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Wednesday, December 31, 2003
::wedneday::
hahaha... i woke up 3 times b4 i actually got up today... hahaha... when we all finally "got up"... we made chocolate chip pancakes... they were pretty good... hahaha... i think katie's turned out the best... hahaha... alysia's were so big so it wuz still slightly gooey in some parts.. hahaha.. mine were well done but lopsided.. hahaha.. o well its just food... heh.. then... after that... amazing how we could all b so sluggish if we choose to be hahaha... newayz... we were watching tv... saved by the bell to b precise... but newayz... yeah... so while we were watching tv... i attempted to roll up my sleeping bag... man... its like so poofy... heh... took me like iono 3 tries to get it rolled up n tied up... then.. o man... the task of stuffing it into the bag... that also took forever... hahaha... i think it took almost half an hour for me to get the sleeping bag all rolled up n stuffed into the bag... *sigh* the sleeping bag is too poofy... well at least its warm.. but still... soo poofy... so uncontrolable... heh... ok... then... umm... tv n talkin until my dad picked me up... wow... how can ppl watch so much tv... owell.. came home... tried to do democracy... wanted to play guitar... but couldn't... um... went on... blogged about yesterday... no one really interesting on... researched democracy.. nothing made sense.... iono wut i'm talkin about... *sigh*... i hate the stupid democracy paper... so skrewd... ok... then... dinner.... came back on... printed tabs to this song... o man its hecka complicated... iono how i'm gonna learn it... but iono... something interesting to do.... but yeah.... still didn't get a chance to play guitar... then back to the retarded democracy paper... *sigh*... its not going newhere... if i actually had something down everytime i tried to work on it i'd probably b done by now... but iono wut i'm doing so i attempt to write it sooo many times... but i still don't have half a page... *sigh* i'm so pathetic when it comes to writing.... why do i have to do the stupid speech?!?!?!?!?! ok.. newayz... i'm "calm"... went to blog about today... n talkin to some ppl i haven't talked to in such a long time....
hahaha... i woke up 3 times b4 i actually got up today... hahaha... when we all finally "got up"... we made chocolate chip pancakes... they were pretty good... hahaha... i think katie's turned out the best... hahaha... alysia's were so big so it wuz still slightly gooey in some parts.. hahaha.. mine were well done but lopsided.. hahaha.. o well its just food... heh.. then... after that... amazing how we could all b so sluggish if we choose to be hahaha... newayz... we were watching tv... saved by the bell to b precise... but newayz... yeah... so while we were watching tv... i attempted to roll up my sleeping bag... man... its like so poofy... heh... took me like iono 3 tries to get it rolled up n tied up... then.. o man... the task of stuffing it into the bag... that also took forever... hahaha... i think it took almost half an hour for me to get the sleeping bag all rolled up n stuffed into the bag... *sigh* the sleeping bag is too poofy... well at least its warm.. but still... soo poofy... so uncontrolable... heh... ok... then... umm... tv n talkin until my dad picked me up... wow... how can ppl watch so much tv... owell.. came home... tried to do democracy... wanted to play guitar... but couldn't... um... went on... blogged about yesterday... no one really interesting on... researched democracy.. nothing made sense.... iono wut i'm talkin about... *sigh*... i hate the stupid democracy paper... so skrewd... ok... then... dinner.... came back on... printed tabs to this song... o man its hecka complicated... iono how i'm gonna learn it... but iono... something interesting to do.... but yeah.... still didn't get a chance to play guitar... then back to the retarded democracy paper... *sigh*... its not going newhere... if i actually had something down everytime i tried to work on it i'd probably b done by now... but iono wut i'm doing so i attempt to write it sooo many times... but i still don't have half a page... *sigh* i'm so pathetic when it comes to writing.... why do i have to do the stupid speech?!?!?!?!?! ok.. newayz... i'm "calm"... went to blog about today... n talkin to some ppl i haven't talked to in such a long time....
::tuesday::
okee...lesse wut happened... woke up.... cleaned room.. yes i'm very messy... nothing interesting... clean room takes forever... ooo i remember wut happened now... heh... i wuz cleaning then... i noticed something... i wuz like where's my guitar pick... o man... so scary i started freakin out... cuz i wuz like... o no my precious guitar pick is missing!!! man i wuz going sooo crazy... n my bro didn't help a bit... he kept singing about how i lost my guitar pick to the tune of "kumbaya"... o man... it drove me nuts... cuz not only did i lose my pick... i couldn't think back to where i put it cuz he kept singing... n the more i told him to b quiet the more he laughed... *sigh* brothers... heh... ok... then finally i found it... o man i wuz soooo relieved... my bro wuz still laughing at me... n so just to mess wit him cuz nething "mushy" makes him squirm... soooooo.... wut i did... wuz... yes... i started kissin my pick... hahaha... i know i'm crazy... i wuz going so crazy... then my bro started sing, again to the tune of kumbaya... "my er jie(second sister) is so crazy cuz she is kissing her pick" o man... newayz... after all that "drama" wuz over... resumed cleanin... ok... then... at like iono 6ish... went to alysia's house... hung around until everyone got there... then went to hacienda to watch mona lisa smile... it wuz pretty good.. iono how good... somethings to think about tho from the movie... but newayz.. if u ask me if it wuz the best... well i've seen better movies... i can't say wut wuz in the movie cuz then it would spoil it for whoever wants to go see it... newayz... went back to alysia's house hung around talked... looked at alysia's scrap book... very interesting... didn't know 99% of the ppl there... hahaha... she had a pic of me n i don't even know when she took it... so long ago... hahaha... newayz... then... we set up our "camp" in her family room... hahha... air matresses r very interesting... hahaha... katie wuz like... "its like a water bed.. 'cept not... cuz its not filled w/ water" hahaha... so funny... yes... an air matress is very interesting to sleep on... ok.. then we watched "lil secrets" or wutever it wuz called... heh... i forgot... it wuz interesting... this girl who opened a business of being a keeper of secrets... all the lil kids in the town would come to her to tell her their secrets that they couldn't tell ne1 but needed to tell someone... then some new neighbors moved into the house next door and one of the sons who wuz 2 yrs younger than her had a huge crush on her but becuz she wuz such a hard core violinist... he worked hard to win her heart by becoming a pianist... well... newayz... i'm totally going out of order... but yeah... the point wuz about secrets... hahaha... she learned in the end that some secrets rn't meant to be kept... ect ect.... oo... wut i thot wuz cool wuz there wuz this lil kid who wanted to dig to china but then he changed his mission cuz he found some bones... hahaha... in the end... they showed him diging up the bones of i think a T-rex very interesting... hahaha... ok... enough of the movie... which probably doesn't make sense the way i told it... hahaha... ok... then... talkin... went to sleep at like iono 2 or 3 dun remember...
okee...lesse wut happened... woke up.... cleaned room.. yes i'm very messy... nothing interesting... clean room takes forever... ooo i remember wut happened now... heh... i wuz cleaning then... i noticed something... i wuz like where's my guitar pick... o man... so scary i started freakin out... cuz i wuz like... o no my precious guitar pick is missing!!! man i wuz going sooo crazy... n my bro didn't help a bit... he kept singing about how i lost my guitar pick to the tune of "kumbaya"... o man... it drove me nuts... cuz not only did i lose my pick... i couldn't think back to where i put it cuz he kept singing... n the more i told him to b quiet the more he laughed... *sigh* brothers... heh... ok... then finally i found it... o man i wuz soooo relieved... my bro wuz still laughing at me... n so just to mess wit him cuz nething "mushy" makes him squirm... soooooo.... wut i did... wuz... yes... i started kissin my pick... hahaha... i know i'm crazy... i wuz going so crazy... then my bro started sing, again to the tune of kumbaya... "my er jie(second sister) is so crazy cuz she is kissing her pick" o man... newayz... after all that "drama" wuz over... resumed cleanin... ok... then... at like iono 6ish... went to alysia's house... hung around until everyone got there... then went to hacienda to watch mona lisa smile... it wuz pretty good.. iono how good... somethings to think about tho from the movie... but newayz.. if u ask me if it wuz the best... well i've seen better movies... i can't say wut wuz in the movie cuz then it would spoil it for whoever wants to go see it... newayz... went back to alysia's house hung around talked... looked at alysia's scrap book... very interesting... didn't know 99% of the ppl there... hahaha... she had a pic of me n i don't even know when she took it... so long ago... hahaha... newayz... then... we set up our "camp" in her family room... hahha... air matresses r very interesting... hahaha... katie wuz like... "its like a water bed.. 'cept not... cuz its not filled w/ water" hahaha... so funny... yes... an air matress is very interesting to sleep on... ok.. then we watched "lil secrets" or wutever it wuz called... heh... i forgot... it wuz interesting... this girl who opened a business of being a keeper of secrets... all the lil kids in the town would come to her to tell her their secrets that they couldn't tell ne1 but needed to tell someone... then some new neighbors moved into the house next door and one of the sons who wuz 2 yrs younger than her had a huge crush on her but becuz she wuz such a hard core violinist... he worked hard to win her heart by becoming a pianist... well... newayz... i'm totally going out of order... but yeah... the point wuz about secrets... hahaha... she learned in the end that some secrets rn't meant to be kept... ect ect.... oo... wut i thot wuz cool wuz there wuz this lil kid who wanted to dig to china but then he changed his mission cuz he found some bones... hahaha... in the end... they showed him diging up the bones of i think a T-rex very interesting... hahaha... ok... enough of the movie... which probably doesn't make sense the way i told it... hahaha... ok... then... talkin... went to sleep at like iono 2 or 3 dun remember...
Monday, December 29, 2003
today... nothin interesting... woke up... hw hw hw... finished another thing.. yay!! then... comp skrewd up.. wouldn't work... so i went n hid n practiced guitar... came back later n did more hw... man... stupid essay... i hate lions club speeches... bleh... so i gave up... did bio research.. nothing promising yet... then... bleh... man... so much to do so lil time to do it... heh... newayz.. hahaha... currently trying to learn one of michelle branch's songs... amazing if u listen hard enough n concentrate on only the guitar... u can actually figure out part of her strum pattern... hahah... well.. it works... kinda... at least it sounds sort of the same.. hahaha...
Your soul is bound to the White Rose: The
Pure.
"I've been waiting in the dark for a long
time, shining my beacon of hope through the
shadow. If you see me, don't you hide your
eyes from me."
The White Rose is associated with purity, honor,
and chastity. It is governed by the goddess
Artemis and its sign is The Cross, or Agape.
As a White Rose, you are a person of your word.
You may have a strong moral code, but
regardless of your virtue, you always stay true
to yourself. To you, love is the most pure of
emotional forms and it's just a matter of
waiting for it to bless you. Some people may
say you are too idealistic, but it's only
because you don't want to mess things up.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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white rose... the prettiest type of rose there is... =D
Pure.
"I've been waiting in the dark for a long
time, shining my beacon of hope through the
shadow. If you see me, don't you hide your
eyes from me."
The White Rose is associated with purity, honor,
and chastity. It is governed by the goddess
Artemis and its sign is The Cross, or Agape.
As a White Rose, you are a person of your word.
