... DUDE KIM!!! SUPER SKINNINESS!!! man.. n/c on wut happened... cuz we were looking for skirts together... then... we practiced marching n playing music.. =*( last parade that i'm allowed to wing my cymbol part... heh... elena made me swear that i will memorize my music from now on... *sigh*... o well... at least i have kathy to keep me company in cymbols now... =T must write out cadance 4... ok...then... came home... did hw... evil bio lab write up... heh.. i'm just sooo stupid today... by brain isn't functioning... newayz... i didn't understand a whole bunch of stuff... DAVID!!! I GIVE U MAD PROPS!!! hahah... he got skillz... explained everything to me n i wuz like... oooooo i get it now!!! blah... i'm just an idiot... well... yeah.. finished the write up... came here to blog... then must resume hw.. -_-'

    Wednesday, November 05, 2003

    i wuz supposed to wake up at like 5 today to do my hw cuz i wuz tired last nite... but like i kinda didn't wake up till like 7 n wuz like... O CRAP!!! heh... so i ran to my comp n turned it on n started working on my english outline off the top of my head cuz like i forgot my notes at school... i didn't finish it until like 7:40something... n then i wus like... aiya! so i ended up rushing around n actually got to school just in the nick of time... heh... ok... US history... umm... study hall??? finished up some hw... then mandarin... bombed another quiz... blahness... man... do i really wanna b a good girl or give into peer pressure? blah... ok... then english... working on intros to our essay... man... my outline sucked tho so i couldn't get nething onto my paper... blahness... then i went to a doctor appointment... finally... discussed my shin splint problem... then she said she wuz gonna recomend me to the orthopedic department aka the place where they deal wit sports injuries... *sigh*... iono... at least she didn't yell at me to stop running... ok... then came back to school... blahness pre-calc... nothing much... we have a test tomorrow... i should study a couple of formulas... i need to get over a 100% to maintain my trend... heh... wutever tho... then bio... hahaha... did worksheet again... hahah... we just like rushed thru it... then i wuz looking at this paper that jenna had n wuz trying to say wut the color of the word was w/o reading the word... heh... i could do it... just slowly... then miss chu wuz like... "ur doing it too slow... u need to do it faster" so we were like.. "u do it then!!!" n everytime she would find an excuse... we finally got her to do it... then she messed up like super lots of times... newayz... after that... SALT... it wuz ok... hahaha... carl forgot his guitar... n he wuz like asking ryan tsang n like mrs. wong wuz like ooo caroline has one... heh... i have a weird guitar tho... but eventually i brought it in.... hahaha... i gave it to him n he started playing a couple of chords n wuz like... "this is fine"... i wuz like O_O... man... i can barely play on my own guitar n all he does is picks it up n adapt to it... man... soooo professional... newayz... then xc... still using Slim's tape... =/... i feel weird using sooo much tho... but he said its 4 pe department so its ok... its for us students newayz... ran like 2 miles... kinda still in depressed mode... so i ran n even when i started hurting... i pushed harder... forced myself to run n sprint at the end of the 2 miles... aw... kevin tom's soo swt... hahahah... afterschool... when i wuz talking to him... he offered to get me some tape =)... ok... then after that... GUITAR!!!!! hahaha... fun fun!! learning cool stuff for "Not Be Shaken" ... some of it is kinda hard tho.... hahaha... my pinky is too short!!! i can't reach some of the stuff wit my pinky... but then the other problem is my guitar neck is kinda thick n fat too... heh... ooo yeah... n he taught me how to read chord tablature(however u spell that)... i kinda get it... hahah... then we were talking about picks n he said i needed to b cool n start bringing my pick wit me wherever i go... heh... i would hope i don't lose my only good pick if i did that... heh... newayz... after that... kinda made an appointment wit mr. fung to get my last 2 hrs of behind the wheel drivers training... i dun like driving wit him tho cuz like after a while i discover he's pressing the gas for me so all i ever do is press the brakes... heh... o well... mebe after this my dad'll take me driving too... ok... then... came home... practiced a lil more guitar... then hw... then now blog...

