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You are a drumstick.

Absolutely insane. That is how most would describe you. You aren't afraid to take risks, and enjoy putting yourself in strange situations. Most people hang out with you because of your hilarious sense of humour. You light up any bad situation, and can help all of your friends with their problems, except for your own. Because of this, you enjoy being around people like you. Many shut you out for your very weird, random personality, but honestly, you shouldn't care.

Most compatible with: Guitar, and another drumstick.

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The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to obedience and warmth. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.
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Friday, December 31, 2004

heh.. its pretty interesting how my music preference has changed over the years... hehe.. thinking back when i wuz a lil meazly middle schooler i wuz so anti secular music... but i guess i've learned to accept it... its funny... but then again... even tho a tune is catchy.. or its up beat w/ a lot of guitar... a song is nothing w/o meaning... n the meaning lay in the lyrics... but everyone who read lyrics or listen to the song is different.. so it can mean so many different things... so... i guess i've learned not to judge a song by its music type... i guess... recently... i've been thinking really hard about my decision on the major i put for UCLA... if ur one of my close friends... u would know what i put... and i guess... while i wuz thinking about my reasons for wanting to go into that major... this song just jumped out at me and spoke to me...

Numb

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes

[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you

[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
and every second I waste is more than I can take

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be

if u don't like that song... well.. thats ur problem not mine... to me... in a way thats sorta how i feel... but somehow... i don't know how i can express it into the necessary essay for my LA application...

<---> at 1:58 AM

Saturday, December 25, 2004

i got the coolest present ever... hahaha... lemony snicket... a series of unfortunate events... hahaha... no... not the movie... the book... i got the coolest bro ever... now... my mission is to collect the series...

<---> at 2:53 PM

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

ok... so... interesting day today... well not really... not till later... so... i wuz at the library... i saw mrs. chan n collin... but thats besides the point... i have no idea why collin wuz there... newayz... i wuz looking for books... n then... like totally randomly a guy came up to me... i'm guessing he wuz like a middle or high schooler... not sure... i can never tell... everyone is taller n looks older than me... he comes up to me n wuz like do u know wut this means... the problem he shows me is... -(-3)... hahaha... i wuz thinking... omg.. thats so friggin easy how old is this guy... but i'm not mean... so i wuz like.. o yea... its a negative of a negative 3 and when a negative times a negative it equals positive... n he wuz like.. o so its positive 3?... n i wuz like.. yea... n then he goes on to the next problem... -(5)... so thats negative 5?... me->yea... then the next problem... -(-9)... so thats a positive 9?... me->yea... then he wuz ooo ok thanks... n he just walked off.. heh... that wuz interesting.. thank goodness ccs drills math into u early... we're not clueless ppl... hahaha... ok.. then went to the jungs house for dinner... really fun... after dinner... bryce derek samuel n dorinda were playing sorry while i wuz talking to auntie linda... but later... i wuz watching their game.. o man.. it wuz insane... bryce n samuel decided to team up against dorinda... n so instead of trying to win.. they tried as hard as they could to keep going round and round the board just to knock dorinda's peices back to start... it wuz pretty crazy... it wuz like the game would never end... hahaha... right when dorinda almost gets to the finish... they'd knock her out again... hahaha.... it wuz as they called it... "the game of sweet revenge".. hahaha... all they did wuz count the squares to perfectly plan out how they would knock dorinda out... hahahaha... that lasted forever... but yea... then dessert... HAPPY BIRTHDAY DORINDA!! hahaha... yes.. early by one day... but only one day.. what does that matter... hahahahaha...

gonna go to some place for vacation tomorrow... fun fun... gonna bring stuff to do on the ride... cd player.. check... books to read... check... kniting scandalous scarf... check.. hahaha... jk jk.. i'd probably just bring one thing... hahaha.. on to my adventure!

*coughcough* still gotta do a lot of catching up on my story n personal statement... dude... i'm getting ideas for a new story.. but i don't wanna write two stories simultaneously... too confusing.. hahaha... crazy.. too many things swimming around my head.. i need something to catch them all n sort them for me before my brain overloads.. hahahahah.. jk... *sigh*... =P

<---> at 10:05 PM

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