You may have a strong moral code, but
regardless of your virtue, you always stay true
to yourself. To you, love is the most pure of
emotional forms and it's just a matter of
waiting for it to bless you. Some people may
say you are too idealistic, but it's only
because you don't want to mess things up.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
brought to you by Quizilla
white rose... the prettiest type of rose there is... =D
Sunday, December 28, 2003
::sudnay::
ok woke up... ate breakfast... checked out... then.. drove all the way to the snow... sooo cold!!! neways... yeah... didn't do much... the snow wuz too icy... so all we did wuz kinda take pictures... then... went to costco to pick up some stuff... drove back to the pong's appartment for lunch.. hahaha... all the lil kids were excited cuz we got pizza... oo yes.. n kallie prayed for lunch.. soooo cute =P hahah... ok.. during lunch.. haha... bonnie wuz sitting wit dorinda n samuel wuz sitting wit william... n so bryce wuz like.. i wanna sit wit caroline... so bonnie wuz like... ooo we all have partners now... hahaha... bryce wuz being sooo crazy so william wuz like.. how do u like ur partner.. hahah... then... later iono bryce wuz being crazy again... so i started laughing... n so bryce wuz like... "hey... wutchya laughing at?" hahaha.. so because dorinda had a michevious look on her face i said..."my sister"... it wuzn't a lie... heh.. so then.. dorinda leaned over n wispered really loudly into bryce's ear... "she's laughing at me cuz i'm laughing at u" hahaha... william almost choked when she said that... hahaha... soo crazy... newayz... after lunch.. went to church... wow... compared to them.. cbc is humongous... cuz like iono the congregation looked about half the size of connection service... but i guess its also cuz they said most of the congregation consisted of college students n they were away on christmas break... newayz.. worship wuz very different... cuz they only had a piano n they sang alot of umm... well i shouldn't call it little kid songs.. but more like.. songs that i learned when i wuz just a lil kid... songs like... jesus loves me... for God so loved the world... jesus loves the lil children... stuff like that... newayz... there wuz this one song where the worship leader wuz like... "ok we r now gonna do aerobics"... i wuz like.. "umm..." hahaha.. doing this hula-ish dancing to the song... very interesting... then hahaha.. later pastor bill(uncle bill) wuz like... hahaha.. "i just lost 7 pounds rite there" hahaha... newayz... he spoke on being a family n how we are all God's adopted children n stuff like that... very interesting... then... after church.. went back to the pong's appartment.. said our goodbyes n went homeward bound... hahaha... got home... ate dinner then... hahaha... i miss playing the guitar... guitar for a while until ppl started going to sleep... then went to do my hw... then... went online to blog about my very interesting 2 days.. hahaha... yup... o yes.. n i actually wuz on at my normal time.. but someone wuzn't home... so that person couldn't talk to me.. hahaha... i think that person would know who they r... =P
ok woke up... ate breakfast... checked out... then.. drove all the way to the snow... sooo cold!!! neways... yeah... didn't do much... the snow wuz too icy... so all we did wuz kinda take pictures... then... went to costco to pick up some stuff... drove back to the pong's appartment for lunch.. hahaha... all the lil kids were excited cuz we got pizza... oo yes.. n kallie prayed for lunch.. soooo cute =P hahah... ok.. during lunch.. haha... bonnie wuz sitting wit dorinda n samuel wuz sitting wit william... n so bryce wuz like.. i wanna sit wit caroline... so bonnie wuz like... ooo we all have partners now... hahaha... bryce wuz being sooo crazy so william wuz like.. how do u like ur partner.. hahah... then... later iono bryce wuz being crazy again... so i started laughing... n so bryce wuz like... "hey... wutchya laughing at?" hahaha.. so because dorinda had a michevious look on her face i said..."my sister"... it wuzn't a lie... heh.. so then.. dorinda leaned over n wispered really loudly into bryce's ear... "she's laughing at me cuz i'm laughing at u" hahaha... william almost choked when she said that... hahaha... soo crazy... newayz... after lunch.. went to church... wow... compared to them.. cbc is humongous... cuz like iono the congregation looked about half the size of connection service... but i guess its also cuz they said most of the congregation consisted of college students n they were away on christmas break... newayz.. worship wuz very different... cuz they only had a piano n they sang alot of umm... well i shouldn't call it little kid songs.. but more like.. songs that i learned when i wuz just a lil kid... songs like... jesus loves me... for God so loved the world... jesus loves the lil children... stuff like that... newayz... there wuz this one song where the worship leader wuz like... "ok we r now gonna do aerobics"... i wuz like.. "umm..." hahaha.. doing this hula-ish dancing to the song... very interesting... then hahaha.. later pastor bill(uncle bill) wuz like... hahaha.. "i just lost 7 pounds rite there" hahaha... newayz... he spoke on being a family n how we are all God's adopted children n stuff like that... very interesting... then... after church.. went back to the pong's appartment.. said our goodbyes n went homeward bound... hahaha... got home... ate dinner then... hahaha... i miss playing the guitar... guitar for a while until ppl started going to sleep... then went to do my hw... then... went online to blog about my very interesting 2 days.. hahaha... yup... o yes.. n i actually wuz on at my normal time.. but someone wuzn't home... so that person couldn't talk to me.. hahaha... i think that person would know who they r... =P
::Saturday::
ok... woke up about 7ish... left at 9 n drove up to chico to visit the pongs... heh.. on the way up... i wuz gonna call trice to wish her happy b-day... but her phone wuzn’t on... ok.. newayz... wut happened wuz... none of us were really paying attention cuz iono n so we missed the freeway that we were supposed to take up to chico n we were all like o no!!! but then... dorinda wuz appointed navigator so we ended up taking another freeway... well dorinda wuz navigator until she fell asleep then i had to take over... heh.. when we got to chico my dad wuz like which exit?? heh... i wuz sooo unsure of myself that i only mumbled an answer cuz i didn’t wanna b responsible for making us lost... heh... but then... my dad ended up doing wut i mumbled... hahaha... kept driving then i wuz like... “oooo i know that street!!! turn!!!” hahaha my dad swerved left n then i wuz like... “noooo!! right!!!” hahaha.. so he ended up swerving back to the right side n turning... heh.. i’m so dangerous... such a bad direction giver... ok... got to the pong’s appartment n met the jungs there too... hahaha.. so excited to see everyone... ooo... its been so long since i’ve seen william bonnie n kallie... hahah... bonnie is the same... william’s so old now.. hahaha.. when i first heard him talk i wuz like.. woah!! super low voice... hahaha... ooo yes n william can play the guitar!!! goooo guitar!!! ooo n kallie... she’s so big now!! hahaha... she’s so cute n so funny... haha... her guitar w/ a stick(toy violin)... hahaha... it plays music when u touch the bow to the strings.. hahaha.. but i guess she thinks its real... hahaha... she wuz like “i can play the violin.. but i’m not that good at it” hahaha.. so cute... ok.. then auntie veda showed us around chico... CSU chico is a really nice campus... hahaha... it looks kinda ivy league-ish w/ the brick buildings n ivy growing all over the place... hahaha.. went back to the appartment.. went to the playground/bball court area... played w/ bonnie... pushin her n my sis in the tire swing... hahaha... it kept crashing into the sides... then everyone wanted to play on the tire swing too.. heh... i wuz too weak to push them... no skills... not buff enough.. hahaha... newayz... so my sis got off n wuz pushing them... n i played uncle doug 1 on 1 in basketball... hahaha... i wuz winning =P but then we started a different game where it wuz me n uncle doug against william n bryce... very interesting... went back.. dinner n watching “spirit”... very interesting movie... later.. talkin w/ auntie linda n auntie veda... then bonnie started braiding dorinda’s hair.. n then dorinda started french braiding my hair to show auntie veda... then.. played chess.. team chess is fun fun =D hahaha... first it wuz me n william against derek n samuel... we won cuz i checkmated derek... then it wuz me n derek against william n samuel.. heh.. that wuz a weird game.. william is really good at chess.. hahaha... took over n played for samuel too.. so it wuz him against me n derek.. then uncle bill took over for derek i forgot who won... hahahah... then it wuz me n william against uncle bill.. that wuz very interesting... ‘cept i’m really bad at chess... hahaha.. we lost cuz i got stuck in died... hahaha.. time flies when ur having fun... by the time we left it wuz like 10:30... wow very late.. checked into the motel we were staying at around 11... heh... so tired.. showered n went to sleep...
ok... woke up about 7ish... left at 9 n drove up to chico to visit the pongs... heh.. on the way up... i wuz gonna call trice to wish her happy b-day... but her phone wuzn’t on... ok.. newayz... wut happened wuz... none of us were really paying attention cuz iono n so we missed the freeway that we were supposed to take up to chico n we were all like o no!!! but then... dorinda wuz appointed navigator so we ended up taking another freeway... well dorinda wuz navigator until she fell asleep then i had to take over... heh.. when we got to chico my dad wuz like which exit?? heh... i wuz sooo unsure of myself that i only mumbled an answer cuz i didn’t wanna b responsible for making us lost... heh... but then... my dad ended up doing wut i mumbled... hahaha... kept driving then i wuz like... “oooo i know that street!!! turn!!!” hahaha my dad swerved left n then i wuz like... “noooo!! right!!!” hahaha.. so he ended up swerving back to the right side n turning... heh.. i’m so dangerous... such a bad direction giver... ok... got to the pong’s appartment n met the jungs there too... hahaha.. so excited to see everyone... ooo... its been so long since i’ve seen william bonnie n kallie... hahah... bonnie is the same... william’s so old now.. hahaha.. when i first heard him talk i wuz like.. woah!! super low voice... hahaha... ooo yes n william can play the guitar!!! goooo guitar!!! ooo n kallie... she’s so big now!! hahaha... she’s so cute n so funny... haha... her guitar w/ a stick(toy violin)... hahaha... it plays music when u touch the bow to the strings.. hahaha.. but i guess she thinks its real... hahaha... she wuz like “i can play the violin.. but i’m not that good at it” hahaha.. so cute... ok.. then auntie veda showed us around chico... CSU chico is a really nice campus... hahaha... it looks kinda ivy league-ish w/ the brick buildings n ivy growing all over the place... hahaha.. went back to the appartment.. went to the playground/bball court area... played w/ bonnie... pushin her n my sis in the tire swing... hahaha... it kept crashing into the sides... then everyone wanted to play on the tire swing too.. heh... i wuz too weak to push them... no skills... not buff enough.. hahaha... newayz... so my sis got off n wuz pushing them... n i played uncle doug 1 on 1 in basketball... hahaha... i wuz winning =P but then we started a different game where it wuz me n uncle doug against william n bryce... very interesting... went back.. dinner n watching “spirit”... very interesting movie... later.. talkin w/ auntie linda n auntie veda... then bonnie started braiding dorinda’s hair.. n then dorinda started french braiding my hair to show auntie veda... then.. played chess.. team chess is fun fun =D hahaha... first it wuz me n william against derek n samuel... we won cuz i checkmated derek... then it wuz me n derek against william n samuel.. heh.. that wuz a weird game.. william is really good at chess.. hahaha... took over n played for samuel too.. so it wuz him against me n derek.. then uncle bill took over for derek i forgot who won... hahahah... then it wuz me n william against uncle bill.. that wuz very interesting... ‘cept i’m really bad at chess... hahaha.. we lost cuz i got stuck in died... hahaha.. time flies when ur having fun... by the time we left it wuz like 10:30... wow very late.. checked into the motel we were staying at around 11... heh... so tired.. showered n went to sleep...
Friday, December 26, 2003
i can't believe my post today wuz so short... newayz.. slightly bored cuz my comp died on me... so i had nothing better to do... i wuz listening to this song n thinkin about the lyrics :
~"Why Not"- Hilary Duff~
You act like you don't know me
When you see me on the street
You're makin' like i turn you off
When I know you think I'm sweet
It don't have to be like that
I guess you're insecure
If you say what's on your mind
I might answer 'Sure'
So I walk a little slower
And I try to catch your eye
Sometimes, it's so hard to see
The good things passing by
There may never be a sign
NO flashing neon light
Telling you to make your move
Or when the time is right
[CHORUS:]
Why not
Take a crazy chance
Why not
Do a crazy dance
If you lose the moment
You might lose a lot
So... why not
Why not
You always, dress in yellow
When you wanna dress in gold
Instead of listening to your heart
You do just what you're told
You keep waiting where you are
For what, you'lle never know
Let's just get into your car
And go, baby, go
Why not
Take a crazy chance
Why not
Do a crazy dance
If you lose the moment
You might lose a lot
So... why not
Why not
Oh... oh
I could be the one
for you
Oh... yeah
Maybe yes,
maybe no
Oh... oh
It could be the thing to do
What I'm saying is
You gotta let me know
You'll never get to heaven or even to L.A.
If you don't believe theres a way
Why not
Take a star from the sky
Why not
Spread your wings and fly
It might take a little
And it might take a lot
But... why not
Why not
Why not
Take a crazy chance
Why not
Do a crazy dance
If you lose the moment
You might lose a lot
So... why not
Why not
.... heh... not thinkin bout ne1 in particular when i wuz listening to the song... just thinkin... isn't it weird how we might suspect someone likes us... n the person will never tell... but like in the song...she's not tellin the other person that she likes them back... so yeah... iono... its just a weird thot... i guess a lot of times... we keep just waitin for the other person to make the first move... newayz... iono... newayz... then theres the other part of the song... heh... lotsa times i think of donin something really really weird but i stop myself cuz... iono afraid of wut ppl'll think... or iono... don't wanna make a complete fool of myself... newayz... i think alot of times i already do... but yeah... iono... hahaha... i'm one of those weird ppl who listen to songs n lotsa times think of the lyrics more than nethin else cuz i'm weird like that..
~"Why Not"- Hilary Duff~
You act like you don't know me
When you see me on the street
You're makin' like i turn you off
When I know you think I'm sweet
It don't have to be like that
I guess you're insecure
If you say what's on your mind
I might answer 'Sure'
So I walk a little slower
And I try to catch your eye
Sometimes, it's so hard to see
The good things passing by
There may never be a sign
NO flashing neon light
Telling you to make your move
Or when the time is right
[CHORUS:]
Why not
Take a crazy chance
Why not
Do a crazy dance
If you lose the moment
You might lose a lot
So... why not
Why not
You always, dress in yellow
When you wanna dress in gold
Instead of listening to your heart
You do just what you're told
You keep waiting where you are
For what, you'lle never know
Let's just get into your car
And go, baby, go
Why not
Take a crazy chance
Why not
Do a crazy dance
If you lose the moment
You might lose a lot
So... why not
Why not
Oh... oh
I could be the one
for you
Oh... yeah
Maybe yes,
maybe no
Oh... oh
It could be the thing to do
What I'm saying is
You gotta let me know
You'll never get to heaven or even to L.A.
If you don't believe theres a way
Why not
Take a star from the sky
Why not
Spread your wings and fly
It might take a little
And it might take a lot
But... why not
Why not
Why not
Take a crazy chance
Why not
Do a crazy dance
If you lose the moment
You might lose a lot
So... why not
Why not
.... heh... not thinkin bout ne1 in particular when i wuz listening to the song... just thinkin... isn't it weird how we might suspect someone likes us... n the person will never tell... but like in the song...she's not tellin the other person that she likes them back... so yeah... iono... its just a weird thot... i guess a lot of times... we keep just waitin for the other person to make the first move... newayz... iono... newayz... then theres the other part of the song... heh... lotsa times i think of donin something really really weird but i stop myself cuz... iono afraid of wut ppl'll think... or iono... don't wanna make a complete fool of myself... newayz... i think alot of times i already do... but yeah... iono... hahaha... i'm one of those weird ppl who listen to songs n lotsa times think of the lyrics more than nethin else cuz i'm weird like that..
ok... last nite... hahaha... wuz in another interesting chatroom wit my friends but ran off really early to go watch pirates of the carribean... yay!! soooo cool.. cuz my sis got it for her b-day... very interesting... hahahah... captain jack sparrow is soooo crazy.... n will turner wuz cool too.. but i think i like jack sparrow better cuz he's sooo funny... so many weird things that he does... ooo yes n the song.. hahaha... pirates is such a cool movie... ok... newayz...
today... not very interesting... go to bank... go shoppin... visit ppl... back home... then guitar guitar guitar for super long time... dinner... come online to blog... then must go do my research...
today... not very interesting... go to bank... go shoppin... visit ppl... back home... then guitar guitar guitar for super long time... dinner... come online to blog... then must go do my research...