    Tuesday, November 04, 2003

    ...*sigh*...
    newayz... this morning... US history... had a chapter quiz... thx tommy!!! hahaha... witout his help on my study guide... i think i woulda failed... then mandarin... nothing much... then english... outlining... heh.. we have an outline on an essay due tomorrow n i barely know wut happened in the book... i'm so skrewd... then precalc... boring as always... then bio... i used to wanna switch seats to get away from that *ahem* person... but now we're all scattered... booo... poor buddy n jenna... they got stuck in the front... heh... i sooo wuz not paying attention today... hahah.. then PILL asks a question n calls on me... i think she thot i knew the answer cuz MOST of the time i do... iono... i know wutever i remember from life science... hahah dr. siu's class.. actually... iono.. he never taught us nething but weird science songs... hahah.. i think its cuz i wuz actually a good student back then n actually doing my hw even tho he never really reads wut u write... newayz... so i start rambling n got half the question correct... heh... n as always... whenever i ramble an answer in bio... mrs carlson starts laughing at me... newayz... after i totally make a fool of myself... she wispers to me wut the answer really is... hahahah... i get it!!!! newayz... after that study hall... we fill out useless surveys for colleges... then... xc... i'm like still totally out of tape... got some from slim... didn't wanna steal too much of his tape so i only wraped once around... sprints r good... i'm not that fast but sprints r good... didn't start hurting until like the 6th or 7th one... first just a lil bit on my right shin... i didn't think much about it tho... cuz sprints r good... then i started to have super sharp pain on my left ankle... hurt hurt hurt... so then i skipped 2 n ended up running the last one... then marching units.. YAY!!! kathy joined cymbols... fun fun... just that now i can't b bad n wing it nemore... ok... i'll learn to b a good girl n b disciplined like kathy n learn everything count for count... heh... newayz... hahah... we were practicing out in the field... crash choke!!! hahahah... sooo funny... then we watched drill team while we were practicing... hahahaha... some of them can't do push-ups... hahah... then we told keven... n when the guyz were marching back he told them wut we said... n then we were like O_O ... hahah... soo funny tho... newayz... later... we were looking for uniform parts... hahah... i actually wuzn't sure if i still had uniform parts from last yr so i wuz picking out uniforms n giving them to kathy... then... practice wit the rest of the group.. heh... got yelled at by elena cuz i didn't know my parade set 2 music... actually i know the first part... i just dunno the second half... heh... ok then... went home... searched for all my old uniform... discovered... all i'm missing is a skirt!yay for me... thats all i'll have to look for tomorrow... i hope there are skirts left that fit me... they're either too long... or too skinny... iono... mebe that just comes wit being short n stumpy... can't find things that fit... newayz.... after that... practiced guitar... aiya... i still can't play "Draw Me Close"... but yay! i can play "Glory Honor Power"... not that well tho... but i can play it.. heh... i think my timing is a lil off tho... ok... then start sum hw.. n then come online... freak out about an assignment... then blog...

    Monday, November 03, 2003

    ~stacie orrico- more to life~

    There's gotta be more to life...
    Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
    Cause the more that I'm...
    Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
    Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
    Than wanting more

    ... theres moe to the song... i just didn't put it up...

    i am depressed.............
    newayz.... ok... today... US history.. presidents quiz... did ok... then mandarin... didn't do much... then english... compariston on analytical essays vs. book reviews... then health... did CPR... then pre-calc... boring... then bio... learned about stuff... don't remeber... then SALT... then PE sign ups... iono... then the depressing part... *sigh* i'm out of tape... n i can't get nemore cuz i got in trouble wit my parents... they don't like the amount of tape i use... i don't like the amount of tape i use either... but like thats wut miss dyer says i hafta do when i run if i wanna keep running... but now that my parents say i can't get nemore tape... that means no running for me... that means i'm just gonna half to tough it out when i run... or not run... but the thing is... i wanna finish up the season... *sniff* what now... y!!!!! i wish i didn't have problems like shin splints... =/ =(... blah... *sigh* i wanna race this sat!!! i need to race this sat!!! where to get athletic tape... that is a whole new question... argh!!! =*[ ....

    Sunday, November 02, 2003

    hahaha.... i'm sooo stupid... whatever... newayz... i went to sleep at line 1 last nite cuz i wuz finishing up my dumb SALT essay... man... evil miss choi made it either due today in her box or b4 8:30 tomorrow morning... i'm one of those ppl who can't risk waiting to turn it in tomorrow morning cuz like if i'm late i'm skrewd... newayz... i got up at like 8 something... did some stuff.... went to go watch my brother belt test for kung fu... dude... he's always testing... n always getting a new belt... woah... some kids shattered the board they were supposed to break... it wuz crazy... newayz... i came to church for second hr sunday skool... we learned about studying the bible by choosing wut is a principle wut is a promise n wut is a weapon... n like applying it... then wuz talking to sum friends n watchin like collin cordell buddy derrell n michel eng mess wit bobo... heh... he got a glob of cream on his face... hahah... iono exactly wut wuz goin on but yeah... it wuz weird... then turned in my paper for SALT later... ok... here's the stupid part... i thot that there wuz choir practice cuz daz wut my sis told me... but cuz i kinda lost my paper i couldn't double check... dude... i feel so foolish... yeah... so i wuz kinda stuck at church... had to call my parents... but my phone only has one bar of battery left... i hope it doesn't die.... heh... must get home... i woulda walked... but... another stupid thing... i actually forgot my keys today... i almost like never forget my keys... argh!!!! i'm just soooo stupid today....