Thursday, December 25, 2003
finally christmas!!! =D hahaha.. i noticed as the days gradually neared christmas i started getting crazier n screaming more.. hahaha... thats only cuz this yr.. this one certain present wuz driving me nuts... hahah ever since the day i got it... iono... hahaha... i'm one of those must save present to open on christmas type ppl.. but i go crazy in the process cuz curriostiy drives me nuts... hahaha... newayz... this yr i went especially crazy cuz this one present... i wuzn't sure if it wuz wut i thot it wuz... cuz my friends thot it wuz funny n kept claiming that they would give it to me... even tho i said i would never get the chance to use it forealz so they would b wastin their money on me... hahaha.. but they just laughed n changed the name of wut they were giving me to "*ahem*"... drove me crazy cuz i didn't know nemore if they were trickin me n just messin wit me or really gonna get it to mess wit me... hahaha... cuz either way it woulda been fun for them... so in the process i went crazy... so when i got this certain gift... i wuzn't gonna open it... but i read the card... curriostiy wuz driving me crazy... so.. i opened the bag... found one of the "*ahems*" hahaha... very interesting... then... at the bottom of the bag i found a flat wrapped package... man... it coulda been nethin... so its been driving me nuts.. hahaha... last nite... i couldn't shut up cuz i kept thinkin about it... kept screamin... hahaha.... ended up going to sleep at like iono 10:30... o.O so early....hahaha... just cuz i wanted to wake up at a reasonable time to find out if i got wut i thot i would get....
ok.. newayz... this mornin... got up at like 8.. cuz my bro wuz going crazy first... got washed up... fully awake.. then i went crazy... hahaha... my sis n bro were already opening gifts... the first one i pick up... hahaha... obviously the one thats been driving me nuts since i got it... hahahaha... i open it up... n my suspicions were true... hahaha... i did get a durag... hahaha... when i opened it my mom wuz first like... "wut is that.." then... explained to her n she saw the pick in front n wuz like "WHAT?!" hahaha... then she wuz like "crazy..." but then she always thinks i'm crazy... cuz yeah... i guess i kinda am... hahaha.... then i literally did go crazy... i wuz like ooo.. must take pic for trice n kathy.. but then i wuz holding off cuz my sis wuzn't paying much attention... so i opened something else up... hahaha... cool gold colored watch neclace thing... hahaha... then i thot... hahahah... this could b my blingbling... hahaha... so funny... so when i told my idea to my sis she started laughing n she agreed to take the pic for me... so i went to change into some more interesting type clothes that seemed alot more ghetto than wut i wuz wearin just for the pic... hahaha... sooo crazy... ok enough of that... after presents... then i wuz forced to do math hw... bleh... couldn't do nethin but math... blah blah blahness... yes math is evil i hate math... math on christmas... ewwwness.. ok.. then whole family went out to deliver some gifts to some ppl we knew... then spent the longest of time at an old childhood friend's house... heh... its been sooo long.... so many memories hahaha.. newayz... when we weren't talkin to someone we were watchin this movie... heh... ppl who were from iono... 21 century go into the past thru the tv into a black n white world... heh... weird but interesting... ok.. then... came home.... bleh.. math math math... -_-' newayz... yay!! i'm done wit math... hahaha no more math for the rest of my vacation... but eww... other bigger yuckier longer more complicated hw now must b done... bleh... ok... newayz... then... guitar guitar guitar guitar guitar.. for soooo long.... heh... i think i have at least 5 songs i can "play" n sing at the same time... hahaha... i feel so accomplished... yay!! =D so happy... but my def of play is... i have very minimal skrew ups in the song... heh.. i always skrew up tho.. n my transitions might still b weird... but at least i can go thru the whole song while singing at the same time... he... o well.. shouldn't ramble about this... i still suck at guitar.... ok... then... came on... blog... yup n must send trice my ghetto pic... hahaha.... ok...
ok.. newayz... this mornin... got up at like 8.. cuz my bro wuz going crazy first... got washed up... fully awake.. then i went crazy... hahaha... my sis n bro were already opening gifts... the first one i pick up... hahaha... obviously the one thats been driving me nuts since i got it... hahahaha... i open it up... n my suspicions were true... hahaha... i did get a durag... hahaha... when i opened it my mom wuz first like... "wut is that.." then... explained to her n she saw the pick in front n wuz like "WHAT?!" hahaha... then she wuz like "crazy..." but then she always thinks i'm crazy... cuz yeah... i guess i kinda am... hahaha.... then i literally did go crazy... i wuz like ooo.. must take pic for trice n kathy.. but then i wuz holding off cuz my sis wuzn't paying much attention... so i opened something else up... hahaha... cool gold colored watch neclace thing... hahaha... then i thot... hahahah... this could b my blingbling... hahaha... so funny... so when i told my idea to my sis she started laughing n she agreed to take the pic for me... so i went to change into some more interesting type clothes that seemed alot more ghetto than wut i wuz wearin just for the pic... hahaha... sooo crazy... ok enough of that... after presents... then i wuz forced to do math hw... bleh... couldn't do nethin but math... blah blah blahness... yes math is evil i hate math... math on christmas... ewwwness.. ok.. then whole family went out to deliver some gifts to some ppl we knew... then spent the longest of time at an old childhood friend's house... heh... its been sooo long.... so many memories hahaha.. newayz... when we weren't talkin to someone we were watchin this movie... heh... ppl who were from iono... 21 century go into the past thru the tv into a black n white world... heh... weird but interesting... ok.. then... came home.... bleh.. math math math... -_-' newayz... yay!! i'm done wit math... hahaha no more math for the rest of my vacation... but eww... other bigger yuckier longer more complicated hw now must b done... bleh... ok... newayz... then... guitar guitar guitar guitar guitar.. for soooo long.... heh... i think i have at least 5 songs i can "play" n sing at the same time... hahaha... i feel so accomplished... yay!! =D so happy... but my def of play is... i have very minimal skrew ups in the song... heh.. i always skrew up tho.. n my transitions might still b weird... but at least i can go thru the whole song while singing at the same time... he... o well.. shouldn't ramble about this... i still suck at guitar.... ok... then... came on... blog... yup n must send trice my ghetto pic... hahaha.... ok...
Wednesday, December 24, 2003
christmas tomorrow!!!!christmas tomorrow!!!!christmas tomorrow!!!!christmas tomorrow!!!!christmas tomorrow!!!!christmas tomorrow!!!!christmas tomorrow!!!!christmas tomorrow!!!! hahaha.. as u can tell i'm excited.. hahaha.. thats only cuz curiostiy is killing me... hahaha.. i'm the type of person who waits to open all her presents at christmas but goes crazy thinking about it in the process... newayz.. today.. got up... went to church to help my mom stuff bulletins... heh.. fun..*voice drips w/ sarcasm*... hahaha... well it isn't that bad.. just tedious... hahaha.. so everyone appreciate ur bulletins!! hahaha.. j/k... newayz.. at least i don't get drafted to do it every week... heh... ok.. after that wuz done.. came home.... guitar guitar guitar... hahaha... "come now is the time to worship" sounds super cool... so fun to play... then... something really really really incredibly stupid happened... =*( my poor guitar... if u really wanna know ask me... no its not completely destroyed... ok.. then went to stoneridge... hahaha... all we did there wuz go to aéro mess around w/ an exchange for my sis then i got a sweatshirt.. yay!! another hoody =D ooo an its a pretty shade of red w/ snowflakes and glitter... so pretty... newayz... ok came home... tried to do hw... got destracted... came online to blog... -__- well i guess since i'm online i guess i'll just hafta go research bio... bleh... must figure out an arguement that makes sense... hahaha... i usually lose myself in an arguement... but debates r always fun... hahaha must win... n must do an extra extra good job n get an A+ so that i can keep my beautiful grade... grr.. making it count 50% of our whole quarter grade.. or wuz it semester.. hmm.. either way... it sucks... yeah... i can't wait till christmas... hahaha... go check out my xanga... i posted three different versions of the ebonics type of nite b4 christmas... hahaha.. must get into my ghetto mood so if i really did get a durag from trice n kathy i can take a ghetto pic to show them... hahaha... must get good use of my durag.. mebe i'll wear it to marching units =P.. just to b crazy... hahaha...
Tuesday, December 23, 2003
today wuz a sorta strange day.. couldn’t go run cuz many reasons... my sis is now 18 soooo old.. hahaha.. but newayz.. she wuzn’t home.. so i ended up spending the day by washing dishes n baking... heh... for some reason whenever i bake nething it never seems to come out the way i want it to... my interesting ideas in the kitchen always end up going kabloowy... heh... iono y... o well.. at least its all still edible even tho it doesn’t really look like its supposed to... heh.. made cookies that didn’t hold its own shape... haha... i’ll bet my sis won’t b able to guess wut kinda cookies they r... o yes.. n made her a cake... but... umm.. i had this design all figured out.. but after everything wuz all baked... it looked kinda weird... cuz... iono how to properly ice a cake nicely.. heh.. so it looks pretty scary... o well its the thot that counts.. but heh... iono wut my dad is thinkin since i occupied the kitchen all day... i noticed today... when weird things happen while i’m doing something i use the word “newayz” alot... heh... cuz... i would do something and in the middle when it doesn’t work.. i would stare at it then say “newayz” aloud n continue.. hahaha.. my bro found that very amusing n started copying me... hahah... that wuz the only way i noticed... iono... mebe i just use “newayz” alot when i’m doing something weird in the kitchen... hmm... ok... newayz.. then... my mom n sis came home... i still didn’t finish messin wit the cake.. bleh.. gave up on putting the frosting... since i didn’t have ne of those gel stuff that u use to write on cake i took individual sprinkles to write out happy b-day 18 and “da jie”... well i wrote in chinese.. hahaha.. it wuz so funny cuz my brother wuz just standing next to me watching me form the words.. n when i wuz making the word “da” my bro started guessin wut i wuz tryin to write... he first guessed that i wuz gonna write dorinda.. but then.. i kept going n it didn’t look like a D so he kept guessin... in wuz like.. “ur gonna write x-mas... i just know it!!” but then.. it didn’t really look like an X so.. he got really confused.. hahahah... i added some more n he wuz like its a star?!?! @_@ hahah.. n i wuz like no.. it actually says something.. so he goes n tattles on me to dorinda sayin that i put a star n said it wuz a word.. hahaha.. but i wuz like.. “i bet u if dorinda came over here she would know wut it means” hahaha then he wuz like ooooooooo i know wut it is now!!! it says “dai” hahaha.. for some reason.. he seems to think all chinese is cantonese... he never seems to use his mandarin... hahah i wonder if he even remembers much of it... then... i had to put the “jie” part... took me forever... hahaha... getting it exactly right... ‘cept for this one... samuel never got it.... hahaha... so crazy.. ok.. picture taking time... so crazy.. my mom wuz taking a picture of us three kids n i wuz lookin at the camera n wuz like... “h’cum the camera has 8 eyeballs?” hahaha... iono... it had like 8 different lenses of different sorts.. it wuz weird... hahaha.. it wuz a random comment that i just had... hahaha... newayz.. had crazy time taking pictures... then... hahahah... after we were done taking pics then... my bro started messin around wit the digi cam... he wuz lookin at an ornament of me when i wuz in 4th grade or something... and he just kept zooming in on that pic w/ the digi cam sayin “we’re going back in time”... so crazy... yeah.. newayz... happy happy happy happy happy happy 18th b-day to my sis.... now an adult who can do a whole bunch of stuff.. such as.. get licence... vote... move out... get married... buy lotto.. n ect.. haha.. she has so much freedom now... haha.. owell my sis is my sis.. forever will b my sis... her age is only a #...
Monday, December 22, 2003
do u ever listen to a song and just go... woah.. cuz the lyrics just get to u? hmm.. iono... i heard this song n wuz like.. woah must find lyrics to this... puts a more positive touch to my depressed mood... found the lyrics n wuz just thinkin bout it... i guess its tru that if u feel like everything is going bad there's no way but up... so things should just get better...
~Up- Shania Twain~
It's 'bout as bad as it could be
Seems everybody's buggin' me
Like nothing wants to go my way
Yeah, it just ain't been my day
Nothin's comin' easily
Even my skin is acting weird
I wish that I could grow a beard
Then I could cover up my spots
Not play connect the dots
I just wanna disappear
Up- up- up-
Can only go up from here
Up- up- up- Up
where the clouds gonna clear
Up- up- up-
There's no way but up from here
Even something as simple as
Forgettin' to fill up on gas
There ain't no explanation why
Things like that can make you cry
Just gotta learn to have a laugh
Up- up- up-
Can only go up from here
Up- up- up- Up
where the clouds gonna clear
Up- up- up-
There's no way but up from here
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah...
When everything is goin' wrong
Don't worry, it won't last for long
Yeah, it's all gonna come around
Don't go let it get you down
You gotta keep on holding on
It's 'bout as bad as it could be
Seems everybody's buggin' me
Like nothing wants to go my way
Yeah, it just ain't been my day
Nothin's comin' easily
Up- up- up-
Can only go up from here
Up- up- up- Up
where the clouds gonna clear
Up- up- up-
There's no way but up from here
Oh- I'm going up
Oh- I'm going up
Oh- I'm going up
Oh- I'm going up
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah...
~Up- Shania Twain~
It's 'bout as bad as it could be
Seems everybody's buggin' me
Like nothing wants to go my way
Yeah, it just ain't been my day
Nothin's comin' easily
Even my skin is acting weird
I wish that I could grow a beard
Then I could cover up my spots
Not play connect the dots
I just wanna disappear
Up- up- up-
Can only go up from here
Up- up- up- Up
where the clouds gonna clear
Up- up- up-
There's no way but up from here
Even something as simple as
Forgettin' to fill up on gas
There ain't no explanation why
Things like that can make you cry
Just gotta learn to have a laugh
Up- up- up-
Can only go up from here
Up- up- up- Up
where the clouds gonna clear
Up- up- up-
There's no way but up from here
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah...
When everything is goin' wrong
Don't worry, it won't last for long
Yeah, it's all gonna come around
Don't go let it get you down
You gotta keep on holding on
It's 'bout as bad as it could be
Seems everybody's buggin' me
Like nothing wants to go my way
Yeah, it just ain't been my day
Nothin's comin' easily
Up- up- up-
Can only go up from here
Up- up- up- Up
where the clouds gonna clear
Up- up- up-
There's no way but up from here
Oh- I'm going up
Oh- I'm going up
Oh- I'm going up
Oh- I'm going up
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah...
today... woke up.. got ready to go running... half way out the door i'm like "bie ppl" to my sis n bro.. then my bro goes.. where's she going? n when i said i wuz gonna go run... he wuz like ooo wait mee too!!! so i waited for him.. ran.. from home...to the park... around the perimeter of the park n back home... took it at a scarily slow pace.. cuz i kept having to turn around to check up on my brother... cuz.. he wuz always pass me then fall behind then pass me.... but most of the time i wuz in front of him so i had to keep turning around... ok i think in all it wuz about a mile... give or take... pretty nice to b runnin again.. altho i think runnin slow makes my shins act up again... o well.. came home.. ice... wash dishes... cook lunch... guitar... *sigh*... practice practic practice... its fun.. as long as i don't hafta play in front of ppl again any time soon... ok... did some stuff... hahaha... slowly catching up on sleep too =P naps r good!! =D hahaha... ok.. then... messin wit my comp... n deleting files from old floppys... back to guitar... then.. i forgot wut i wuz doing.. hahaha... spacing out??? dinner.. then finally.. i get internet.. hahaha.. my sis wuz on for soooo long... newayz... tried to blog.. but comp went crazy... must look for stuff too.. finding more chords for songs.. n finding lyrics to other songs.. hmm.. must find chords to some cool secular songs too...
Sunday, December 21, 2003
today... woke up at like 8... go to church.. heh.. late for orchestra practice tho dorinda didn’t even go... carl wuz playing bass... heh.. i wuz like ooo carl would u like to play guitar instead.. but he just laughed n said that he wuz playing bass n couldn’t play both at the same time... *sigh*... ok.. newayz... connection service wuz very interesting... sitting in alphabetical order by first name.. now that wuz kinda chaotic.. hahaha.. standing up and sharing something about the person to ur left side.. hahaha.. the most interestingest thing i found out today wuz mr. bill tom n mr. bowman lee can speak ebonics.. hahaha.. tho i don’t think both of them look the type to speak ebonics.. hahaha.. would be interesting to learn ebonics.. but thats kinda pointless.. ok.. then.. hahaha.. during the message.. hahaha.. pastor steve’s confession.. he wuz like.. “i’ve been hidning something from all of u for about 15 yrs.. i think some of u might of suspected this but... i’m God...” hahahaha... everyone started laughing.. its like... oooo blasphemy!! hahahaha... so crazy... ok then after connection.. went to the auditorium to play for orchestra.. -__- bad bad bad.. i suck... -__- n carl wuz playing bass rite next to me too... he could see n hear all my mistakes... cuz we were sharing music.. *sigh*... man.. when we got to leave to go to sunday school for a while... man... i really felt like crying.. i almost did... but sucked it all in n plastered a “smile” on my face.. (i don’t really think there wuz one)... newayz... yeah.. umm.. i’m so bad cuz i wuz too distracted to pay attention much the short time i wuz in sunday school... then at 12 had to go back to finish playing in orchestra... doing the closing song... man... i thot i had it down.. but when i played to day.. i even skrewd up on “o come all ye faithful”... n daz like my best song out of the whole packet of music.. *sigh*... that tells u something about how i play... man.. i suck i suck i suck!!!! all the more experienced orchestra ppl were congratulating me after it wuz over saying that i survived n did a good job... *sigh* they’re just saying that.. but then again they didn’t hear me... i feel like such a fake... such a “show off” for being in orchestra makin ppl think i can play guitar.. when i can’t... i suck!!! *sigh*... i’m scared of wut carl might think of my playing... but he’s too nice.. he’d probably never tell me that i suck... but iono wut he thinks of my playing... *sigh*... ok newayz... wuz talkin wit iffy for a while... then... went to mandarin congregation’s christmas party... then rush over to the mormon temple to go to this piano recital.. it wuz ok... i liked the piece sarah played... Hungarian rhapsody #2... very interesting.. everything else wuz kinda boring... i’m not a pianoish person.. so i won’t know how to appreciate the very very very very very long classical pieces... newayz... came home... still upset over my horrible playing.. picked up my guitar... played a lil bit.. but wuz told to shut up... so ran off to my room... =*(... thats all i’ll put... no.. i didn’t cry... almost did... but didn’t... just... wrote a whole bunch of depressing stuff in my personal journal/diary-ish book...
Saturday, December 20, 2003
today.. woke up super late.. hahaha.. i think sleeping super super super late is starting to get to me.. tho i went to sleep kinda early last nite... ok.. my day sounds pretty boring.. it consists of guitar.. guitar guitar.. then online for a lil while to blog about yesterday... then searching for chords to "above all"... then looking for html junk just cuz... iono.. hahaha... then cleaning my desk.. man... i'm sooo messy.. hahaha... i have succeeded in getting rid of the mountain of papers off my table.. tho it still looks pretty messy.. hahaha... o well.. newayz... after that my comp died.. so i ended up playing guitar agin... i'm sooo skrewd for tomorrow... i still can't play the songs no matter how much i practice... i'm tempted to just pluck out each note but like i'm not very fast at that... hm... wut to do.. the only good thing about tomorrow is that either way.. no one will hear me cuz i have no pickup so i'm not plugged into nething.. yay!! heh.. newayz.. iono wut to do bout tomorrow.. y am i even in orchestra???? o well... ok.. newayz.. practice practice practice... did some other stuff.. headache.. went to sleep... hahaha.. woke up at like 9... did some other stuff.. shower.. came online to blog.. must research for history n bio now....
::friday::
ok.. school.. boring.. rush thru the first 3 classes.. then... went to bug mrs. lee's mand class for a lil while.. haha.. they didn't even have class... ok.. then later helpped deborah wit setting up party... party wuz.. umm.. weird.. ran out of food.. heh... ok.. talkin wit bed... hmm.. i wuz going crazy over my present from trice n kathy.. hahaha... dying of curiostiy.. at the bottom of the bag.. flat wrapped package.. i think i know wut it is.. but iono.. must practice self control until christmas.. hahahaha.. o yes.. my bling.... hahaha.. kathy taped one of my C note papers to my necklace n i ran around calling it my bling.. hahaha.. thats when mr rice who always has something to comment on about me started talkin to me.. finally told him wut a real durag wuz... n he wuz like ooooooooo fine ok... heh.. ok.. afterschool.. writing christmas notes to my teachers.. hahaha.. must remember not to write things n pretend to b ghetto at the same time.. hahaha... cuz i wuz messin wit my brother n wuz pretending to b all ghetto n stuff... hahaha.. like talkin ghetto.. n i almost wrote "merry crimmus" instead of "merry christmas".. hahaha... wuz going crazy.. cuz my bro wuz watching me write the notes.. n he wuz reading them.. hahaha.. caught all my lil mistakes n started laughing like crazy... hahaha.. actually we both were laughing cuz he started it.. finally finished... my dad came n my sis drove us home... then preparing trice's b-day present... hahaha.. psycho idea.. ok shower n come back to school.. leo's caroling thing.. hahaha.. sing.. n give manatees to random lil kids there.. hahaha i made a difference!! haha made a lil kid happy by giving her a manatee.. yay!! ok.. then on the bus ride back to school.. hahaha buddy wuz sticking ppl's name tags on collin.. so funny.. then after a long time then collin finally noticed.. hahaha... took him a while.. then.. umm... we started sticking them on anthony.. hahaha cameo took a pic.. that wuz funny.. he had like iono 10 or something on his back.. hahaha.. then.. everyone started ganging up on buddy.. that wuz pretty evil when venus stuck it on his hair... hahaha.. buddy became so paranoid the rest of the way back.. then youth rally.. hm... it wuz different this time.. only lester kim andrew n scott were doing worship... hahaha.. me angela n trice swaying back n forth while singing... n me n angela using our kazoos hahaha.. making the lil 7th graders in front of us think we're crazy... ok.. message wuz good... then... hahaha.. gave trice her present.. the whole crazy plan didn't work so only used part of it.. but yeah.. ok.. came home.. sis went online.. i wuz tired... so i gave up waiting at like 11:30... hahaha.. sorry buddy... dorinda wuz supposed to transfer my message.. but i guess she didn't.. o well...
ok.. school.. boring.. rush thru the first 3 classes.. then... went to bug mrs. lee's mand class for a lil while.. haha.. they didn't even have class... ok.. then later helpped deborah wit setting up party... party wuz.. umm.. weird.. ran out of food.. heh... ok.. talkin wit bed... hmm.. i wuz going crazy over my present from trice n kathy.. hahaha... dying of curiostiy.. at the bottom of the bag.. flat wrapped package.. i think i know wut it is.. but iono.. must practice self control until christmas.. hahahaha.. o yes.. my bling.... hahaha.. kathy taped one of my C note papers to my necklace n i ran around calling it my bling.. hahaha.. thats when mr rice who always has something to comment on about me started talkin to me.. finally told him wut a real durag wuz... n he wuz like ooooooooo fine ok... heh.. ok.. afterschool.. writing christmas notes to my teachers.. hahaha.. must remember not to write things n pretend to b ghetto at the same time.. hahaha... cuz i wuz messin wit my brother n wuz pretending to b all ghetto n stuff... hahaha.. like talkin ghetto.. n i almost wrote "merry crimmus" instead of "merry christmas".. hahaha... wuz going crazy.. cuz my bro wuz watching me write the notes.. n he wuz reading them.. hahaha.. caught all my lil mistakes n started laughing like crazy... hahaha.. actually we both were laughing cuz he started it.. finally finished... my dad came n my sis drove us home... then preparing trice's b-day present... hahaha.. psycho idea.. ok shower n come back to school.. leo's caroling thing.. hahaha.. sing.. n give manatees to random lil kids there.. hahaha i made a difference!! haha made a lil kid happy by giving her a manatee.. yay!! ok.. then on the bus ride back to school.. hahaha buddy wuz sticking ppl's name tags on collin.. so funny.. then after a long time then collin finally noticed.. hahaha... took him a while.. then.. umm... we started sticking them on anthony.. hahaha cameo took a pic.. that wuz funny.. he had like iono 10 or something on his back.. hahaha.. then.. everyone started ganging up on buddy.. that wuz pretty evil when venus stuck it on his hair... hahaha.. buddy became so paranoid the rest of the way back.. then youth rally.. hm... it wuz different this time.. only lester kim andrew n scott were doing worship... hahaha.. me angela n trice swaying back n forth while singing... n me n angela using our kazoos hahaha.. making the lil 7th graders in front of us think we're crazy... ok.. message wuz good... then... hahaha.. gave trice her present.. the whole crazy plan didn't work so only used part of it.. but yeah.. ok.. came home.. sis went online.. i wuz tired... so i gave up waiting at like 11:30... hahaha.. sorry buddy... dorinda wuz supposed to transfer my message.. but i guess she didn't.. o well...
Friday, December 19, 2003
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Thursday, December 18, 2003
today.. blah.. so tired... history.. open book open notes terms quiz.. then mandarin.. learnin bible verses... english.. more speeches... lunch.. heh.. watchin the students of mrs. lee’s class do their skit.. hahaha.. i really liked henry’s skit.. well.. more like his expressions.. hahaha “rappin” or “ghetto talkin” in mandarin so interesting.. very amusing.. every 1 else’s were pretty good... bobo had too much soda... wuts up wit him n drinkin directly out of 2L bottles??? heh... hahah.. o yeah.. buddy got the prize he wanted.. hahaha.. guitar!!! ok... then pre-calc.. i soooo failed that quiz.. shoot... man.. ok newayz.. forget that.. i’ll just destroy it after i get it back.. ooo ok.. yes.. i got a candy gram from 2 “mysterious” ppl.. hahaha.. first i got a candy gram from *ahem*... hahaha... when i got it i just started crackin up so badly.. iono... then... i got another one from mr. fione.. very interesting.... hahaha.. i still don’t know who they r.. must find out... heh.. ok then chapel.. the mics sounded like they weren’t even on.. even when kim wuz talkin into it... no one could hear nethin... n like that wuz the same wit everyone else... i heard no one but andrew today... hahaha.. o yes n later ppl were askin me if i heard neiman yell sumthin.. unfortunately i didn’t.. hahaha neiman needs to yell louder.. hahaha.. next time i go up ok neiman? haha.. newayz.. then umm.. drum n bells.. o man.. gotta build up some arm muscles.. holdin cymbals in high-hat position is very tiring n painful after a while... o yes n i kinda gotta hold out my cymbals for the snare to play for 23+ measures... man.. so weak... hecka ppl don’t believe that cymbals r heavy..... grr.. they should try holding it out in one position for a super long time.. lets see how heavy they think it is when thats over... o yes.. n i gotta learn to march sideways... cuz the high-hat position is very weird... i’d either hafta walk sideways or backwards but elena doesn’t really want me to walk backwards so i think i might hafta walk sideways.. which is 10milion times harder... i almost tripped practicing... ok... then judo party potluck thing... i got to see old friends again... need to go back to judo.. *sigh*.. no time... ok then come home.. hw.. tryin to figure out wut to give ppl.. i think i’ll just make them all stuff... iono...