    Saturday, November 01, 2003

    ok... since my last post i have succeeded in finishing off my dumb bio hw... practice guitar... n stare at the stupid mark in my bio book made by the teacher... grr... wut happened wuz that yesterday during study hall me n jenna went all the way to rm 16 to bug about a couple really crazy bio problem... so... she starts explaining... n she gets carried away... n so she just keeps scribbling on the paper i let her use... n then all of a sudden she started writing on my book... N SHE WRITES FREAKIN DARK TOO!!! so i did wut wuz the easiest option for me to do... i pretended i wuz gonna cry n wuz like "u wrote in my book" ={ in this really whiny voice... hahaha... i think jenna wuz laughing at me... but like PILL wuz like O.O "o no i'm sorry"... n then started to try to erase it... blah... its still there... n it won't come out... grrr her... but heh... i think i made her feel guilty... heh...

    newayz... i think i'm gonna like switch off btwn blog n xanga... depends how i feel...

    bored... gotta relieve my fried brain.... SAT II wuz evil!!! newayz... i stole this off of trice's xanga....

    Name: caroline
    Nicknames: caroLINE(does that count? its just emphasizing the line part heh) caro, line, c-line, enilorac... other things i dun remember..,
    B-day: 5/22 hahah... jenna is 3 months older than me!!!
    Height: heh... no comment... if u really want to know ask me...
    Hair color: it wuz black... hahah... but now its chlorine bleached brown.. hahaha... all that swimming...
    Is your hair long or short: i think its long
    Eye Color: dark brown
    Location now: SLZ
    Siblings: big sis n lil bro
    Parents married/divorced: married
    Who are your closest friends: it would sound really weird if i wrote it here... they should know who they r...
    Who makes you laugh the most?: iono...
    Who knows the most about you?: hm.... iono... mebe my sis.. or deborah...

    WHO WAS CRUSHIN IN:
    Kindergarten: nobody
    1st Grade: no1
    2nd Grade: no1
    3rd Grade: no1
    4th Grade: no1
    5th Grade: no1
    6th Grade: no1
    7th Grade: =P
    8th Grade: =P
    9th Grade: heh.. =}
    10th Grade: i don't think there wuz ne1....=]
    Boy/girlfriend status: SBC = single by choice... hahaha...

    OTHER STUFF ABOUT U:
    Do you have a job: i had one... i got laid off!!! heh... j/k
    What are you scared of: hm... getting poked by andrew!!! hahaha j/k
    Who's your role model: em... iono
    Most interesting thing you've done this summer: swim team!! fun fun
    What store do you shop at the most: iono...
    Have you ever done any drugs: hahaha... wuts ur def?? ^_~ j/k... never done real drugs...
    Do you collect anything: not that i am conscious of... mebe junk tho... heh...
    Are you a ditz: i hope not...

    HAVE U EVER:
    Been in love?: nope
    Lied?: yeah..
    Cheated on a test?: =/
    Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend?: never had one... how could i?
    Tied your shoes together?: i mighta... just to be weird...
    Eaten something with a lot of fat?: hahah all the time... =p

    FEELINGS INSIDE:
    Worst Feeling in the world: iono...
    Can you define love?: it can b a lot of things...
    Parents?: they're ok
    Are you ticklish?: yah... thats y andrew scares me...

    SEX:
    1st thing you notice about the opposite sex: appearances....
    Who is your best friend of the opposite sex?: iono
    What do you look for in the opposite sex: some1 who would still like me n care for me despite my flaws... someone who sees me from the inside out...
    What does the opposite sex not know about you: a lot of things...

    NIGHTY NITE:
    What do you wear to bed: pj's
    What's your bed time: whenever i'm done wit hw... or... if i dun got hw... iono... depends...
    Is there a TV in your room: very funny...
    the last thing you do before you fall asleep: actually i dun really know... depends...
    How many schools have you been to: 1... ccs all the way...
    Are you passive or aggressive: heh... i really think i depends tho sum ppl think i'm aggressive...
    Vanilla or chocolate: probably chocolate
    Would you rather be hot or cold: heh... i dun handle extremes very well... iono... mebe cold...
    What is your curfew: i dun really think i have one... my parents trust me enough to b responsible...

    FRIENDS:
    Person you can trust the most: not sure
    What is the best quality of a friend: someone who listens when i scream about different things...
    What friend do you have the most fun with: depends wut i'm doing... =P
    Name your friends: they should know who they r

    RANDOMNESS:
    If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be?: iono... be smarter?? heh...
    Have you ever tried to kill yourself: i considered it as an option b4... but then figured ppl would probably think i wuz really stupid if i did...
    Do you know anyone who SERIOUSLY wanted to kill themselves?: mebe...
    Do you wear a watch?: yep
    Did/Do you have braces?: nope
    Do you believe in God?: yes
    Do you believe in love at first sight?: no
    What color tooth brush do you use?: hm... it has a lot of colors...
    Is the glass half empty or half full: it depends on how much water wuz in it to begin wit b4 u looked at it... but newayz... it doesn't matter...


    hmm... i believe as always... i have complicated everything... i notice i have really long answers... blah... iono y i'm like that...

    Guitars Rock My World & GOD Rocks My Everything