::wednesday::
man wuz i freakin tired.. i never sleep enough... stayed up studying stupid bio until 3 in the morning n wuz like.. man.. i better sleep... *sigh*.. newayz.. US history.. boring... mandarin.. boring... english... *gasp*... i’m so glad elaine didn’t catch me... i wuz starting to fall asleep while ppl did their speeches.. heh.. it wuzn’t boring or nethin.. just tired.. then.. lunch.. hahaha... busted into mrs. lee’s mandarin class... heh... i wuz like “hi li laoshi, its cold outside can i stay in here?”.. hahaha.. she wuz like of course.. i wuz supposed to study bio.. but then jenna n bobo were like “ooo line help us..” so that wuz wut i ended up doin... ok then pre-calc... o man.. i didn’t care or paid ne attention to ne1 or nethin... dude.. hecka hecka hecka crammin for bio... went into class.. still crammin.. then... test.. man i wuz so gonna like scream in the middle out of frustration n i guess i wuz makin a face at my test or somethin cuz mrs carlson all of a sudden plopped a sheet of bubble wrap next to me on the table n told me to go pop all of them later to get rid of my access stress... heh.. ok then SALT.. i wuz hecka singing out n kissin the mic n everything n still couldn’t hear myself or ne1 else besides andrew commin out of the monitor.. but miss dyer just kept saying we just sing too softly.. ok then grr.. when we were changing for pe.... i sooo just wanted to run .. but sadly i only got to run 1 lap.. newayz.. i scored a pt for my team yay!!! but aww.. poor kathy got injured by the ball... well.. we didn’t lose so its all good... then buggin miss chu for my grade on the test... my grade is confidential.. the ppl who were there when i got my test know wut i got.. n thats all who needs to know.. ok then.. guitar.. fun fun... showing ryan wut i’ve been practicing.. then.. he wuz tellin me wut i needed to work on.. heh... learnin cool things from him.... well.. nethin new to me that partains to guitar is cool.. hahah.. so yeah.. just learnin stuff.. k then.... go home.. hw.. blahness.. doin history stuff online wit ppl.. couldn’t type up nethin cuz after i finished discussin everythin wit tommy about how i wuz gonna question him my comp died.. like all the programs froze... i couldn’t access nethin.. my mouse worked.. just everythin else on my comp didn’t... so sadly i lost everythin cuz i hadta restart my comp... ok then it worked again for a while n then my comp just randomly died again on me... lost everything again n wuz just like skrew that n so i actually went to sleep rather early last nite.. heh...
man wuz i freakin tired.. i never sleep enough... stayed up studying stupid bio until 3 in the morning n wuz like.. man.. i better sleep... *sigh*.. newayz.. US history.. boring... mandarin.. boring... english... *gasp*... i’m so glad elaine didn’t catch me... i wuz starting to fall asleep while ppl did their speeches.. heh.. it wuzn’t boring or nethin.. just tired.. then.. lunch.. hahaha... busted into mrs. lee’s mandarin class... heh... i wuz like “hi li laoshi, its cold outside can i stay in here?”.. hahaha.. she wuz like of course.. i wuz supposed to study bio.. but then jenna n bobo were like “ooo line help us..” so that wuz wut i ended up doin... ok then pre-calc... o man.. i didn’t care or paid ne attention to ne1 or nethin... dude.. hecka hecka hecka crammin for bio... went into class.. still crammin.. then... test.. man i wuz so gonna like scream in the middle out of frustration n i guess i wuz makin a face at my test or somethin cuz mrs carlson all of a sudden plopped a sheet of bubble wrap next to me on the table n told me to go pop all of them later to get rid of my access stress... heh.. ok then SALT.. i wuz hecka singing out n kissin the mic n everything n still couldn’t hear myself or ne1 else besides andrew commin out of the monitor.. but miss dyer just kept saying we just sing too softly.. ok then grr.. when we were changing for pe.... i sooo just wanted to run .. but sadly i only got to run 1 lap.. newayz.. i scored a pt for my team yay!!! but aww.. poor kathy got injured by the ball... well.. we didn’t lose so its all good... then buggin miss chu for my grade on the test... my grade is confidential.. the ppl who were there when i got my test know wut i got.. n thats all who needs to know.. ok then.. guitar.. fun fun... showing ryan wut i’ve been practicing.. then.. he wuz tellin me wut i needed to work on.. heh... learnin cool things from him.... well.. nethin new to me that partains to guitar is cool.. hahah.. so yeah.. just learnin stuff.. k then.... go home.. hw.. blahness.. doin history stuff online wit ppl.. couldn’t type up nethin cuz after i finished discussin everythin wit tommy about how i wuz gonna question him my comp died.. like all the programs froze... i couldn’t access nethin.. my mouse worked.. just everythin else on my comp didn’t... so sadly i lost everythin cuz i hadta restart my comp... ok then it worked again for a while n then my comp just randomly died again on me... lost everything again n wuz just like skrew that n so i actually went to sleep rather early last nite.. heh...
Tuesday, December 16, 2003
ok today... school.. bleh... US history.. mandarin.. stephen n frank arguing about stupid stuff like wut is free in the world.. stephen says nothing is free n frank wut desperately trying to come up wit something... it wuz kinda weird.. english.. vocab quiz.. then listening to speeches.. then lunch.. did math hw.. listen to kevin whine about not being able to give jenny her present.. grr.. his fault.. hahaha.. i told him.. but he kept saying he wuz scared... haha.. then i wuz like.. "ok lil boy.. do u need me to hold ur hand and bring u to jenny?" (no i'm not cheating on my b/f... its more of an "adult" talkin to a "lil kid" kind thing.. heh).. ok newayz.. hahaha.. it wuz funny seein scott get harassed by the lil second graders... haha.. they were climbing all over him n stealing his id card.. ok.. then pre-calc.. umm.. boring.. went to sleep again.. hahah.. i'm not the only one who goes to sleep in that class... then.. bio.. must study study study... newayz.. then drama meeting.. then.. leos practice.. o yeah.. n lookin at trice's pics.. dude.. she has so many pics of me.. cuz i'm alwayz doing something weird.. *sigh* iono y.. it just seems to happen n she just alwayz seem to have a camera.. hahaha.. newayz.. found this pic that i totally forgot about... o man.. tried to steal it but forgot to steal the negatives too.. heh... but thats mean.. i wouldn't have stolen stolen stolen it forealz... iono.. help cut ribbons for candy grams.. then after school trice came to collect her pic from me... then.. umm.. went to physical therapy appointment.. more instructions on what to do.. bleh.. ok came home.. hw.. ect.. blah.. then went on.. tried to sign up for SATs.. then bio study chat room.. yes.. i guess it kinda worked.. iono.. then.. talkin to david about iono.. really deep serious stuff.. sooo weird.. gets a person thinking to go re-evaluate their lives... hmm.. newayz.. yeah.. i realy need to get serious sleep.. my eyes r going crazy.. i dont' think i'll b able to put in my contacts for a while so for ppl who find me wearing glasses weird.. get used to it... heh.. newayz.. yes.. bio is evil.. i don't feel prepared.. but i always say that.. *sigh*.. gotta keep my mouth shut cuz i think ppl hate me when i say nething about bio grades.. good or bad..
Monday, December 15, 2003
ok today.. man.. it wuz supposed to get up at 4 to do hw.. but i couldn't... so tired.. didn't get up.. ran around school wit a headache mornin classes all boring.. lunch.. christina made me play tag wit her lil friends... that wuz interesting.. pre-calc.. slept thru the whole thing.. so tired.. bio.. umm.. she lectured.. kinda.. not really.. then.. SALT... heh.. the class where i finally took 2 tylenols headache didn't really go away tho.. o well.. pe.. running is currently the cure to my problems.. cuz my shin splints haven't been bothering me.. so its all good... then... umm.. yes.. my team.. me kat buddy bobo n david... against collin cordell michael christy n venus.. very dangerous game.. evil cordell tried to trip me so many times that he jinxed me n i fell forealz.. grr.. newayz.. then after school.. visit more orthopedic doctor... bleh.. more new methods of stretches.. n yes more recomendations on shoes.. i think i know wut kinda shoe to get now.. ok.. then come home.. trying to wake myself up.. did hw.. my eye keeps twitching its so annoying.. so i had to take out my contacts n wear my glasses.. bleh.. ok.. then did hw hw hw.. (still not done).. went online cuz my dad told me to skrew my sis's phone call n just finish off wut i needed to do online.. i hate democracy.. ok.. so working on that until ppl started talking to me.. heh.. distraction...
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Sunday, December 14, 2003
stress.. stress... stress... life is so... *sigh* iono.. newayz.. i think something wuz figured out last nite so i believe i will be able to that person again.. yes.. now.. i gotta learn to cram n finish as much hw as possible cuz tomorrow is once again school.. *sigh*.. ok newayz onto my day.. got up.. went to church... pastor steve spoke on being a level 5 leader.. then sunday school.. learning more about proverbs.. then after that since none of my really close church friends came today.. i just went to the car got my guitar n called up emily to tell her i couldn't make it to tutoring today cuz i had orchestra practice.. man i don't belong in orchestra.. i super suck at guitar.. cuz like.. everyone plays so fast.. i couldn’t keep up with anything.... so bad... i kept making faces cuz every time i finally got a chord on the correct timing i would miss the next couple of chords... the only song that i had minimal skrew ups and i actually used a strum pattern on wuz “O Come All Ye Faithful”... dude.. n then auntie becky said that she’s gonna have either clifton carl or andrew play bass.. i wuz like h’cum carl or andrew can’t play guitar? n she wuz like cuz ur playing it... *sigh*.. i’m gonna feel so pressured to need to be better n i’m gonna feel so bad if i skrew up.. carl n andrew r hecka good i can’t let them see me play the guitar so horribly.. *sigh*.. ok newayz.. went home tried to do hw.. then had to start preparing to go back to church... practice dance again... changed a part... then.. eatin.. hahah.. val wuz like man erica ur such a pig cuz her burrito fell apart but val had her own very big burrito in her hand.. haha.. ppl getting tattooed again.. haha.. darrel trippin n and jenn screaming “darrel u just stepped into my pants” n we were all like what?! hahaha.. then omg... eugene getting tattooed on the face.. hahaha.. they gave him a beard n blackened his nails.. hahaha... then.. when they started taking pics eugene wuz all posing gay like.. omg.. it wuz so weird.. the performance went well.. probably our best nite.. ok then after the performace.. talkin wit elaine n sensei chris.. then later elaine wuz talkin to my mom n mike n dorinda were talkin n mike wuz tryin to hint to elaine to pospone the democracy essay to some other day n then my sensei started to copy him.. hahaha.. it wuz so funny.. cuz he wuz just sitting there... n whinning “no essay.. i’m tired.. no essay.. i’m tired..” until elaine actually responded n told mike that she wuzn’t gonna move it... hahaha.. ok.. came home.. showered.. tryin to do hw...
Saturday, December 13, 2003
today.. hahah.. it feels sooooo goooooood to sleep in.. hahaha.... i have no comment on what time i got up.. hahah... newayz.. yes.. got up n realized.. omg.. my hair wuz actually strait.. it wuz so weird cuz like on the days where i actually want it to b curly it straitens.. newayz.. wuz tryin to figure out wut i would do.. then.. looked at hw but decided to play guitar instead... practicing sooo long.. then finally.. went online for more democracy research.. *sigh* evil democracy paper.. iono wut i wanna say yet.. hahah.. how bout.. democracy isn't for caroline.... that will be what my speech is about.. democracy is evil so therefore it isn't for caroline therefore democracy isn't for everyone.. hahahaha.. iono.. ok.. then.. went to shower hoping that my hair would curl by itself again cuz it sometimes does when it is wet.. then.. went to church.. while we were waiting n eating dinner.. darrel got val to tatoo his arm.. hahah.. he had a dragon that spanned all over his arm.. so cool.. hahah.. a lot of the rappers were getting tatooed.. it wuz pretty funny... then got my hair curled by jess cuz my hair refused to curl on its own today.. haha.. jess said that val n erica's hair wuz so hard to curl that both of them each should be considered two ppl so curling both of thier hair would be the equivilent to curling 4 ppl's hair... then she said she liked my hair cuz it wuz so easy to curl that mine wuz equivilent to half a person.. hahahah.. had one practice.. o dude... i hecka messed up during practice n wuz so scared it would really mess up in the real thing.. hahaha.. in the real thing.. at the end i almost started laughing cuz like after i got into my ending pose i looked out n saw trice n kathy n they were smiling at me.. haha iono... then later val, andrea, jess, erica, alysia, n i all went into the back of the auditorium so we could watch the rap live... haha.. sophia is so good... then.. attempted to do my bio hw in room 9 but got distracted too much.. hahaha.. no.. no one wuz distracting me.. i wuz distracting myself.. then.. after the whole thing wuz over.. shook hands wit ppl.. thanking them for comming ect.. then went to go find trice n kathy to talk to them.. but then.. =o i couldn't find them.. so i went to go say hi to katie this cv girl that is a friend of my friend.. then all of a sudden trice n kathy seem to pop out of nowhere n they give me a buquet of flowers.. =D i feel so special.. not only did they come to watch me but they give me flowers.. hahaha.. so i wuz talking wit them for a super long time.. hahah.. stuck a flower in my hair.. o yeah.. n then.. when i put on my jacket trice wuz like.. ooo its the jacket.. n i wuz like huh?.. hahaha... so many crazy things happen when we are around each other that i don't remember most of them unless someone sparks my memory.. hahaha.. but then.. hahah.. trice n i "leave on bad terms" hahaha.. so crazy.. o yeah.. n then dorinda learned to becareful to say wut she means when she's talking to trice otherwise what she says will be twisted into a different context hahaha.. trice's specialty.. then came online.. right when i get on.. two ppl im me right away.. hahaha.. jimmy just to tell me that my play wuz insignificant n david to ask how it wuz.. hahaha.. two total opposites.. then.. i wuz inviting more ppl to jenna n my funeral.. yup.. starting to plan it out.. jenna do u have any suggestions.. hahaha. wut i currently have is trice speaking n deborah is either singing or playing the piano.. hahahaha.. i need a guitarist.. any volunteers??? haha.. newayz.. i got yelled at by bed cuz she wuz askin me wut kinda invitation wuz it supposed to be cuz it didn't have a date or time or place.. hahaha.. well.. u see.. jenna and i rn't exactly dead yet.. but we r gonna b.. but we dont' know how or when we'll be completely dead enough to b buried.. so yeah.. haha.. newayz.. someone seems to not wanna talk to me online nemore.. so i don't wanna bother that person.. *sigh* o well.. i hope something gets cleared up..
Friday, December 12, 2003
today... service project day.. made cards for lil kids at ccesa(chinese christian elementary school alameda)... then caroling at the fire station.. heh.. we only sang one song n they got a call so then they had to leave... then.. hung out wit jenna and angela.. kinda finished up cramming my bio extra credit hw... ran around n ended up taping it to PILL's chair... heh.. if she doesn't find it then she would b both blind n deaf... heh.. ran around some more.. umm.. mrs starchenko's crochet book teaches u how to crochet scanalous stuff... then science bowl.. things were going well.. cuz we had anna n eric on our team.. but yeah... kept switching off wit jenna n richard.. i knew some... but i kept second guessing myself so much that by the time i plan on pressing the buzzer someone pressed it already... i wuz able to answer some... we were undefeated until the playoffs where we met joshua's team.. dude.. crazy game.. he kept inturrupting so he got almost all the toss up questions.. then as for me.. i finally got the courage to inturrupt on a question that i knew... n then PILL who happened to b the proctor got all excited.. but when the bonus came around.. talkin bout how prokariotic cells divide.. o man.. i didn't know it.. i don't think she lectured on it... anything teacher doesn't lecture on i will never know or understand.. newayz.. yes.. so anna guessed mitosis.. n that wuz wrong.. n miss chu who wuz looking at me n jenna the whole time expecting us to come up wit the correct answer starts glaring cuz we didn't know it n our team got it wrong... yeah.. so rite after the round wuz over me n jenna ran away from the room so fast... n we were so paranoid.. we were like hiding from her so much.. hahaha.. doing crazy stuff.. hahah.. i think patrice n jenna but more trice..probably has hecka lot of pics of me doing something crazy.. i know i'm hecka crazy.. iono.. more like i act only my spontaneous thots.. heh.. newayz.. yes josh's team won obviously tho i wuz rooting for carl's team... ok.. then afterwards.. i wuz in room 9 finally sticking the sparkley stuff on my shirt.. hehe.. trice wuz helpin me until her dad came to pick her up.. heh.. i'm so stupid.. when i wuz gluin i forgot to put something btwn the 2 sides of the shirt n so i ended up gluing both sides together.. so stupid.. had to peal it apart.. lester wuz hecka laughin at me.. then.. umm.. performance.. wuz ok.. the house wuzn't packed like everyone thot it would b.. but yeah.. the rappers got cheers n screams from the audience.. *sigh*.. i still think that theirs wuz cooler.. sophia's a hecka natural rapper.. hahahaha.. backstage.. just fooling around.. hahaha.. val pulled scott's joseph costume really tight at the waist so that it would look more like a dress.. hahaha.. then after everything wuz over during refreshments time.. hahaha.. ate this thing called a crepe? iono.. hahah.. something wit a banna inside drowned in chocolate sauce kinda thing... iono... hahaha.. jason moy wuz eating it n didn't know wut it wuz until he heard alysia say something about it being called a crepe... n he wuz like.. o so thats wut it wuz.. hahaha.. so crazy.. newayz.. yeah.. not much else happend.. came home.. guitar for a lil while.. can't do much when ppl r asleep.. playing as softly as possible.. but then thats kinda hard.. so then came online.. talk n blog.. thats about it..
Thursday, December 11, 2003
ok.. my day... so tired.. skool.. US history.. boring.. mandarin.. nun much happened.. english.. hahaha.. debate-ish thing on the book we were reading.. hahaha.. frank just alwayz wanted to b different.. so he wuz usually the only one supporting his side.. hahaha.. n his arguements didn't make sense either.. they just went round in circles n contradicted himself.. so stupid.. newayz.. pre-calc.. test.. skrew... bio.. lab.. heh.. i guess i am mean to hung.. iono... its ok.. the lab wuz like wutever.. i just drew random stuff wit emchan.. chapel.. pretty good message.. drum n bell.. nothin much.. marchin units.. just mess around wit everyone else's instrument... hahaha.. then practice chariots a lil bit.. thats about all.. hahaha... fooling around n talkin so much.. ahhaha.. me, trice, n angela skippin down the hall flapping our scarfs n swing it n stuff.. hahaha.. so crazy funny.. ok.. came home.. guitar for like iono.. super super super long time.. i think i'm almost able to play "Not Be Shaken"... super cool song... then.. shower n for some reason.. my hair didn't come out super curly like i usually does.. so i kinda twisted my hair up so it can become curlier.. iono.. somthing for christmas program.. then came online.. but comp went crazy.. so i had to restart.. came back on.. talkin... then andrew got bored.. so we started a chatroom.. n then invited david.. n he got scared.. so we invited trice.. for many reasons.. then we invited jimmy.. i forgot y.. n yeah.. we all were chattin for super long.. bout so many things.. hahaha... only thing that is sometimes bad about talkin online is that ppl can't hear the expression n context you r talkin in.. so they misinterpret.. *sigh*.. wuteva.. but yeah.. crazy stuff in the chatroom... so fun.. n woahness.. buddy actually stayed on super late today... hahaha.. i think we're all converting him.. hahaha... but newayz.. i gotta finish my stupid bio extra credit to boost my retarded grade up to something decent... *sigh*.. so stupid...
Wednesday, December 10, 2003
$%#^&^$@((*&%@!@#$^$%.... i'm so stressed.. *sigh* n i'm not getting enough sleep... must not get sick... *sigh*.. everyone is sick... *sigh* newayz... US history.. study hall.. doing pre-calc hw cuz i gave up last nite.. so tired.. sorry buddy thats y i didn't talk to u... i start ignoring ppl (unintentionally) after like 12ish... newayz.. yeah.. then mandarin.. so tired.. don't really remember wut happened... then.. english.. man.. another timed write.. skrew.. i suck at writing... it just doesn't work.. it doesn't come to me... then... health.. took our final.. man.. i had the right answer n i crossed it out to put a different one.. *sigh*.. newayz.. yay!!! i'm certified to do first aid on ppl.. =D now who trusts me??? heh.. ok then pre-calc.. find out hw isn't due... yay! find out there is a test tomorrow.. skrew... tired.. payed attention the first half of class to get some answers from the teacher.. then so tired.. gave up... went to sleep... then bio.. man.. bad class.. had to do this classwork thing.. self teach ourselves n answer her stupid questions... man.. ok.. here's the thing.. i took this test to see wut kinda learner i wuz from mrs. carlson last yr in euro... newayz.. i like fail all of them.. so wut kinda learner am i? iono.. i can't learn? well probably not that drastic.. but i can guarentee u that if u throw a textbook in my face n tell me to read it to learn such n such information i will not understand it.. i'm not like that.. even tho i suck at taking notes n won't remember much of what ppl say long enough to b able to write it down i find being able to take notes off a teacher lecturing n writing on the board at the same time an easier way to learn... iono.. things don't absorb into my brain very easily when i read.. newayz... yes.. i wuz so confused n pissed off.. man.. i've been failin hecka bio stuff recently.. *sigh* i'm so skrewd for the test.. newayz.. yes.. the cw sucked.. i wuz so confused... n hung wuz being sooooo annoying.. wouldn't shut up... i swear he probably has ADD or something.. he wuz being freakin annoyin... *sigh*.. then SALT.. just chilled.. listening to the group practice... hahah chris g singin "away in the manger i don't know the words".. hahaha so crazy.. but i still felt kinda stressed.. pissed me off that it wuz rainin when i got out of SALT cuz i needed to run.. get rid of my stress.. but yeah.. had study hall for like 2 seconds n me n bobo went lookin for miss lan to see if we were havin pe or study hall.. hahaha.. she wuzn't sure n i wuz like i wanna run.. so she wuz like ok go tell everyone to go change.. heh.. so newayz.. yes running my 2 laps.. i wanted to do more.. just run like the whole time.. i wuz that stressed.. i wuz running it faster than usual too so scared of slipping but at the same time not really caring.. then.. o man.. do u know how annoying it is when u r runnin n something stupid flies infront of u n just like completely throws u off? man.. thats wut happened to me.. i wuz runnin hecka fast building into my sprint n a stupid volleyball flies in front of me... the stupid volleyball ppl were blocking that section that shoulda been open for ppl to run thru.. n yeah.. not only did a volleyball fly infront of me a person ran infront of me to go get it too.. so i had to come to a complete stop.. skrew.. threw me off n i just gave up.. but that really ticked me off.. the game wuz pretty good tho.. hahaha.. we had scott.. thats all that matters.. he's a hecka good player.. n argh.. harbrinder is so annoying cuz he keeps blocking me.. dude.. n its like same team too.. he also like disses the skills of the girls.. grrr... he's not that good himself... so annoying.. but yeah.. whatever.. newayz.. afterskool.. guitar.. haha.. learnin cool stuff from ryan... like how to make an acustic guitar sound electric.. or like usin pick pattern for a song.. fun fun.. hahaha.. he asked if he could poke my callouses.. n i wuz like huh? hahaha.. yes.. i have crazy callouses on the tips of my fingers on my left hand.. not as crazy as professional guitarists tho.. but yeah.. newayz.. we went over so many different songs today.. fun fun... ok then.. after that.. i went home.. shower.. eat.. go back to church for christmas program rehersal.. i think that every yr... the weeknite rehersal b4 the performace is alwayz the craziest.. hahaha.. this yr.. cuz hecka ppl r like sick n stuff.. super lotsa ppl didn't come.. so newayz.. wut happened wuz it started when chris yuen started to rap.. hahaha.. cuz.. like almost all the rappers were sick 'cept for like jenn n monique.. haha.. so no one wuz rappin n so chris took over.. but he didn't know the words.. so he just said a whole bunch of nonsense words... heh.. then did the weird voice thingy for grace's part.. hahaha.. then for a diff scene hahah lester wuz singing the "night wind's" part in this really wierd high voice.. hahaha.. no he's not the night wind tho.. k then nothin much until the second time around hahaha.. this time during the rap jenn n monique don't even bother to go up to dance.. instead chris jumps away from his orginal character's spot n jumps into the middle of the stage starts dancin n pretendin to rap n all that stuff.. hahah.. then like in the middle of the rap toby n dave schmelzinger run across the stage jumped n did this weird turny hi five kinda thing in the air.. hahaha.. then later lester is still pretending to sing the "night wind's" part.. n this time.. dave actually wore the night wind costume n wuz.. haha dancing like the wind.. iono.. hahaha.. can't describe it.. one of those hadta b ther kinda things.. newayz.. then later.. when the next song started lester started dancing.. n toby who wuz pretending to b joseph picked up the "baby Jesus" n wuz making it nod its head.. hahaha.. so crazy... hmm.. what else.. hahah.. i don't remember.. so much other crazy stuff too.. newayz.. come home do hw.. askin ppl online bout bio.. *sigh*.. bio sucks.. o yes.. my sis is better... i know this because instead of being dead dead dead like she wuz before.. she is now talkin too much n telling me details about how she wuz sick n wut happened when she wuz sick ect ect ect.. yes.. its a sure sign that she is better... because her talkin too much is alwayz the aftermath of a time period that she had to shut up for a very long time.. newayz.. yes bloggin bout my sorta interesting yet iono very stressful day.. now must keep crammin hw.. needa get more sleep... skrew... so stressed..
Tuesday, December 09, 2003
*sigh*... out of the 3 kids in my family... i'm the only one alive.. *sigh*.. newayz.. must not get sick.. it wuz freakin cold today... i wuz bundled up in hecka lot of layers n i even wore my scarf... heh.. my scarf is too season oriented so i gotta make myself another one of a more normal color pattern... ok newayz.. went to school.. US history.. umm.. boring... mandarin.. boring... english.. group thingy on taking notes on characters in Bless Me Ultima... then lunch.. got benny to sing n play the songs that i'm supposed to play for orchestra.. thats cuz i didn't know how half of them go... hahah.. he didn't know two of them either so he brought his flute out n wuz playing it then he wuz able to sing it... so cool.. i guess i know how it goes now.. just gotta find a strum that fits the song.. or strum ever chord change... tho i'd probably do it wrong.. *sigh*... iono y i hafta play for orchestra.. i suck suck suck at guitar.. then pre-calc.. boring.. bio.. *sniff*... got our quizes back... i wanna cry forealz... buddy claims i cry over a stupid minus 1.. i don't cry over stuff like that.. i scream but i don't cry.. minus 1 sucks.. but its better than wut i got today... skrew!!!! makes me feel so stupid.. man... i have a feeling i'm really gonna fail this test.. ne1 who wants to kill me for saying that.. go ahead.. i'll welcome it.. man.. i hecka wuz gonna crumple n rip up my quiz today when i got it back.. it wuz that bad... newayz.. there's extra credit so i have a chance of pulling up my grade.. but still.. *sigh*.. o the places i go to keep a smiling facade up.. newayz.. went to the leo's christmas caroling practice.. haha.. going crazy wit angela.. o yes n body percussion fun fun... hahah.. then.. drum n bell elective.. iono.. doing weird stuff... cuz it wuz study hall or something.. then.. afterskool i thot i wuz stranded cuz like i called my dad to see if he wuz gonna pick me up or i wuz gonna stay at skool for practice n he'd come pick me up around 5.. but then like i called his cell n i called home n no one picked up!!! then like a long time later... he called n said he wuz at skool so i just went home wit him... came home.. practice guitar.. did hw.. stupid ppl kept calling the house.. out of the iono how many times the phone rang only 1 call wuz actually important.. so... to make the phone shut up so i won't hafta answer annoying calls i went online basically to hog up the phone line.. so since i wuz on newayz.. decided to blog cuz nothing else interesting's gonna happen to me tonite 'cept mebe hw.. woohoo so interesting.. *sigh* ok.. man.. its cold.. typing wit gloves on to keep my hands warm...
Monday, December 08, 2003
i only know this song cuz i saw it in a book i read b4.. very interesting... hahah.. it actually discribes my mood sometimes...
~Brain Damage- Pink Floyd~
The lunatic is on the grass.
The lunatic is on the grass.
Remembering games and daisy chains and laughs.
Got to keep the loonies on the path.
The lunatic is in the hall.
The lunatics are in my hall.
The paper holds their folded faces to the floor
And every day the paper boy brings more.
And if the dam breaks open many years too soon
And if there is no room upon the hill
And if your head explodes with dark forebodings too
I'll see you on the dark side of the moon.
The lunatic is in my head.
The lunatic is in my head
You raise the blade, you make the change
You re-arrange me 'till I'm sane.
You lock the door
And throw away the key
There's someone in my head but it's not me.
And if the cloud bursts, thunder in your ear
You shout and no one seems to hear.
And if the band you're in starts playing different tunes
I'll see you on the dark side of the moon.
"I can't think of anything to say except...
I think it's marvellous! HaHaHa!"
~Brain Damage- Pink Floyd~
The lunatic is on the grass.
The lunatic is on the grass.
Remembering games and daisy chains and laughs.
Got to keep the loonies on the path.
The lunatic is in the hall.
The lunatics are in my hall.
The paper holds their folded faces to the floor
And every day the paper boy brings more.
And if the dam breaks open many years too soon
And if there is no room upon the hill
And if your head explodes with dark forebodings too
I'll see you on the dark side of the moon.
The lunatic is in my head.
The lunatic is in my head
You raise the blade, you make the change
You re-arrange me 'till I'm sane.
You lock the door
And throw away the key
There's someone in my head but it's not me.
And if the cloud bursts, thunder in your ear
You shout and no one seems to hear.
And if the band you're in starts playing different tunes
I'll see you on the dark side of the moon.
"I can't think of anything to say except...
I think it's marvellous! HaHaHa!"
i am gonna either like scream cry or run around laughing psychotically.. *sigh* i feel so stressed out.... ack.. democracy kept me up all nite... finally at 3 my dad woke up i got chased off to bed... didn't really get to sleep until 4 tho n then had to wake up again in 3 sumthin hrs to go to school.. bleh... US history.. quiz.. evil quiz.. cramming rite b4 mr choy hands out the quiz... blah.. then mandarin.. workbook.. then english.. grammar stuff.. then health... learning about the two extremes in body tempurature.. hypothermia n over heating.. then mrs tong showed us how to splint someone's leg using the other leg... heh.. i got to b the one demonstrated on... while she wuz binding my legs i thot to myself... *sigh*.. i hope this'll never happen to me in real life specally not because of xc.. i hate injuries.. running is cool.. i like running.. well.. most of the time... newayz.. then pre-calc.. so tired.. slept like for the whole period... *sigh* yes... ok then b4 bio.. andrew says the weirdest comment to me... my first reaction.. wuz like.. who said that?! then it wuz like umm... ok.. then it wuz like wutever... then i asked david about wut andrew wuz talkin bout.. heh.. then it wuz really like wutever.. hahaha.. u see.. i stop caring if it doesn't mean nethin... newayz.. yeah... bio wuz sorta boring.. ok.. the SALT... it wuz ok... then hockey.. yay!! heh.. me n kathy kinda ditched venus n christy n went to be on a team wit kevin louie, jason long, n jason duong... it wuz a fun game.. cuz later.. miss lan joined our team.. hahah.. fun fun.. we won like 3or4 to 0... hahah... o yes.. n b cuz kathy n i joined kevin n jason's team.. we broke their losing streak.. yes.. they said they were on a losing streak where they loss 5 strait games.. o well.. i guess kathy n i r just good luck =D.. hahaha... newayz.. then afterschool... did a lil hw.. or attempted to.. that is until auntie becky gave me music n announced to me that i would b playing guitar for orchestra... *sigh*.. i can't play!!! n she won't let me decline.. n iono how half the songs go.. iono iono iono!!! aaaaahhhh!!!! newayz.. yes.. come home shower.. finish math.. hahah.. skrew math.. then... wuz gonna practice guitar.. but then my mom suggested the craziest thing.. she told me.. finish hw.. n go to sleep.. then u can wake up at like 5 in the morning n go practice guitar all u want for 2 hrs n then go to school.. aiya... too much pressure... wutever.. all i know is i gotta start practicing again... i haven't really been able to practice these last few days... *sigh*.. so iono... stressed or busy or something.. ack.. newayz.. gotta get back to hw...
Sunday, December 07, 2003
today.. church... pastor steve talkin bout the story of the prodical son, rebellious ppl n how we are supposed to deal with them... we should find a balance btwn justice n mercy because otherwize u either give them no way to show that they have changed n or u won't b diciplining them enough to teach them a lesson.. then sunday school.. studying proverbs.. haha... talkin bout king solomon.. haha.. mrs. quen wuz asking who solomon's parents were.. she wuz like.. "solomon is the son of david and ... " hahah.. then most of the class answered goliath.. hahaha... so crazy.. what have they been learning?? hahaha.. newayz.. i think it wuz just a reaction cuz like when u hear david u think of goliath.. u don't think about who solomon's mom wuz which is bathsheba btw... hahaha.. newayz.. yeah.. then after church.. dorinda drove home... rush eat lunch go back to church for christmas program dress rehersal.. hahaha.. we're all still a lil unsure on our movements.. but we pretty much have everything down.. yay!!! go ribbon dancing ppl.. hahaha.. i think i like the rap ppl better.. they got a cooler thing.. i like their song better.. hahaha.. sophia's hecka good a rappin n can pretend to act ghetto.. n ooo yes.. darrel can dance.. yup.. haha... looks so cool.. gettin monique to do the bandana the "cool ghetto" way.. hahaha.. all in all.. the christmas program is pretty nice.. ok.. then came home.. crammin hw.. bleh.. not done wit a whole buch.. especially the dumb democracy stuff.. argh.. iono wut i wanna talk about... y is it that we have to do the stupid lions club speach contest.. i can't write even if my life depended on it.. *sigh*.. if my life depended that much on essays.. i would b a gonner... which probably predicts that i'm already one.. *sigh*.. ok newayz.. enough of that.. must get this done wit n continue wit my evil task of hw... *sigh*.. all nighter tonite.. fun...
Saturday, December 06, 2003
today... woke up at around 9ish... entertaining guest until aroun iono 11? then he n the rest of my family went to go pick up my sis from SATs n i got to stay home n cram my music for the parade... then sis came back.. guest finally left around 12ish... so i ironed most of my parade uniform, ate lunch.. practiced a lil longer n went to school... practicing n cramming wit kathy.. hahaha.. kept discussing how we were to play the song... she knew parade set 2... just not wit the music... so u could say we were both a lil shaky on our parade set 2 music.. hahaha... during the parade... kept lookin at each other.. trying to determine if we were playing it right.. hahaha.. o yes.. n guiding right to look at jimmy.. hahaha... when we mark time.. he keeps on kinda moving forward so then after a while i guide right n have to take a step forward.. sometimes he realizes it n takes a step back tho... but yeah.. newayz.. it the parade wuz ok... then hahaha.. rite after the parade we were standing around... hahaha... >< i'm such an idiot.. i saw a giant balloon comming n what i saw wuz a beak n a lil bit of the body.. from where i wuz standing it looked like a chicken.. n i wuz "woah a chicken is comming".. >< shoulda kept my mouth shut.. *sigh*.. i don't alwayz seem to think b4 i talk.. newayz.. i walk closer n find out its a penguin n wuz like.. oops my bad its a penguin.. heh.. andrew wuz hecka laughing at me.. *sigh*... newayz... b4 i left school... i notced my xc # for the adidas race wuz missing.... so i wuz like freaking out n wuz like... =O.. o no o no o no... n i wuz all like iono.. sorta upset n junk n so i took off all the other xc numbers n wuz like.. i'm sad.. someone stole my adidas.. then... kathy who wuz wit me the whole time started laughing n drags me with her n shows me trice's locker.. *sigh*... there on her locker wuz my adidas #... then she laughs n calls trice to tell her wut happened... turns out they stole it yesterday but i wuzn't quick enough to notice.. *sigh*... i'm a lil too easy of a victim to mess wit... kathy says she n trice always mess wit my locker... aiya.. o well... i guess i also bring it upon myself cuz i don't *ahem*... blah.. newayz.. yes.. so i don't have #s on my locker nemore... ok then... @_@ dorinda drove me home today.. i guess it wuz ok... heh.. then.. home... hahaha.. set up christmas tree =D... save the trees!! get plastic ones that r reusable!!! hahaha.. my christmas tree at home is so big it takes up a huge part of the living room hahaha.. its a good thing we barely do nething there otherwize the tree would alwayz b in the way... ok.. then.. online... just messin around.. looking for stuff.. couldn't bring myself to do hw.. so wuz talkin to some ppl... then.. dinner.. guitar... computer stuff... my comp is evil... keep having to mes around wit it to make it work... newayz... o yeah... i had a finding nemo screen saver but it kinda got annoying so i deleted it.. then... tired... took a power nap.. stared at some hw... then sis got off so i finally got to come n blogness... yay!!!
Friday, December 05, 2003
today.... US history... boring.. hahaha.. doing voacb art... then mandarin.. heh.. no teacher... we didn’t do much... boringness also.. hahah finished coloring my vocab art n started studying for vocab test next period... ok... english... had vocab test.. i don’t think it wuz that bad... just watch i fail it... bleh... then health.. learned how to splint arms... nothin much... then pre-calc... did hw... boringness... blah... then bio.. ack.. iono... usually bio n hockey r like the highlights of my schoolday cuz its fun n i don’t i get to talk to my non junior friends... but then its like... today.. argh... yeah... didn’t have a really good time in bio.. mebe some ppl could tell but i doubt many ppl... o the places i go to keep my facade up... bleh... newayz... i hate mrs. fong... she’s so annoying.. treats us like lil kids who need to b bribed into being good n quiet.. n some retard tattled that we weren’t all in our right seats... n then... stupid mrs. fong made ppl go back to their seats n made us do a dumb worksheet cuz we didn’t do it yesterday... so we work in groups so all of our friends crowd onto the back table.. the only problem... mebe its just a problem wit me... but... i’m kinda prone to claustraphobia if ppl r crowded too close n stay that way... its not ne1’s fault.. just me... so i wuz having a hard time doing my worksheet... everyone wuz like finishing off soooo much... i felt so slow n stupid.. n yeah... *sigh*... iono... i guess its a problem wit me.. then i moved over to where bobo wuz... tho i think i scared him.. did my worksheet off of memory cuz i left my book at the table i came from... argh... ok n then we still had to have a bio quiz later n i didn’t study much... only wut i’ve been trying to cram all day.. argh... then mrs. fong took forever to find out if we were supposed to take our quiz or not... i kinda did n didn’t want to... it wouldn’t’ve made a difference to me... but yeah... then we end up having to take it n like... argh... some ppl said it wuz pretty easy... me... no comment... cuz whenever i open my mouth n say nethin bout nethin on any test quiz or anythin... someone is bound to get mad at me... yes.. so this lil annoying idot named caroline aka myself will just shut up... ok... heh... deborah’s such a good friend... she can detect the slightest change in my mood even if i don’t show very much... hahaha.. didn’t get to talk much wit her tho.. SALT practice singing christmas carols... i guess it wuz ok... then while i wuz walking to go change.. hahaha... i see elaine... n she has a look in her eye n so we both got into a ready stance for “fighting” hahaha... so crazy... nothing much happened tho.. just one of those crazy spontaneous things that she starts... hahaha... i wouldn’t dare start it wit her... she could beat me up wit all her martial arts stuff.. hahaha.. i only play along... ok.. hockey... i guess it made me feel better a lil bit... running felt good.. just take out my frustration.. ran 3 laps cuz miss dyer who wuz our sub said we could... i kinda wanted to keep going.. iono.. sometimes running just makes me feel better... but then newayz.. we(as in me n kathy) had david gary n aaron on our team today... good game we won again... iono like a really high # to 1 hahaha... dude... jason duong wuz the probably the only main competition on the other team.. he’s so good cuz he’s so fast n hits so far n all that stuff.. jason had to do most of the work on that team... but yeah... he’s main competition.. newayz... heh... it wuz a pretty cool game but the one word that would summarize everythin in that game for me is “ouch”... hahaha.. yeah... i kinda got hit by the ball n all i have to say about that is that i’m glad i’m not a guy... heh... ok then afterschool... talkin wit trice n kathy... then i dropped my water bottle off the side of the portable by accident so i jump down to go pick it up... yes.. i’m crazy.. i jumped off the side of the portable... shh.. i’m bad.. yes... newayz... i jump down.. but kinda left my phone up there so trice n kathy r taunting me trying to get me to jump n climb back up.. bleh... i’m weak.. they have too many misconceptions that i’m a buff chick.. i’m so weak.. i couldn’t jump n climb up... no upper body strength.. bleh.. newayz... yeah... got taunted for a while but later hahah.. got my phone back no big... hahah.. altho trice n kathy wanted to see me cry.. hahaha... i was laughing too hard to cry on spot... newayz... i can’t cry in front of ppl... cuz.. iono.. well i probably could but during those situations where i could i probably wouldn’t want to n would keep it in just to save face... heh.. iono... i don’t really like the fact that ppl can see my vulnerabilities... yeah.. ok... then came home... shower... umm... stare at hw? i don’t remember what i did.. then my dad bro n the family friend came back home.. dinner.. didn’t go to lc praise nite tho i wanted to... wuz entertaining family friend... hahah.. watching drumline... i’ve been super inspired... i need to learn cooler cymbol stuff.. heh... i’ve noticed ever since ken stopped helping wit our drum n bell corps, we’ve been reverting back to old ways... yeah... its not a bad thing but then.. iono.. its like... i don’t see why i as a cymbol person must play all my music the old way... *sigh*.. iono.. i find the rearranged versions that ken wrote for me cooler than the old version.. it sounds weird.. weird Weird WEIRD!! crashing every beat??? and plus... i’m not about to crash my cymbols like a wind up toy monkey like elena does... *cough*... sorry.. no offense to her tho.. iono... *sigh*... ok newayz... then... hooking up my new webcam kinda thing.. sooo cool... =D hahaha.. now i can mess around n make lil weird movies at home =P yay!!! ok.. that wuz my interesting day... i’m so skrewd.. i don’t know my cymbol music.. didn’t get a chance to practice cuz i wuz entertaining the family friend.. mebe after he leaves... skrew Skrew SKREW!!! newayz... yeah... blahness... now that i’m done talking complaining screaming n thoroughly annoying all of u who just read my blog i’ll shut up now.. as i should... =S
Thursday, December 04, 2003
o man... today... i've been falling asleep in sooo many classes whether it wuz sleeping forealz or microsleeping... dude... so dead today... newayz... umm... US history... nothin much... mandarin... failed another quiz... english... need to read "bless me ultima" more... didn't know nethin... lunch... heh... michelle n christina were going crazy... hahaha... all christina's fault cuz michelle wuz calmly reading her APUS book n christina kept trying to prevent her... they ended up stealing each other's stuff.. the funniest thing that happened wuz when michelle rolled christina's water bottle into the honors pre-calc room... hahahaha... so crazy.. back n forth.. but then it ended up that michelle hid all her stuff n stole all christina's stuff so hahaha... bad time for christina... but it wuz super funny tho... ok then later when lunch wuz almost over.. buddy showed me the picks he created... hahaha... very interesting... o yes n his very big pick... its soooo deformed... hahahah... it doesn't even look like a pick... hahaha.. n his small picks rn't all cut very strait.. u can kinda tell that he made them... hahaha... mine ppl thot it wuz a real pick.. yay!!! better than u buddy!! =P j/p hahaha... newayz... then pre-calc.. boring.. bio.. hahaha... no teacher... everyone going crazy... arm wresling n bloody knucles.. hahaha... n i swear i think hung has ADD or something... out of the blue... he just went outside to iono... bask in the rain? really weird... we were just fooling around for so long... altho i did think about calling the office.. but i didn't really want a teacher... then out of the window i saw saw mr lai walk down the hall n i wuz like... umm... i think we should sit down n act like we have a teacher... but i dun think ne1 heard me... then buddy's mom walks down the hall n she's like staring at our room n i'm trying to warn ppl... but instead of acting casual... everyone seems to make a mad run for it to their assigned seats... *sigh*... thats too obvious... if some ppl just sat down where they were or acted as if they were doing a group project thingy or some others calmly walk to their seat i don't think ne1 woulda noticed nething suspicious.. but owell... newayz... joella's mom wuz our sub... man... i don't really like her.. she's not only super super super strict on every single rule... but like she treats students of all ages like elementary kids or babies... its so annoying... so yeah... grr n blah to her... newayz... then chapel... talking about being covetous... last of the 10 commandment series... heh... so tired O.o almost fell asleep during prayer n like freaked out in the middle.. heh... i'm so bad... but i wuzn't the only one... other ppl were falling asleep too... newayz... then drum n bell... trying to finish memorizing parade set 2.. *sighi* elena wants me to play the old version.. *sigh* its so weird.. i don't like the other version i think i've started at the wrong mesure on the new version.. umm... i should tell kathy that... >< skrewd... n wayz umm.. yeah... practice practice practice... come home... eheh... a family friend decided to visit... so kinda must entertain n do hw at the same time... bleh... iono how i'm gonna do that... heh... kind using hw time to blog... newayz... yeah i guess i might not go to praise nite tomorrow altho i really wanna go n see wut its like... *sigh* ok... n yeah.... ok... hw hw hw.. i think i'm almost done.. not sure tho...
Wednesday, December 03, 2003
today... US history.. presidents quiz... easy sauce... mandarin.. cramming my vocab hw using angela's electronic dictionary... it doesn't have enough words!!!! heh... turned in the unfinished vocab hw in english neways... during engish.. eww ewwie timed writes... i can't write if my life depended on it... then health.. ugh.... i can handle cuts n blood.. well kinda but... ugh... i can't handle burns... ugh... i wuz litterally squirming the whole time during class... ugh... skin turning white grey n black from the burn.. ugh... ok newayz.. then siren drill thingy... dude.. finally get to talk to deborah again.. we like never get a chance to hang nemore.. stupid class schedules this yr... newayz... yeah.. the first thing she said to me wuz... "so line... do u like ne1?" hahaha... i wuz like where'd that come from? =P.. heh.. got yelled at by mrs. carlson later cuz me n bed kept laughing.. her fault.. cuz when mrs carlson told everyone to shut up bed started signing the alphabet... so crazy.. then she started doing the movements to "hail to the king" yeah... iono... when she's in hyper mode u can't get her to shut up... hahaha... newayz... then after that.. pre-calc.. boring... then bio.. hahah.. johnny throwing pieces of yarn onto hung's back... hung writng iloveu all over johnny's pencil just to b weird... heh.. then getting tricked by buddy... not going into details on that... i'm kinda slow today.. yes... newayz... then SALT.. carl's group practicing for chapel.. i think i figured out wut strum pattern he's using for his songs... hahah must go apply what i've learned =P heh.. then hockey!! wuz in a team wit kathy gary aaron n jason duong... yay!!! we won!! like iono 8-1 or something.. hahaha only cuz we made a shot from all the way on the other side of the court... poor david wuz probably the only one actually being an effective member on his team.. he wuz the only one running around n trying to score n stealing the ball n all that stuff.. ok newayz... after school.. so sad had to cancel out of guitar... went to dennis uniform store to get my skort.. heh... this is like the 1st time in 12 yrs i've been back to that place.. hahaha... newayz... yes... kinda returned a skirt that i had that still had the tag on so kinda traded it for a skort but since the skirt is more expensive we ended up getting 2 skorts.. one for me n one for my sis... k then went back to school cuz my mom still had to work... n my dad had to go somewhere... so just spent time in room 9 practicing guitar... ok... then finally came home... hw... then came on.. attempted to blog... it got deleted 3 times... blahness... newayz... yeah my comp is retarded cuz it d/ls programs randomly w/o my permission... heh.. newayz.. finally finished blogging... now hw...
Tuesday, December 02, 2003
today.. US history.. haha.. heink n his magic tricks.. cool cool... woahness... newayz.. then mandarin... nuin much.. english.. blah... then... pre-calc.. finished off alot of my hw.. then bio... hung is crazy... end of story.. o wait.. n i'm kinda mean to him but he's cool wit that.. hahaha... i'm only mean to him when he keeps talkin bout how he doesn't know something but he's not taking notes n not paying attention.. hahah.. he's funny too.. crazy comments... but he's cool.. newayz.. then leo's party thingy... hahah.. didn't wrap my gift so i ran around looking for paper... n my mom gave me some after i wraped it me n kathy were decorating it.. hahah christmas tree.. *sigh* no one took my present tho... o well.. hahah.. i got heink's present... hahaha.. crazy flower wrapped around a white tiger... very interesting.. ok then afterschool yay!! marching units finally got a new boom box.. practicing wit kathy... heh... andrew wuz helping out wit color guard.. *cough*.. some stupid *ahem* person kept glaring at andrew n that *ahem* person who thot he wuz all that wuz one of the reasons y andrew kept making them repeat it.. *sigh* color guard really needs improvement... not like drum n bells don't but.. iono.. color guard has less to do.. u'd figure it wuz easier n they would b able to do it really well.. but *sigh* owell... newayz.. then.. kathy had to get her uniform n then we had to practice marchin wit ponchos.. bleh.. i hate ponchos... so hard to crash w/o clippiing the stupid poncho.. then the sound gets all weird.. newayz.. heh.. i don't feel so bad nemore.. hahaha.. during the marching time.. me n kathy can't look at music so we're just like looking at each other during parade set 2 n like laughing cuz we both didn't know when to come in.. i knew christmas on parade n ode to joy no problem... but blahness parade set 2... gotta keep working on that... its a good thing mr. chew let me borrow his cd... now i can practice at home... yay!!! ok newayz... when i got home.. i started guitaring n i wuz thinking bout how buddy said that if u use a thinner pick it'll b softer when u play.. cuz like whenever i play n try to strum really fast it gets super loud.. so... i ran around for a lil bit n wuz looking for some sort of plastic that wuzn't too flimsy that it just flopped around on its own n wuzn't too hard or too think n attempted to look for something that wuz flimsier than my current 1mm pick.. hahaha.. after looking around i spotted my old planner.. fun.. i wuz inspecting the flimsy-ness n found it to my liking.. hahaha.. so... i took my one of my picks n traced it onto a section of my planner n cut it out.. hahaha.. by coincidence i got the american flag part.. so now not only do i have a new flimsier pick.. but it looks pretty too.. hahaha... i'm so crazy.. iono.. all of that wuz all spontaneous.. newayz... so now i have a thin pick too.. haha.. ok.. then.. mr. hom wuz on the radio.. n i ended up tellin everyone online that... hahaha.. grr.. but george lim gives me such a hard time.. newayz... yeah.. so i wuz online talkin, doin hw n ect... n just so that i won't have to do it later... i'm blogging... n now must go focus on hw... hahaha *yeah rite*
Monday, December 01, 2003
today.. went to school.. US history.. boring... mandarin... um... it wuz ok.. then english... listen to mr. hom talk about democracy... then health.. learning how to bandage a severe cut... n how to treat someone who has something chopped into their eyeball.. *cough* cyclops from oddessey *cough*... newayz... then pre-calc... i hate pre-calc... finished over half of my math hw in that class... then.. bio... *sigh* my packet is kinda destroyed n skrewed up... so messy... *sigh*... neways... then SALT... observing the way carl plays guitar... well i've always been facinated with guitar but i've noticed that b4 i started playing i only watched the guitar players in awe n wonder how they play n think about how cool they are... now that i'm learning to play guitar.. i don't just look at the guitarist n the guitar together as a whole n admire them nemore... i now find myself staring at the guitarist's hands n trying to figure out how they're playing the song n what type of strum pattern they r using so i can go home n apply what i've seen... heh... newayz... dude... carl strums so fast... hard to tell... picked out a couple but then iono... its hard to tell... wow... so professional... i feel inferior to his great guitar skills... tho i'm inferior to everyone's guitar skills... *sigh*... newayz... then pe... study hall.. umm play this taboo like thingy... hahaha... sum idiot ppl couldn't guess the coolest instrument!!! guitar guitar guitar!!! n... no... a bandana is NOT a durag... heh.. crazy dennis called it a budang.. weirdo... n then he called me a duragger... so psycho!!! its not even a word... ppl r going crazy over the durag thingy... hahaha... kathy is now bugging me if i want a real durag for christmas... hahaha.. i'm not that ghetto... the only good thing that would come out of having a durag is i'll sho ppl wut a real durag is... stupid ppl who don't know real durags n can't tell a bandana apart from a durag... *sigh* enough rambling about that... hahaha... finished off my math hw... hahah go me!!! hahaha... one day... gonna like take all the math books... throw 'em into a bon-fire n like start doing a fire dance around it...*wild glassy look in eye*... if ur gonna ask if i'm ok... the answer is no... i'm going crazy crazy crazy!!! mebe u should look up the # to the mental institution just to prepare ahead incase i all of a sudden crack forealz one day... newayz... afterschool finished off stupid bio hw... heh... use paint to draw the picture cuz i wuz doing my hw on the comp... really crazy... ok... went home... guitar guitar guitar... messing around wit more songs using a different strum pattern... *sigh* i'm so stupid... i'm just like messing wit a whole bunch of songs n not perfecting a single one... *sigh*... the thing is i don't wanna just keep playin a certain song n get sick of it n never wanna play it again... well... newayz... still gotta work on transitions n stuff... o yes... n speed up some of my strumming... ok then kinda wuzn't able to get on at 8 like i kinda promised bobo... sorry... got on at like 8:30ish... heh... trying to get programs to work... but grr...evil comp so consentrating on that but get imed by buddy asking for a hello... hahaha... am i supposed to monitor who comes on and wait and the second u sign on im u?? too crazy... newayz... talking to ppl... but get kicked off by dorinda cuz her urgent stuff... so i'm blogging off line... waiting to get back on...